One more post before i go into nerd mode.

Assignments are piling up and i havent reactivated my nerd mode. =s

have a lot of fun nowadays although sometimes sibeh-ness slip in and make me such an emo person.
but oh well, there are friends who cheer me up.
bring me go kia kia perhaps influence me to become si lepak =p....

will be in control next time.
(this is for somone to read also =p )

but still looking forward for the new plan for quality time spending =)
some pictures for updates what happen in my life in previous week.


p/s: when i look at all the pictures my mind just go "WAO"....omg.it is just within 7 days and time really flies when you had fun. ^0^

doogi first trip to melaka, and how he being atached to the stering -_-ll

chicken rice ball!!and meet Geoffrey in Melaka.really such an coincidence

late night kia kia~

satay celup!!makan!! i miss the mushroomy

cendol!!!! cravin' for more kao kao black sugar cendol *blink*


sing K~~~ or more to Shout K



love is in the air for the guys



witness the power of a true,passionate kisser @_@

late night working for IPD ended up camwhore version

HSL is certainly cuter and some people not as cute as HSL and DL look version ^0^

yeng pose (3 out of 4 is wearing slipper.LOL)

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and a bookmark, that marks our journey of love & friendship.

gambate for assignments!
am happy to have such true feeling in college life.

the bean, the flower& the king Melaka trip

WOOHOO....
it is a good way to start a blog post when today GS class is cancelled when i feel like i dragging myself to college after my Melaka trip.

have a suprise and super the last minute visit to Klang.
and then on friday will be our trip to Melaka!!
we have such a great time in Melaka.
in car talk a lot,indeed crapping for the whole journey.
singing in the car like nobody business and all the night viewing and kia kia~~

eat a lot of food in Melaka
(i just check the weighing scale,phew,i am not getting fat le!!!!miracle!!)
satay celup larh, cha siew fan larh, chicken rice larh, cendol larh, duck mee and stuff.
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i dont know why,i am excited and fanatic.
but i dont feel like blogging about it.

cause what matter the most will be the memories in our mind i guess =)

I just realised.
how life differ in each other life.
and how three people come together and be such goody goody friend.

We are from 3 different background.
TOTALLY different background.
but i enjoy spending time with them,talking to them, care for them, and share all my stories, pour my heart out for them

and hello.
one of the 3 of us is a guy.
so what.
i dont think that makes a problem.

a lot of rumours so called politic and stuff.
i just smile and tell the whole world "no larh..no larh"
well, frankly speaking, i am tired of all these explaination.
here by for the last time-->

just think what you all wanna think

just talk at our back and gossip all you want.

just look at us with those eyes as if why blablabla.

i dont care.

i am not a desperado who need a boyfriend.

i am so the damn happy and contented and cant believe that i find such good friends,true friends in college, that has opened up my heart, and make me love them(as friend) so much.

cause what i care will be true friendship.

once you are in my list, you will be irreplacable.

just like my beaniez and cm.

no more sibeh because of this kinda social stress social norm social animal or what kinda shit.

i am just being me.

back to basic.

hsl.

of cause.with my love oneSss. =)

I still believe in pure friendship

It might seems impossible.
It might seems stupid.
It might seems naive.

But i still believe in pure friendship.
Friends that give you their heart and words coming out from the bottom of their soul.

Thanks for giving me, and letting me,once again gain faith in what i strongly believe in.

For those who i just called,
thanks for lending me yourS earSss
i just grumble and talk and make all of you worry about me.
i am ok now. =)
Lub you all..


For someone that i called, unexpectedly, and cari dompet in Giant that one : arigato!!!

.....of Life & Expectation

semester 2 is not as easy as i expected,
and is it considered as a disaster or a bliss?

everytime people comment on me and how mass communication is for low intelligence human being,
i get flared up,but i keep my silence.
cause i know what i want, what i desire for.

it is weird when i first get to know mass communication.
i remember when the time i am in foundation in mass communication
i was a dungu who know nothing,looking naive and believe in all the hopes and beauties in this world.
i study for a year, just doing some assignments, some projects, community works.
but i am not satisfied.
or shall i say,

i havent find the fire,the passion i have for this course.

follow up by my mum questioning session that hurt me deeply

"i dont know what the hell are you learning in this course?you are so free!!! look at your neighbour's daughter,she is studying law..blablabla..."

i doubt i choose the right course.
i thought i should be taking up lawyer, to be what my parents wanted me to be.

sometimes it is a miracle for me,
to re-discover my inner passion towards mass communication.
i am once again a newbie when i get into degree programme.
all over again..orientation and stuff.

it is way different compare to foundation.
i found my passion.
i found my dreams.
i found my aim in my life.


