Ah Sam Hou-Stress-Ah Day Out

I got myself a new hair cut!!!!!!
Ya,i keep xing fen-ing with people and now i am still looking at the mirror 23123213 times a day and figure out how dou deng i am if i ever wear T shirt jeans and go out swt.
Went to Damansara The Curve and had a really good time there.
sam pat ness in uptown,yup,something new =p
Winter Warmer Release Stress Day,plus 3 jakunS
ya now we have grown up and turn out to be 3 bimbo(with brain and intelligence wn ok,not that kind of real bimbo) walking and as usual try all the clothes annoy people and yup,a new MNG bag..AHAHAHA

in Winter Warmer,nice place for afternoon tea,ya,and this is the daydream-of-prince-charming-look

two 'princes' of mine wtf

drama acting time.

NG when we try to pretend the royal palace scene. =p =p

good take ^0^

shopping girls (ya,we evolve from lala shopping bag to bodyshop and MNG)

sorry for the ss-ness,am happy for the bag i bought =D

ngo mei shan sifu

senior ngo mei shan dai zi

dou deng ngo mei shan dai zi

the lcy who always prepare to pose with whatever things that are reachable!!( will make a video next time. ahahahah)

me and the miss m.i.a,plus the rm25.90 platter that make us want to puke with so much of cheese and potatoes -_-ll

my beloved beaniez. *love*

end this post with an unkown aunty posing in front of Nike,and following unkown stranger again swt.

MoMo the emo

this is momo the emo,my new family tree member,he makes me smile with his big mouth,and my mogi still alive ok! (for those who miss mogi hehe)

I love to crap, but sometimes when i open this browser,my mind is busy and multitasking until i forget what to blog,ended up closing this again and again.

I think i did this a few times??
but guess that my blog really dying because of my lazy ass-ness.

sorry people,i am feeling emo on the first day of college.
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dotty.
cause uncle simon is not here already T_T

my sandwiches for 2 years T_T
the uncle who always have a friendly smile and make me feel at home,secure although i am in a college that seems so close yet so unfimiliar sometimes for me.
i remember a lot of things that he taught me,really.
about life,reality.
when i was so naive,and he is somehow there for me to listen to my whining,providing me free fruits and make me paiseh.
and the carnival stall thingy.
sigh,there goes the memories.

3months,
and everything in college changes so fast.
no more fimiliar faces,
i guess really kemelesetan ekonomi,
earn a living is hard,yeap.

me myself,
i also can see the changes,
and i am kinda shocked too,
however,
i think people keep changing but we are not realising it somehow.

what i can say is,things keep happening.
good or bad things,
at least now i am handling it carefully without pouring too much of emotion in it,
suddenly think of the song sings by Pussycat Dolls “When I Grow Up”
(aiyo can they dont sing this song so sexily anot,make it emo a bit marh!!blaming their sexiness pulak swt).

Mr Zulkiflee(i hope i spell it right gua..) talk about the introduction thingy,and i just make it a KISS.real KISS.
and it reminds me of my introduction back to FICM.
really omg, i change a lot, in terms of myself, and the way i think,my maturity.
i was a little girl back then.

but now i dont think i am.
for 3 months i have been meditating and hibernating.
although i miss the chance to gain experience in working,
but i guess what i gain is better than what i gain from work,
i am walking up to the life monarchy whereby self realization takes place

so,
as a result,the 3 months meditation works well when my temper is not that bad anymore.
no more ganster hsl,no more hsl the bully,no more hsl the girl who always fan toi.
i remember the poem i read last time named "If"
and the verse that keeps running in my mind.
   If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,"

When i can think for myself when the world doubt me,
and i can stand clearly for what i want,what i dream of,what i aim for.
We must know how to love ourselves before we want to love others,
care for ourselves before we start caring for others,
and things come around goes around,
fair and square.


this poem gives me a different meaning when i am in 20,and i hope those who read it will feel it too.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

-by Rudyard Kipling-

The last minute productive holidays

Yalorh,now i only started to feel that holidays is going to be more productive (after such a long holidays eh...)
will post some of the pictures after all the meditation at home.
In a way,i dont think it is meditation le,cause instead of getting inner peace, i am bcoming MORE SYOK-NESS swt.
because of the upgrade level of xing fen-ness,i jump around more, and talking non stop making people feeling to kill me and somebody kesian betul kena pinch by me.
i even sprank my nerve,tendon,i dont know what ever larh, when i laugh too hard twice T_T

I really cant help it larh.
Finally, i know who is the culprit behind all this --> my yi kau fu.

Some action that he did and i dont think some of your uncles will NORMALLY do:
1. Play hide and seek with the son in Bollywood style
Example: "Ah wei,come catch me larh,ahahahahaha" (then you will see a 50+ uncle runnig around happily in the garden *big eyes rolling,shake head*

2. Cooking with the son,make some cupcakes and syok-nya create his own receipes ended up the cupcakes can use and baling dog

3. Blaming me,and making up stories about me.especially ME ONLY OMG.some examples of my daily life kena blame kao kao,although it is just for a joke,but super lame wan.


