anti social is a sign of maturity?

I know the title seems weird,but it is something keep running on my mind  when i am having conversation with my net friend about my current anti social mode.
Started my holidays one week ago and unexpectedly i am kinda enjoying my holiday....for the first time.
human are strange i can say.
in my previous holidays, i always yearn to go back to college when i am in my holidays because i am too boring to be at home; and then college starts assignments pouring in and then i keep looking at those highligted date hoping it to come closer to me so that i can do nothing.
at lest, now i am appeciating the nothing-ness i can do in the holidays, slacking, sleeping, stalking, shopping, bla....stuff.
oh,oh.btw did anyone realise the pink-ish layout and the different fonts!!
i always change my blog setting stuff just to make it seems fresher.haha.
and why pink insted of the pure-ish white.ya,i am bored of being white, there's nothing as innocence in he reality, at least i am opting for pink, a colour with a sprinkle of bubbly-ness and happiness. =) =) =)
can everybody feel the aura of positive-ness floating in my blog *meditating pose*

sometimes i really feel like apologizing.(it seems to be my hobby to apologize)
but somwtimes i really do not know what i have to write in my blog.
the more i went through, the more i am keeping things to myself, and in a way being anti social which i not really fond of social interaction.
i feel that deep within me.that my social circle is shrinking and i dont have the intention of stepping out and meet new friends with my ever so famous friendly smile which ended up marking a sarcasm on my face.
have planned to close this blog once nd for all,but then i hold back for the reason i know somehow somewhere sometime, people will drop by and read my blog, although it seems like a deserted area and blog post that are too random with a lack of personality in it.
as i read blogs from stranger and ran to their archieves, in a way i am getting to know them in person.as for my blog, it is life-less when i only reveal a part of me instead of myself as a whole.anyway, now is my semester break and i guess i have more time to update my bloggy.
and pics la of cause. =p

the first part of my holidays.

TGIF dessert. RM3.90 for one! 

supposedly put it in my car,but i change my mind and give it to my dad as Father's Day present

HSL: Happy Father's Day Daddy!!! I bought....a sin chan for you!!!!

Dad: ...

i called this. the pathethic fried wanton.satu biji sahaja satu plate.in a way the wanton seems so lonely =( ....and ended up in some babi stomach.

Trip to Melaka makan makan again, detour to Port Dickson, meet Yao Bao Bei and she needs a haircut again sigh-ness. Can only show one  picture of the trip because my camera is filled with camwhore picture of babi(not me la of cause), so.......(hope someone wont kill me if see this ~)

His name is Eriko, Pei Hwa called him Ebiko, I called him Tamago.

my baby holiday is waiting for me woohoo!~

so much li li lai lai things to do, coming up is my next beach trip with girlfriends. =)