The first time that strucks my head will be a 1 minute presentation by Ms Natasha.
1 minute to think.and 1 minute to present.
my head went blank.i go nervous.
but i tell myself i can do it.
bring it on hsl.
so i just present whats on my head, and it come out unexpectedly better than i think.
when i walk back to my seat, my adrenalin still rushing and my breathe is so fast, that i feel thrilled!
thrilled to stand in front to present to everyone, showing the world what i have got inside that you never know.that you wrongly perceive me.
i am not just a baby face look girl with a baby attitude.

i have my own attitude.

Since then......................
When i am dealing with assignments, classes, and interesting topics,drama acting,
i am truly amazed by them.
It is weird i have such a deep passion towards communication and issues around the society. I am in love with rhetoric and how it evolves, reconstruct, and it is a whole new world out there. Nothing is stagnant, and we hold the power to change the world,set the trend and what i wanted the most, bring new hope to the world.


the inner passion has pushed me to work harder, to appreciate all the philosophy and theories.
Arts are mend to be appreciated and it is all about free styling.
i am a person who dont like boundaries,
i need freedom in my life.and i want to be who i am.


I feel the power when i presenting in front.
i wanted to do more.i wanted to improve,i wanted to be a good presenter.
although it has a lot of flaws.
i am not as bright as some of them,
but i have the sense of satisfaction when i look at my work.
i gain confidence as i progress in semester 1.

now i am in semester 2 and the work load is double, perhaps triple compare to semester 1.
nevertheless it is an interesting semester as it has media literacies to talk about media and its culture,global society that makes you understand the social construction of this world.

i am in love with readings that make you discover a lot of things that you never know.
of course, not all the reading.
and works that strike me to challenge me to do better in it.

my main concern is not the grade that i will get, but is all the knowledge i will be getting.

appreciating the beauty of this world as it changes so tremendously without human noticing.
and yes, make me realise life is full of expectation.

Although expectation might not come up to be what i have imagined, but i will still strongly believe in it.

sigh.
i think this is a kind of expression for a person who over stress here by assignment.


p/s: meeting my lao poS tomorrow =D ....(level stress reduced)


EDITED : suddenly flashback to some past experience, just want to tell all of you.
i wont overpower by my passion.
my love oneS are more important than my dream.
lub lub is all around ^0^ [6:20pm]

aiya....

CAUTION: this is what i want to say from the bottom of my heart.

have a long talk with onggie and ended up with quite a happy mood.
but anyway,i wont forget about my sibeh post after looking at hua hua post.
(look at huahua's bloggy please people)

how to start lerh...
i really dunno.
just want to tell the whole wide world what it is in my heart:

i am just a 19 years old girl who just want to do well in her studies.

but now i am so under pressured,not because of studies damn it.

I do enjoy my college life with my friends.

and when you are close with me,

i will love you all as friends with all my heart.

because making friend is all about sincerity.

i still believe in true friends in college.
.....................but this will only come true when you do the same too.


anyway,i accept it as how it is.
well,life goes on.

p/s: before ending this post,some chilly paddy-ness as someone provoke me with their plain stupidity,perhaps the lack of knowledge about fundamental attribution error.

before you point at others and blablabla, please look at your own hand, one is pointing at the particular person,but four is pointing at yourself.
wake up and be mature.

i am a person who dont like to argue,and i am in my route to inner peace.

but at the same time i wont tolerate to unreasonable people.

bring it on larh.

i never shoot people before?

you must be kidding.

try me.

I just want to know the feeling of being a bimbo.