Example A: wear nice clothes cause i am going out marh, then here he goes again. "ah ma!!!(means hir mother,my popo), ah ling go pak tor, zhangwei, go follow ah ling to meet her boyfriend!!!....ah ling boyfriend hoh......blabla*a lot more to go,he is too good with telling stories*

Example B: learning to cook in the kitchen. "OH NO,FO ZOK FO ZOK(cantonese,in real gan cheung voice summore), the kitchen is in fire,ah ling is there killing our dinner,you are so cruel ah ling"

Example C: once there were some unidentifiedshit in the garden, and then that fellow go and accuse me :"ah ling lorh,shit on the garden" .
(what the.....and my biao di keep saying i shit on the garden as if it is real. T_T )


although it is sakit kepala,but i think it keeps everyone happy also, i can sacrifice myself for that OMG( or terpaksa sacrificed by him)

oh.oh.i just bought another new pet--->gui gui reborn!!!hohoho
baby guigui name is GUI LING GOU.!!!
ya,he is cute.
i though i want to buy a pair but only the one and only terry(before his name gui ling gou his name is terry =p),maybe is fate HAHA.

okok,now some pictures to show that i am PRODUCTIVE recently.

visited yi po,her house is just beside ALICE SMITH omg,oh,and the doggy is cute and chubby.

then is my Mic,getting bigger and horn'ier' -_-ll

i think this picture tells the whole world how i celebrated my V Day with this bunch of siao people,erm....or we more like kacau-ing the romantic atmosphere around the restaurant with our 3 8-ness.

my relatives(i dunno how to call them larh,sibeh complicated wn), i think i got the obsession for small kids la omg,maybe i take child physchology next time =)

oh,this is gui ling gou =)

this is his home,with beautiful rocks and a pot of greeny plant.(because its the cow year so we must have more green things in house what the)

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in the toilet (dunno gui ling gou can tahan the smell anot)

my uncle name this "anjing suka cupcake"....anjing suka kerana keras sangat sehingga boleh hentam kepala anjing sehingga pengsan

Happy Belated V Day!!!

ok,even myself got belated V day wn omg...!!!
i really eager to update but suddenly lost the interest and syok-ness larh after spend time exploring photoshop for the first time
(and i am totally lost in the photoshop omg)

but two of this photo is original wn ok!!
sorry people,my usual high-ness gone.
its 12.44am.
i am good girl and i am sleeping soon.
btw,i pok kai today and got back ache T_T
yoko yoko to the rescue !! *walking like old woman with tongkat*

bean photoshoot 1

bean photoshoot 2

i think i like the second picture more,gives me the FEEL.
you know,my usual FEEL.
coffee bean has an addictive aromatic smell,with a sprinkle of vanilla.
i think it is some kinda related how i want to write about life.
those emo post long long using coffee,bean,coffee bean,whatever to describe my life.
but,
now my eyes reali closing and zhou gong punya son melambai-lambai tangan calling me already. T_T

nitey people!

拜天空

Ya, i know i said i will update soon but i take a week swt...

Gomenasai~ cause i am busy eating from morning till night.
CNY,fat cow year.
i am still eating CNY cookies although CNY has over....

so for bai tian kong,it is some sort of chinese culture whereby the Hokkien people give thanks to the Sky God(direct translation) for saving them from some sort of war stuff.
On the 9th day of CNY, my popo prepared whole day for the food and dont be shock looking at the food.
i wonder the Sky God eat so much will be a bit too full anot le.
I am Hakka so i dont bai tian kong,however after years of looking at popo bai tian kong,i think it will be something interested to blog about,since now i am waiting for my dinner also OMG.



Cameral roll!~
Pictures please pose~

Ang Ku Kuih, in different shapes, round shape is normal Ang Ku Kuih that we eat,the longy wan represents gold bar which only have on the 9th day of CNY.

Piggy Ang Ku Kuih, actually i am more eager to see a cow Ang Ku Kuih hoho

Kuey Chap (if not mistaken swt)

Fruits..

more fruits...ok,i know the caption seems so sei and obviously larh this is fruits or not leh!!!i think next picture of fruits will be more interesting that showing grapes,apple,orangey,mandarin bla.,...

Ya,i know peach is seducing you...hahahahaha.I usually drink peach drinks but i never tasted a real peach, this time i tasted one woohoo! the China peach is a seasonal fruits that only come on CNY,super nice and juicy.who want to try...?

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need to wait until next year CNY muahahahahahaha.

Ong Lai~ Means money mari mari. =p

some traditional chinese paus stuff.the pink coloured taste like plain mantau but in the shape of peach(of cause the real peach taste better larh swt), and the yellow coloured wn is ji dan gao.oh,this wn really taste good i tell you,i eat a lot and ended up finishing bout quarter omg.

