Hate you Internet Connection

Serdang brilliant internet connection virus is coming again.
making me huo bao and need to press the word 'refresh' a dozen times to load a page.
sigh.

My C Box is not working.
so anyone who leave message there(omg,i hope i am not perasan larh~).
i cant see.sorry >_<

having a good holidays until now.

and violin test class coming on friday.

dancing class cancel cause costly T_T

and i just get myself a good companion. =)

he will be a good friend of mine.

a loyal one,sincere,ke ai,leng zai,guai guai one.

haha~

1 month baby mickey. =)
we call it mickey because the doggy is so cute, that have the combination of both of my cousin sisters characteristic
--------------like to sleep like a pig and got depression feel (ke ai BETUL!)

so~ since their name both start with the initial "M", the name "Mickey" is born!!!!wohohohohohohohohohoho.

paiseh paiseh..too ss already @_@
no pictures because digi cam is nt at my side.

just saw bloggies and found out that a lot of people emo-ing.
i dunno the real reason.
but some kinda get the meaming behind of all this kinda stuff.
i guess whats different shape us between human and animal is...feeling and relationship.


well,no more elaboration on this topic.
for those who are in doubts,can find me and talk.
free to call and yam cha-ing.
that's what friends about ngam mou.

beaniez and cm,
this year really feel that life is a shit for 6 of us.
never mind.
we are getting through this together.

LCY,gayao in your studies,but you must jaga diri also ok dokie,dont sini ask people go drink wter,sendiri tak ada jaga diri.
OMY, omg....i always see this sei ye already,nvm, but nid to naggy her also.dont go busy wih people stuff, take sometimes to look at your future and stuff also.
Ah nia, CM ah tao, also another wn busy with hoemwork and stuff and less updates...will call you soon and update.also need to talk bout genting plan.wait for my lovey call o~~
Catty, catty lao gong,another cold blooded people that always tell me cold jokes and make me laugh while i have those kinda shit, lovey you, although you are the pain on the neck =p.
Ernie, save the best for the last, this people.say me sha po le ah.really long time dont update with you already, sobby, dunno what happen to you, but gayao,all of us are here.

GaYao!

p/s: will less update because i am lazy to type.next post will post picture of Mickey. *blinkblinkblink*

Happy Holidays~

Happy holidayss people~
Just gonna blog because i am so the phobia about blogging after finish the IPD blog,posting 10 post in a row for 2 days @_@

anyway,life goes on and here comes my 3 months holiday.
dont have any feel for holidy mood when you get busy in the next moment because life is a shit in 2008.
this and that.blabla.
i hate it.but i am lovin' it too.
because the damnest thing in this world makes you grow up.
and let you realise who will be the one who stand besides you till the end of time.

i guess this is the end of semester 2.
changes.
this is the word i think of for this semester.
everything happens so fast.until i cant keep track of it.
lost my way.confuse of who i am.what am i doing.what should i do.
however,after being busy and thinking for a few days.
no more thinking.and this is how things remain.

and next year will be a fresh start for me and how i should handle my own life and studies

=)


i miss all my friends larh.those that i long time dont contact.
from princess high school, minda ceria, family tree members and some close internet friends.

i guess when you gone through some biggy things, you are forced to think.
to accept.to live with it.to overcome it.
and the hardest thing in the world is.
be happy with it.

but now.
am really happy with what i have.
although i am nw dealingwith a pool of shit.
well,
as if i care.
i am living my own life now,
and eagerly looking forward for my future in the world of comm.

before ending this post,
i just added a song to everybody listen^^
"Just Wanna Be With You" by HSM3.

well,some people will start snerling and laughing at my kiddy-ness.
as if you acting like an adult and keep putting yourself in a pessimistic thinking,your damn selfish act will help you be happy in your life.
(oops,my chiily paddy-ness still here)
but for me, the song really give me the strength to move on in this sibeh complicated world.

dont give up to this harsh world when you face obstacles in life.
i am still keeping my hope and expectation towards this world.
not to change.
but to influence.