LOL!
i lub my topic so much~
have been searching for GS assignment but ended up going somewhere else and my so-long-time-no-see shop ketagihan is coming back.

first and foremost, i am getting my baby heel this friday from MV...
wait for it for AGES!!!!
if my bimbotic genes attack me,you will be seeing me wearing it straight away from Vior as i have mix and match it with my this-friday-going-to-be-wearing-clothes.
A black tank top,pure white long sleeve,short pants.
That shall do the trick =p

not forgetting my eyes blinking and cant help myself but stalking at Ms Natasha high waist pant.
pair it with a simple black colour sleeveless T with a pair of wedges.
modern.nice.simple.
you say it.

SO!!!
my next target will be
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high waist short pant!!!!

i cant wear long pant because i am a shortie.
and going to rush into MNG to buy a white singlet,
or i might grab a few colours to mix and match for my beach wear....

sigh.
life is so good when you are a bimbo.
all about fashion.

nabeh!!!
assignments coming up.
gayao!!

in the right way please,on studies, not like me.
ended up in fashion blog admiring people's fashion sense -_-ll

DoOogi~~~

hehehehehehehehe...
a name for my doggy zai --> doogi =p
mogi punya heng dai.

today is a super the special day as it is 08.08.08.
and i am doing nothing.
watching tv for the glorious Olympic Open ceremony
and at the same time celebrate my dad and mum 20th wedding anniversary.
my dad and mum is not those romantic type of people.
so we just stay home and eat bak kut teh -_-ll
(sounds so wrong and no feel la...not even flower for my mum,typical dad of mine =p)

i just hope next time my hubby wont be like that..
but oh well,still a long way to find my lao gong zai.
now focus on my son dulu...my doogi.
sorry larh,i too dak han nothing to do.
my mum rampas tv with me T_T

well, i dont know,even myself feel tat i look like a kid larh. -_-ll

doogi being nerd

doogi has a head which is bigger than his body =p =p =p

and he merajuk when i took to many pic of him T_T

end of post. --

Simple Thoughts.Not So Simple Life.

It is so damn freakin' true and i am glad that i give this title to my bloggy : Simple Thoughts, Not So Simple Life.

Life has never been easy.
or maybe i am viewing it with a toddler mind.
It is as simple as ABC in my mind,
But in reality, maybe i dont fit in the life of a young adult which is so damn sibeh complicated.

At home, i am so di-manja by my popo lai yi.
"Popo,i am home!"
"Lai yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,i am home!"
(run to them give them a hug and they will ask me how's my day.
and i will be like a primary school kid who eagerly tell the parents what happen in my college and give them a good laugh.)

Happily taking off my shoes and admire my shoe rack that full of heels, wedges, sandals, before i went into the biggy,comfort home.
Just flung my baggy to somewhere else and i will kacau my popo lai yi before i jump into the big sofa or Ogawa massage chair to give myself a good relaxation.
I never need to be worried about my meal as my popo will always cook nice meal to me..EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.
and yeah....people might feel weird why i must rush back to home before dinner, this is the world most powerful tactic i ever see -->use food as temptation to make sure HSL go back home on time for dinner =)
oh yeah,do some dish washing (sometimes i even skip this part as my popo like to do it silently and after you want to wash plates after some tv commercial break,everything is clean until kao kao)
take a bath and i will sit in front of the pc screen and surf the internet,clicking here and there without worrying about anything and oh yeah, lets not forget my family quality time spending by watching tong sam fong bou.


walah~ that is the me when i am at home.
secure.
warm.
happy.
contented.
indeed, i appreciate it a lot.
and yeap, no worries.

even the whole world falls, there are my lai yi and popo be there for me.

but is this the world i am going to face out there?
or am i too sheltered and give too much hope to the cruel reality who is waiting out there to crush my hope to pieces?


i am just a girl who want simplicity,
but it turns out the other way round.
with all the complication,
am i able to stand firm to the end to fight for what i hope for to see in the future,
or will i be forced to change into another form.

the answer inside my heart will be:

yo,i am hsl here.

perceive me who ever you want to view me as.

i wont give a damn.

cause i am just being me.

no more than that.

p/s : anyway,special thanks for those who be there for me. =)