Fishy

Piggy.haha,i know i like to add the -y behind to make the words cuter.^^ the red ang pau,i forget the meaning of putting it already,i guess it is CNY gua,so everything need to be in RED.

chicken poser.i think the chicken really perasan lorh,even got pose punya.

for longevity

is a MUST to put sugar cane,because it reminds the Hokkiens how they were safe by hiding within the sugar canes which they believes is the God who helped them.

this i really tak tau,but it looks like some taoist thingy....

the fatest geong si(chinese vampire) you ever see in this world.

Flowers.

flowers delivery by hsl.

p/s: i am laughing that time,because it is so the heavy and stress to carry such a big vase when i am so small size -_-ll

the full view..i think that the sky god really eat a lot

i dunno what this is called,but these things needed to be burnt on 12am(really 12am, 00 minute 00 second)

this is gold,paper gold larh of cause,if i got so many gold i am filthy rich liao lo!

the usual starting



burning time!!!!me and my biao mei enjoy our time tossing the paper gold,it is even better if we burn mashmallow that time!!!



after burning all those,it is time to EAT!!..and then some syok-ness father son come with this look,really swt.

anyway,this is bai tian kong....

something my popo do every year.

i think it is a good practice though cause it brings us together with family. =)

Backy! Happy "Niu" Year (although is the 9th day of CNY omg)

Dai ga hou, san nin fai lok!!!! (all in cantonese)

... really m.i.a cause i get into sick phase 1 and sick phase 2 until i phobia i get sick next time >_<>

(yes,really half a month,two weeks,14 days,and i lie there like a sick cow)

For your information, hamster has virus Ok!!

dont go to Pudu Street and just buy 2 Rm7 hamsters and ended up make the whole family get the Lymphocytic Choriomeningtis Virus.

the docotor even laugh at me when i tell him i got the sickness from hamster

i am so gonna give him the hamsters and see how he laugh at me when he got the virus too,humph..

before CNY and go lalala xing fen,jumping around and kacau people around.

camwhore with Mogi

my doggy manja look when i bring him for a stroll in my car,he is super big size now *eyes tearing and the proudness of a mummy*

and then here come sick phase 2.
Sick Phase 2, after recover i eat a lot of stuff,especially cookies.
The cookies lorh,seduce me,so here comes sore throat.sigh.
i support natural treatment so i dont go for the doctor
(partly i merajuk cause he laugh at me when i talk about hamster virus also)
and i just let it heal by itself.

sigh,so there goes my 3 weeks being a sick cow(is cow year,so we must use the noun 'cow' more often)
... in the past weeks really miserable,porridge, bread,milo everyday.
and people go eat CNY cookies, ba gua,i go makan fruits pulak swt....
so to cheer myself up i went and watch the Korean drama "Coffee Prince"
omg,really omg,i in love with the drama so much,especially Han Kyul and Eun Chan!!
in drama love sick mode (now still gt a little bit cause i am hearing "WHite Love Story" again and again)

guys who make coffee really attractive,of cause the body build up also must like Han Kyul only ok larh

Go Go Eun Chan! (sometimes i wish i am a guy.like her)

i think only Korea drama got the power to make everybody chen zui in the drama whereby i got those "in love look" even though i am drinking plain white water and my biao mei drinking fizzy drinks in front of me.
(she purposely seduce me sei ye)

oh.oh...and my B Day. erm,that time i still sick T_T seems so miserable,when i sore throat and i am 20 years old B Day.
luckily God still sayang me and give me big suprise on my B day.
I thought it will be a lonely one,but it is another way round. =)
go for some B day Shopping(yala,i am a total shopaholic)..
with the sick cow look and caps on i even got the energy go to Parkson and sao huo and a cute low heels omg,going shop for another one soon^^

this is called sick cow happiness

and then my big family also gives me a big suprise,throwing me a party with big feast.
since is CNY, so all the lou sang,and my uncle even order some sumtous food from his restaurant for me.

my yummy fresh cream cake that i requested for,thanks daddy and mummy^^

ya,since i can only eat one or two dishes,but i am happy everyone is there for my B day.
a lot of wishes, unexpected smses, phone calls.
thanks, really suprised and happy to hear from all of youS.
ya,i guess i am really lucky and hang fuk.
(with double ang pau also of cause HAHA =p )

my CNY is rreally a blast,
sick cow is sick cow,
but my CNY stil very colourful and vibrant.
Gamble larh,fire crackers and stuff. and i like the part when i receive ang pau the most =p maybe it seems that i am easily get happy by small things,but aren't that is the best?

before i go into sick phase 2,stil ss-ing cause too excited after gamble.

FOOD!!!!really nice larh,who want to go to my uncle's restaurant have a try can give me a call,mari makan~

lou sang

fire crackerS,more in the store room,ya,my uncle is buying fire cracker as if he is the seller.

the new generation of edison scandal look

poser

Happy Chinese New Year everyone~
dont be a sick cow, be a hardworking cow,and wear more green colour stuff this year beacause cow like green grass.
I keep telling people this over and over again..hehe.


*will be updating the bai tian kong post soon*