Sunday, May 31, 2009

How to Release Stres During Assignment-ing..

I think i am quite proud of myself because after facing this 100% assignment course for a year, i am still surviving and successfully develop a set of release stress mechanism which seems SH and in a way useful =p

HSL version of releasing stress woohoo~

  1. do housework, mop floor a bit, go vacumm a bit, siram bunga blabla.
  2. I tunes playlist is set to Kenny G, Richard Clayderman, Bach, Bethoven, if got akon, lady Gaga, jay chou song sure GG oledi. cant concentrate =s
  3. go to the kitchen a few times just to open the fridge for nothing -_-ll (i think it can refresh my mind a bit)
  4. go to fashion show a bit, take out clothes in wardrobe and mix and match again.
  5. ear waxing help me release stress also what the.
  6. the crave for cooking sure come kao kao, will got the mood to cut fruits, place nice nice, bancuh milo, and then enjoy looking at the food for a while before eating.
  7. snacks and fats omg
  8. kacau popo, hide behind the wall and say 'hi' to her when she is watching tv. 
  9. violin-ing
  10. standing outside the garden and find all the big gui gui and talk to them.

erm, after typing this out,i think i am kinda insane swt.

ok, back to makan mood first, making ham egg sandwichy~

gambate people!!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Us Against The World - Christina Miller


Us Against The World - Christina Milian

ok lorh..my i tune keep playing the same song again.
go download or get it from me =p

"I like to call it a love anthem cause I believe the lyrics speak a million words for people all over the world. I am taking a chance by putting out my first ballad it’s very exciting. I think our country specifically needs a record like this. It’s about passion, true love and sticking by someone through thick and thin. Life and love can be a battle and I would like to inspire people with love."

Christina Miller


A song that is not so juicy and sensual compare to those Flo Rida-ish, Akon-ish song.
was attracted to this song when i was driving home, a bit stunt though,feel the power in the song.
heard it in a restaurant, curiosity strucks, friend's help, and tadah~

a song that talk about love.
is it true? or just another commercialism stuff in the entertaiment industry?
i do not care much about that.
but am enlightened by the lyrics.
for once i am thinking of love again.
what it is,how can it be, and why people are always falling in love, although knowing the pain they will endure in the future.
i doubt the existence of true love,
when the world is full of mistrust, betrayal, pain, and seduction.

but listening to this song somehow it gives people the courage to believe, to trust, to have faith.
rather than having somoene like in jian dan ai (song by jay chou)
i think it is better to have a person be by your side without giving up on you till the end of world.

olala~
i am falling in love....




with this song =p


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

There's no answer for future.

I always wanted a happy ending... Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity.

Gilda Radner (1946 - 1989)


happy ending is a lie, and we learn through pain, and survive, be strong with the support of friends.
sometimes i am so scared that i will lost contact with my loves one,my dearly beaniez cm,
and life seems so wonderful, but at the same time our road are diverging and heading towards different direction,different dreams.
its impossible to walk back to the old times, neither we wnated to do that too.
but despite the hecticness, we still can find time to be together,although sometimes flare up case might happen.
everytime when the world give up on me, dissapoint me,
i have you to stand beside me and never do i feel lonely because of distance, the less contact.

i wont deny the fear i have, the nightmares, sleepless night when i think i cant lose you in my life,
when i need you to support me, be by my side, and be a part of me.

but after all,
i know those who are really true,
will stand till the very last minute and never go away.
i know i am the trouble maker, and yet i still see hope, or wake up in time before i fall into another trap of human evil nature.
just bear with me, i am helpless too.
am i really that good in communicating?
when sometimes what i really care about cant be expreseed, and dealing it with the wrong way.


maybe we dont have enough time to spend with each other,
but i believe, and i have faith in keeping this relationship till the end of my life.
a promise.
for me.
to my family and mostly,
beaniez cm.


love,
hsl

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Finally!! all the pictures and hsl-ness.

Sighness.i know i am famous for my m.i.a.
ya,i am a self confessed nerd and sometimes i find it hard to express myself through words.
my god, i know some of the people who read this sure want to slap me,cause sometimes i talk too much until people want to shut my mouth T_T
okok.
so this is a part of what happen during my m.i.a session.


finish Princess Hour. SOB. they look so sweet together. if they were ony prince and princess in this world, which is so impossible *daydreaming again*

8tv Field Trip "One in a Million", first time in live show....syok!!!

Media Prima Trip, Sue May Ban Zhang and dou dengs secondary school field trip feel swt.
FOOD FOOD.omg FOOD. this is the BEST duck i ever taste. really,come Serdang people, and i will bring you makan =p
HSL aunty hair
POB class, as usual punya productive,as in take picture and being selekeh in class
erm,due to my clumsy-ness, i hit my leg on my car (i also duno why my leg wil suddenly hit d lo), then gt this thing for a whole week. T_T
cha siew B Day~ 
the world class photographer,taking picture by lying down together with the tripod -_-ll
IDM production,i like this pic la,show my leg so nice,heels so nice~~~ *bimbo-ing*

syok sendiri meditation and relaxation at home. home made scramble egg is d best hoho

pool side party~~ certainly UNFORGETABBLE.haha.caramel bailey.i remember you forever.



papa john!!!

look at the cheese omg. pizza hut, close shop la you,sooner or later.

my small boyfriend who love me so much nowadays *shy*

like this pic a lot!!!!  first time take photo with popo and zhang wei together *so touching omg i feel like crying*


May Babies B day celebration and gathering. sam pat-ness still the same =p
i think this pic is plain funny and stupiak,i dunno what gui ling gou is doing,lying flat and waiting for people to rape him punya feel swt.

WOOT. my newest investment in fashion. =p =p =p happy tersangat!

the last pic, love from hsl <3

i think thats for the hsl-ness for now.
till next time!