We're Bringing Sexyback

sorry for the slight sibeh-ness.
but now i am back in action after chat a while with my newest ji mui jz nw
(dont marah me ya calling you ji mui =p)
as like what my lai yi describe about me : too easy to be happy.
even is just a friend, i appreciate it a lot.
(ya,you can call me lou ye,i admit.)

okok..lets get to the happy part asap -->celebrating my girlsSs B Day!~
went to Pyramid to watch Mummy 3 with my gfS follow up with steamboat at night.
i really got hell lot to catch up with them, and we never fail to destroy or spoil the whole atmosphere by our evil laughter plus action..
muahahahahhaha....


beaniez and cm are too freakin close until each other have the same colour shirt for the day!!
all the beaniez are wearing white colour series while cm wear all black. .............and it is WITHOUT any compromising beforehand =p

stop the talking and let us start with all the pics glad that this time we are taking pics. no like usually we will talk and forget to have any snapshots T_T

we're bringin' sexyback.... =p

horror movie? i wont watch FOREVER...haha

and then went to TCPJ to wait for ernie to come to Setia Jaya KTM station

i dunno who is the pervert who take this pic.ham sap betul!

me and my dearly mogi

my catty lao gong =p

acting sexy with my car but failed (those sei yeS bising betul ask me to try different pose)

my doggy zai camwhore =p

the beaniez in real life.

we failed to take down Yuen's Steamboat because there are a whole big group of crowd standing there and waiting for seats.
how to wait le...so change to this place.
(sorry people,forget the name of this place)
but quite romantic la...with the rooftop steamboat and stuff.hehe

but we still need to wait for seats, and we are craving for food,desperadoS look

and then let the makan session starts!

because ah nia fail to dress as lady look,so she receives her punishment.....happily....

and that will be...

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help everyone of us peel prawns!!!...all of us so gam dong.hoho

as i said,we will take down Yuen....
and we never fail to take down any restaurant,including tihs one =)
there are 4 'bagus' incidents happen.
pour water case 1 larh, drop things larh, pour water case 2 larh,drop money larh.
action that never fail to catch everybody's attention and people thought are we Looney Tunes from the TV T_T

the founder of "Bagus" incident, oh ya, i am one of the people who cause chaos too T.T..paiseh.

we eat until late at night 10 o'clock only going back home.

and my doggy zai kena robbed and his ears are tied.....and the robber is ONGGIE.bully MY DOG!

and yet we forget to take a beaniez & CM picture again =(
nvm..there will b a lot of next time.
love my girls =)

oh ya..college starting soon!
canot believe it is sooOoo fast.
am i ready for it?
hope so.
BRING IT ON!

KK,

Happy B Day.


If i ever meet you,
i will smile and nod.
that is the best i can do for you.


If you ever see me crying,
please dont feel guilty or sorry for me.
I am just feeling happy for you.
and it is just some feeling i cant let go.
time is what i need.


Now i can see the you, who spread your wings and fly.
maybe,maybe, this is the best decision.
for you & me.



Hereby wish you the best in your future, your life.
Be happy ben dan.

Yours truly,
piggy- for the last time.

For Someone Special...

(This is a B Day post for someone special)

Dearly Miss B Day of the day of 1st August,

Wao!!somebody dah pat-cheung oledi!!
someone has always complained i never write a blog post about her.
so here it goes........

It is amazing, perhaps unbelievable that our friendship last until today.
omg, its about 9 years, damn whole 9 years i face her and she has been the best ever gift the God has sent me, a true best friend.
I still remember how we know each other by you asing me whether i want some wrapping paper.
and there's how we start.

Since primary school, we sit together and always play games underneath the study desk until He Lao Shi ask both of us to stop.
and oh well, you and onggie also blame me as the culprit to evolve two of you from guai guai luiS become miss terror =p


Secondary school is the best memories i had.
I remember every single details, more for those funny moments that we share.
the time when we are so 'brave' and show Encik Kamarudin our DL look when he ask us Sejarah question and we manage to answer.........
the time when go to KH lab and cook and someone cut her palm with the Planta tin and you scream and cry when holding my thumb!
( i still figuring out why you hold my thumb ar..)
the time when perhimpunan and how we buli pengawas....
the time when Pn Fatimah( or we called her bikini-ren..keke) tot we are lesbian and ask us whether we are kissing under Pokok Ru -_-ll


the time when i am still dai ka jie and be you and onggie punya akar tunjang shoot people away.
the time when we got slight misunderstanding but make our friendship stay stronger than ever.
the time when CYA project is on and our semangat membara...
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and a lot more activities,competitions that let us know how important friendship is.

