Pictures

Lalala~~
first and foremost, Happy Dong Zhi!!!!
i think everyone now is eating a bowl of tang yuan and having a great time with family.... =D =D =D

some pictures from the past,and the present.
Ya,i admit i am vain from the inside,sometimes.
Woho!all clothes that i am wearing is from my previous shopping spree.
yeah me.finally i have the feel to be perasan again.
omg i so miss that HSL la wei. =p =p

thinking whether is it right to be perasan

me and my violin @_@ (i wish i am a guy,then i can kill all the girls with my yeng-ness.muahahahahha)

omgomg.i like this shot.so not me in a way -_-ll

ok,i dunno why my sudden obsession in this kinda style.

omg.this is hot and i forget i live in Malaysia pulak

my newly bought cap!!.yeepee.denim colour again^^

yup,i from all girl school...but we rocks larh ok, we do what guys should be doing for 5 years =)...take that.HAH

when we represent school for Drama, everybody is so united and sacrifice their time for Drama practice, although we do not shine in fornt of the judge...

Dba Sayangku, long time didnt meet her =(

Guess who is this siao ka behind the tigger fan.omg.i miss my tigger fan when our school always dont have electricity -_-ll

erm...the usual acting kerja amal for Moral Project,but wei!!!we really do it ok. *angelic student look*

guess who again..i miss the mushroom head =p

miss selekeh but she is super good in add math(look at the way she put her glasses),i sued to her selekeh-ness during secondary school.

what is this lerh.....moo moo cow punya eyes~~~~ wohohohohohoho..i actuali dissected once, and who want to be my white mouse next...muahahahahahahhaha

6 of us....how we spend our time studying,face PMR,SPM, competition,this, that,our favourite canteen time, and also the way we act as "good student" in Biology class.erm.i mean..all the class.

CYA......we visited HIV patients, feel how they feel.and how we sing "Top of the World" on the first day...super swt..

merentas desa,and hp advertisement. i miss Payang too.my Malay partner sit beside me and always talk to me,play with me and she sleep in class, while Lai Lai is there watching her and ngam ngam cam cam.

I think this is one of the best random snapshop i took.cause,this is happiness.

soo hui hamster look..hahahhahhahaha...d animal lover.and also cold joker.still the same until now omg.

when times we enjoy each other companion and be crazy(ok larh, i know my look is so crazy that time.....T_T T_T T_T )

and we are always there to play around, to make each other life more meaningful because got this kinda lame-mo friend in my life.( jz fa jue lcy long time dont ss oledi.)

ahahahahahhaha...ernie..our ah head in the class.( sorry ernie, i serach very long liao but i dont have your che4 mian4 punya pic...paiseh...)

the biggest gathering ever.....and i remembered i went to supermarket like ahsam with onggie to buy fruits pulak, and chased lcy all over for some food

we celebrate Chritsmas together,and we all wear pink together without realising....again.i remember i got serious sore throat, crawl to MV, and still wanted to talk non stop -_-ll

beaniez again..cheong k...WE LONG TIME DONT CHEONG K LARH.....i wn to jump on the sofa.ish.ish.

the beaniez and cm after a year of graduation from Princess High School.from the picture,we can see a different us.everyone has faced hardship, but we still have a smile on face,because of each other. =)



-The End-

Life is fun,crazy, absolutely out of my mind

After AGES of staying home and be a maid.
I am going crazy....really mad i tell you.

for those who like me,you will be happy cause i am going to update my blog frequently....WOOHOO!!!!
because i am plain bored in the house.
after days of being follow-the-rules-orders-wash-the-clothes-take-this-take-that maid mode.

I am not a homey person i guess....staying for a few days its ok.
for a week at home!?!?!?!
omg...i just wish i cn get the car key,sneak out and go "zoom zoom" somewhere that i likey to grab a cup of coffee.
pure relaxation.
sigh.

erm,weird for the sudden ss-ness?
there's a reason behind.
thanks to the blogger sweatlee, her blog rocks.

i laugh and have a good time looking at her blog and how life can be tough and fun,depending on how you treat life as it is.
It is also amazing she can still find Prince Charming in this world, with love at first sight.
and four years of relationship.
this is plain amazing. =)

i am not obsessed or desperate for love.
but who doesn't want a prince charming be there for you whenever you need him?
oh well,let it flow barh~
at least now i am super clear what i want.
and elated to found out that miracle happens in the simplest way ever.

thanks for the sweatlee-ness. =p
read her blog people,it is sothedamnfunny.
the "suet" rocks.(including me also....wohohohohohohoh) =p

after so much of meditation,i just realised i am closing myself in a small area,to heal.
i am taking my life too seriously, because i dont want the same situation to happen again till i miss the fun out of it.
it is good to have your own path to walk on and enjoy life as how it is..