Here's a message to the new borns, waiting to breathe: if you believe then you can achieve. Just look at me, against all odds 'though life is hard, we carry on, livin' in the projects, broke with no lights on. To all the seeds that follow me- protect your essence, born with less, but you still precious. 

-Tupac Shakur, Smile-

=)

Never do i feel so........hmm...i dont know how to describe this feeling.
a sprinkle of happiness, a sense of contentment, and a bit of self satisfaction.

I was lost.
but i have found the ray of sunlight in my life.

More to gain in the future.
a better hsl.
but same ss-ness.
a little difference.
but still trying to spread her tiny hope towards the world.

Not expecting too much for the world to change.
But i will try to make it a better day for those who are besides me.

Special thanks to my family,
to let me re-gain the simplicity that i have lost few days ago.

简单就是幸福。

Dear Life,

-post censored-



Love,
HSL

Listen Up Yo Princess High School People

Ok.
i know i shouldnt be blogging.

but this is an exception cause somebody call me in the middle of the night and make me scream out of xing fen-ness.


khemkhem *clearing throat*

Dearly people who are from Princess High School,

SYAFEEKA is back in action!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calling me in the middle of the night and i just got her new number and stuff

people who want to contact her just sms me to get her number ok dokie.

big plan coming up in December.
HSL organiser will be back in action after i finish my assignments. =)
(i am gonna enjoy my assignments SO MUCH.^^)
omg. i suddenly miss all those memories when i was in high school.

and i couldnt believe i cakap non stop malay yesterday swt.
truly communication student.
and syafeeka, if you see this post.
leave comment to show me your existence ya~
and jangan jealous of my cantik-ness. HAHA

CYA Memories

Puan Nalla's wedding. The Spirit of Perak =p

erm..HSL perasan picture will be back.because syafeeka jealous tengok moyang yang sexy gorgeous with admirers yang banyak sekali sehingga keterhinggaan =p

Everlasting friendship.

signed, sealed by Princess High School students from 5 Tanjung 2006

Omgoody, my so not the updated cob webby everywhere blog -_-ll

sorry for the cob web on my bloggy. T_T
nowadays really kinda busy,or more or less lost the interest to blog as assignments piling up.
however,
will like to left a footprint here before i finish my 2 weeks of hibernating nerd mode as 3 of the major assignments are coming up.

i cant believe i am finishing semester 2.oh my...my degree programme going to end in 2 years time.
2008 is a year that change my life.
yes,indeed it is.
360 degree change.
and how i am forced to be mature.to be sensible.to control my emotion.to continue with my life when i feel all upside down inside my heart.
oh well,
life goes on right?


i am still alive here.
and i hardly believe i can even smile and have fun,
appreciating the time i had with my popo shopping, play curling hair with my biao jie, talk with fatty junny and zat him, manja with little zhang wei etc.


hereby a post.to show my appreciation to the world. =)

i love you popo.
for kicking my ass early in the morninn, korek me and paksa me fetch u to GIANT =p

i love you cha siew.
to curl my hair until i like.......erm.........lioness -_-ll

i not so the love you but kinda like you junny.
for giving me orange juice, promoting me the cornflakes and THANK YOU for not letting me eat , plus the japanese wine that you give me, and of cause,making me FAT like you. ^0^

i love you zhang wei sei ye.
my cutie little biao di who do silly face and refuse to huggy me =(

i love you beaniez.
well.you two know it.this has once more strengten our frienship.perhaps letting me believe in what is called "ordinary miracle".
Lao poS that i will stick with them till the end of my life.

i feel i am so the lucky when i got so many people always be there for me.
and this is why i can stay strong as who i am.
to be me while i living in a sibeh complicated world.

and making me realise i have more courage in me to face the world with you all. =)

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and someone i would like to special thanks.
for all the advices and siao-ness to cheer me up.

i am very the ok the dokie already.
woohoohooo~~
3 more major assignments to do.
and a future is waiting for me to to fight for...

and lai yi.please stay strong.

cause all of us here are with you to face this hardship.

i dont belong to any religion.

but please.

if there's really God in this world,

i pray sincerely.

she will be ok.