Time flies and we are part when you and onggie decided to go for A levels.
and as for me i follow my dream and passion,went to TCPJ to pursue FICM.
but we never lost contact.
long phone calling and msn-ing is the best way for us to continue ss-ing and update with each other life.

Well of cause,i wont forget how you and onggie support me till the end when 'tragedy' happen to me.
Sorry that i have so much of stupid thinking in my mind,
letting you dan xin bout me while all these years i am the ah tou beaniez.
You always there for me when i break down.
My suffer,my pain,my misery is all over the place and i let you lost faith and hope in love.


I really stop crying and whining and thinking of that kinda shit when i saw the paper you draw..
Luckily, the lost of this people have helped me realised how important friends are in our life.
you make me look back at my life and what i have become cause of a particular person
you told me :

" Life is meaningless if it only revolves around a person and not you and something else."

i recovering slowly and she is the one who keep be there for me and give me the support i need.
even when she has gastric,she still listen to my long phone calls.
during the holiday to prevent my sibeh-ness,
she ajak me for trips,going RFL, community works,hanging out,
more Yam ChaS session, at night emo time,sibeh-ness kao kao, DL and stuff.
thanks for accompany me getting through this hard time.


who is this sha po that make me write such long post le.
this is a special post for this special lao po of mine, LCY.---->

Happy 18th Birthday!!!
dai go lui lorh~ dont let nanny nag you again.
no matter what happen.no matter how the damn world change.
and no matter how i change.
i am still the HSL here for you.
until the last day of my life.


i choose not to call you cause i know i cant keluar all this kinda so called geli words.


khem*khem* (clear throat)
i do feel touched when receive your sandy bottle from Redang and the little note you write to me but deep down i really want to tell you this

I love you too.
as my friend.
truly i do.

Happy Birthday again...
(now you know why i perasan go tell you no phone call larh. =p)

Love,
HSL

Shopping is never enough for girls!

Today is a superduperabsolutelydamnit good day for me to have a small tiny little shopping date with my lai yi =)

go to MV early in the morning so that we wont have some shopping traffic jam with aunties

(although we are one of them...hoho)

I break the record once,

and now i break the record twice =D =D

due to my addiction towards shopping and how the tag 50% and 70% seduce me.

i just manage to grap a cutie jeans from Chic Avenue and a sport long pant from Goggle

the happiest part will be me going to get my dearly baby heel from 1 U Dior.

freshly imported from there to MV..

woohoo!!!

people, lets take a look of my baby heel.

yeap, i am getting you baby heel.soon~

oh ya.not forgetting how i am in love with lingerie.


erm.....
(i think if got any guy readers you all can tutup mata and dont see this part,girls section here )





i am so in love right now!!!!!!
..........................towards lingerie. -_-ll
dont mistaken me as some sex maniac, i am not that kinda people.lol.
just that i went to jusco while queing up,i saw too much of cutie lingerie!!


Slogi's lingerie are more to mature and sexy type with laces and stuff but make it in a dreamy way.
Pierre Cardin have lotsa nice lingerie with patterns and a lot of styles that make girls crave for them!
there's a round neck bra that i love so so much, but it is too expensive.sigh*
a new brand named Young Heart's.i think i saw that brand for the first time in City Square before.

omg!!!it is so cute and look really young on you once you wear it!!!
the lingerie dont have those kinda aunty lace that make you think of the night only,*khem*khem* but it has fully displayed the youngs inside our heart as teenagers or young adults!



sometimes i dont know why bra and panties need to be so cute and you are wearing it INSIDE, not OUTSIDE...
however, i cant help myself but staring at it until some lao ah beh looking at me >_< too bad i dont have a boyfriend right now, or not he is in luck =p


jkjk.
hope no one nose bleed after this...kekeke.....

a special post will be posted soon

wait until 11.59am barh~

cant wait for tomorrow to meet my girlfriends!!

or shall i call them ladies? =)