Dou deng violin beginner

I just had my second class on last saturday and everything is going smooth sailing.....
of cause not forgetting to add a lot of spices in my life.

The normal conversaion going on when i practise violin:

"aHAhahahAHAhahA"
(roars and laughter because of the violin creepy sound,and they said i suck at it -_-ll)

"ah ling, lei gui shu ar?"
(translation:ah ling,are you chopping off the tree?)

"ah ling,lei tong zhu ar?"
(translation: ah ling, are you killing a pig)

"ah ling, lei tong gai ar"
(translation: ah ling, are you killing a chicken)

"ah ling ar....."
(action movie is going on when my biao mei and biao mei rush to me and want to try out my violin, ended up i takng the violin running the whole house........again......-_-ll )

yup.life in my popo house is always in this way and i dunno how long will this be.
i am just at the beginning when i am still learning open string and bowing technique swt.
love the feeling of violin btw.

what i like about it is: feel.
feel the violin and how you match your body movement with it.
now i know why violinist close their eyes when they play instruments.

hope i am not too old to catch up with music ^0^

It is cold outside......

It keeps raining this few days and the weather is extremely cold,a hot milo will be the most xing fu things for me right now =p
After looking at all the comments(although only two or three), but really appreciated it a lot a lot. =)
I dont need a lot of friends,or maybe some stranger ABC to be my friend when they just want me to fill in their friend list, but friends who willing to listen, to bear, and understand, respect you as who you are.
great lesson for me.yup.

No more words today and all will be pictures.

me and my beloved doggy--> Mickey!!! 
recent update of him: love biting, manja betul, going for another injection soon,eat oatmeal and egg for breakfast swt.

naughty look of Mickey^^

the cockroach case in my house...damn funny,how me and my bro try to catch this flying cockcroach ended up both of us running away screaming like hell, erm....and scare away the cockcroach. -_-ll

the ss and ultimate naughty xiao di di as usual that 'brigten' my holidays

...................steal my pressie and i have to chase him all over the house...... 

hahahahahahaha....the shopping part also.i am so happy that i have reach another level whereby i can go broke in a single day. =)
Forever 21 is my new love.sweater tops,knt tops,vest,turtle neck,belts,hats....crazily in love with western winter style.~
and the best part will be the jacket i bought from Forever 21,adore the details inside the jacket =p......(ok,no more shoping.sigh)

celebrate lai yi B Day at Tony Roma Restaurant...woohoo~~~ makan time~ the starter

some sandwiches(i forget the name larh..)

more sandwichey......(me order this,but this taste okok only)

expensive dish.cost RM30+...but the 3 sisters of Tiang(my mum,my lai yi,my yi ma) complained that the prawn is rubbery and miss manager terpaksa come and listen to their whining, and oh,they got 2 vouchers for free dessert.

really indeed salute them for their o-ba-sa ness.

save the best for the last =)... beef ribs and the quater chicken is certainly the best of the day.finger lickin'

making TAKO at home......small size TAKO...we can open stall sooner or later..hehehe.

erm....destroyer as usual..

=) my violin class started last Saturday.

one thing to say for my first class: prepare yoko yoko cause you will ended up neck pain,wrist pain,finger pain,joint pain =s. learning comes with a price.and i am willing to take it.

and a picture of me who ever who miss me =p.
because will be m.i.a again.
going to have a so called vacation in SJMC.
coi.touchwood.am ok.not me who admited to hosp.lol.

Early note: dont read because another long wordy post.

I am back in front of the computer screen.blogger screen.typing.and stop.
3 months holidays, and it is a whole summer vacation for Australia.
for me.i keep saying i am busy with life.
but am i busy with my life?or am i filling my life with things and stuff to stop me from thinking crap.
or giving me the space to inhale.to breathe in.to mediatate?

I have the sudden urge to write after looking at lcy's blog after her blog officially close down for so long.
i mean WAY LONG.nearly lost contact her.
but i know she is doing good.the best i can say.

hereby, i really want to express my jealousy.
really lcy.
i am so jealous of you.
for the life you have right now.the environment.your studies.

but at the same time.i am glad that you are doing good.
no nid hsl to naggy u again.

as for myself.
i am really confused by myself.
sometimes i even blame myself for my childish-ness.or naive-ness.
too easy to believe, trust and give in.
ended up hurting myself so much that i am totally lost.

and i really mean it.
lost.
the society seems so horrible.
its all about using each other.until you have nothing left, and they just left you there alone, while you still hoping they will turn their head to you, give you a hand and ................
that is just my imagination.

is it media industry a more complicated industry compare to other industry?
you need to be firm.tough.and oh well.cold blooded.
but for now.i am scared.
since the 'incident', i have no more feeling anymore.
after the flared up case, i am totally immune.
i dont have a damn hope on anyone.
anyone seems to be just.....human.nothing more.
i cant even put any feeling to them.

my words turns out harsh.
my feeling is so numb.
and my acting skill is nearly perfect,
when i can smile and talk to you in this second
but when i turn my back,i can just be emotionless.

now i am adjusting my life, and living in my comfort zone that is now more strictly for those who are in my zone.
for others,i deal with them as if i am dealing with clients.
if i am so vulnerable,i scare i am not suitable for this course.

bout for mass communication.i really have my passion towards it.
deep passion.that make me want to go deeper to explore, to be a part of it.
now i understand why people choose their passion in their life rather than finding a job with fix income.
with passion,we can go further.we wont give up.and we want more of it with enthusiasm.

what am i talking?
omg.i just type without thinking,and yup, i like talking, but writing and talking to myself seems comfortable too.
right now i wonder in my college,what my friends think about me?
am i a girl who just smile and look so fake to you?
or am i so un-approachable.or maybe i look like a dumb ass when my social skill so the cha beh.
a nerd is a good description for me too when comes to assignment,my serious-ness usually scares people away.haha.
a bit kiddy sometimes and like dou deng ? -_-ll

i am not sure.but it should be others and how they perceive me as.
and now i dont even have the intention to change how others think about me.
at the mean time, i also so dissapointed and stop asking people to change to become better.
i know it wont work.i mean it wont work at all.
really.ended up hurting yourself.
and they dont even appreciate the heart, the effort you put in just because you want them to have the best in life as friend.
and oh well,not forgetting even et scolded, or pissed off by people when you did that.
i know i cannot blame anyone.no one.not even one.it is me who doing this kinda thing to change hoping the best for people.for friend.
what you have done,is seems so natural.
natural until the extend i am turning my head away,completely.

sigh.why suddenly i seems so emo and all this kinda feeling flowing out.
no more anger,its over.it is more to dissapointement.

back to the simplest solution,i guess be yourself is the best right?
what my gor commented on me is so the accurate,i am still a kiddy in heart, 19 years old still go manja on the phone swt.
but this kiddy is back with full of energy,being herself, and yup, welcoming the ugly society with a smile on the face.

lalala~
so much of crap today.
if anyone of you have read and follow my lines until here, really,i am happy.contented.
that means you,the person who is reading,i know you care about me, or at least want to know what is happening in my life.
i am open to find friends who come in any good circumstances =)
sigh.life ah life......
(seems so ah po)

siginig off.
and promise.no more long post,will be cheerful post next time =p

Hate you Internet Connection

Serdang brilliant internet connection virus is coming again.
making me huo bao and need to press the word 'refresh' a dozen times to load a page.
sigh.

My C Box is not working.
so anyone who leave message there(omg,i hope i am not perasan larh~).
i cant see.sorry >_<

having a good holidays until now.

and violin test class coming on friday.

dancing class cancel cause costly T_T

and i just get myself a good companion. =)

he will be a good friend of mine.

a loyal one,sincere,ke ai,leng zai,guai guai one.

haha~

1 month baby mickey. =)
we call it mickey because the doggy is so cute, that have the combination of both of my cousin sisters characteristic
--------------like to sleep like a pig and got depression feel (ke ai BETUL!)

so~ since their name both start with the initial "M", the name "Mickey" is born!!!!wohohohohohohohohohoho.

paiseh paiseh..too ss already @_@
no pictures because digi cam is nt at my side.

just saw bloggies and found out that a lot of people emo-ing.
i dunno the real reason.
but some kinda get the meaming behind of all this kinda stuff.
i guess whats different shape us between human and animal is...feeling and relationship.


well,no more elaboration on this topic.
for those who are in doubts,can find me and talk.
free to call and yam cha-ing.
that's what friends about ngam mou.

beaniez and cm,
this year really feel that life is a shit for 6 of us.
never mind.
we are getting through this together.

LCY,gayao in your studies,but you must jaga diri also ok dokie,dont sini ask people go drink wter,sendiri tak ada jaga diri.
OMY, omg....i always see this sei ye already,nvm, but nid to naggy her also.dont go busy wih people stuff, take sometimes to look at your future and stuff also.
Ah nia, CM ah tao, also another wn busy with hoemwork and stuff and less updates...will call you soon and update.also need to talk bout genting plan.wait for my lovey call o~~
Catty, catty lao gong,another cold blooded people that always tell me cold jokes and make me laugh while i have those kinda shit, lovey you, although you are the pain on the neck =p.
Ernie, save the best for the last, this people.say me sha po le ah.really long time dont update with you already, sobby, dunno what happen to you, but gayao,all of us are here.

GaYao!

p/s: will less update because i am lazy to type.next post will post picture of Mickey. *blinkblinkblink*

Happy Holidays~

Happy holidayss people~
Just gonna blog because i am so the phobia about blogging after finish the IPD blog,posting 10 post in a row for 2 days @_@

anyway,life goes on and here comes my 3 months holiday.
dont have any feel for holidy mood when you get busy in the next moment because life is a shit in 2008.
this and that.blabla.
i hate it.but i am lovin' it too.
because the damnest thing in this world makes you grow up.
and let you realise who will be the one who stand besides you till the end of time.

i guess this is the end of semester 2.
changes.
this is the word i think of for this semester.
everything happens so fast.until i cant keep track of it.
lost my way.confuse of who i am.what am i doing.what should i do.
however,after being busy and thinking for a few days.
no more thinking.and this is how things remain.

and next year will be a fresh start for me and how i should handle my own life and studies

=)


i miss all my friends larh.those that i long time dont contact.
from princess high school, minda ceria, family tree members and some close internet friends.

i guess when you gone through some biggy things, you are forced to think.
to accept.to live with it.to overcome it.
and the hardest thing in the world is.
be happy with it.

but now.
am really happy with what i have.
although i am nw dealingwith a pool of shit.
well,
as if i care.
i am living my own life now,
and eagerly looking forward for my future in the world of comm.

before ending this post,
i just added a song to everybody listen^^
"Just Wanna Be With You" by HSM3.

well,some people will start snerling and laughing at my kiddy-ness.
as if you acting like an adult and keep putting yourself in a pessimistic thinking,your damn selfish act will help you be happy in your life.
(oops,my chiily paddy-ness still here)
but for me, the song really give me the strength to move on in this sibeh complicated world.

dont give up to this harsh world when you face obstacles in life.
i am still keeping my hope and expectation towards this world.
not to change.
but to influence.

Here's a message to the new borns, waiting to breathe: if you believe then you can achieve. Just look at me, against all odds 'though life is hard, we carry on, livin' in the projects, broke with no lights on. To all the seeds that follow me- protect your essence, born with less, but you still precious. 

-Tupac Shakur, Smile-

=)

Never do i feel so........hmm...i dont know how to describe this feeling.
a sprinkle of happiness, a sense of contentment, and a bit of self satisfaction.

I was lost.
but i have found the ray of sunlight in my life.

More to gain in the future.
a better hsl.
but same ss-ness.
a little difference.
but still trying to spread her tiny hope towards the world.

Not expecting too much for the world to change.
But i will try to make it a better day for those who are besides me.

Special thanks to my family,
to let me re-gain the simplicity that i have lost few days ago.

简单就是幸福。

Dear Life,

-post censored-



Love,
HSL

Listen Up Yo Princess High School People

Ok.
i know i shouldnt be blogging.

but this is an exception cause somebody call me in the middle of the night and make me scream out of xing fen-ness.


khemkhem *clearing throat*

Dearly people who are from Princess High School,

SYAFEEKA is back in action!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calling me in the middle of the night and i just got her new number and stuff

people who want to contact her just sms me to get her number ok dokie.

big plan coming up in December.
HSL organiser will be back in action after i finish my assignments. =)
(i am gonna enjoy my assignments SO MUCH.^^)
omg. i suddenly miss all those memories when i was in high school.

and i couldnt believe i cakap non stop malay yesterday swt.
truly communication student.
and syafeeka, if you see this post.
leave comment to show me your existence ya~
and jangan jealous of my cantik-ness. HAHA

CYA Memories

Puan Nalla's wedding. The Spirit of Perak =p

erm..HSL perasan picture will be back.because syafeeka jealous tengok moyang yang sexy gorgeous with admirers yang banyak sekali sehingga keterhinggaan =p

Everlasting friendship.

signed, sealed by Princess High School students from 5 Tanjung 2006