Simple Thoughts.Not So Simple Life.

dum spiro, spero...

2009-07-30T17:14:00.006+08:00

the title simply means -while i breath, i hope-, Latin sentence.
the sudden crave to explore classicism, way back to the history and language seems to have an intimate relationship with me swt.
cobby web blog again,yet i like it to be in this way.never once do i like to be put in the middle of the spotlight,or i shall say it can cause nervous-ness in me.
I just like to live in my own small place,sheltered, covered, secured. and not even my closest family member can come in.
being emo right now, and feel liek typing it out, this feeling is so fimiliar with the time when i was drunk (ah, that caramel chocolate taste like wine), a bit dizzy wizzy, mustbe the stupid dumb ass-ness anti itchy pill that just eaten hours ago,the after effect of it i guess.
college is starting soon and everything resume back to the normal mode.
however it is another way of viewing it after a year and half in this course.
i starting to think, to fear, to ponder.
I think about the changes in me after i enrolled in this course as i am getting more and more anti social,mind you,is an anti social communication student, contradiction detected.
I fear because my pride still hurt the oneS i care for, unintentionally, it always easy to say something out, then you regret what you have said as it hurts, deep down, i try to change but the pride seems to be in my blood, my vein, controlling it,its improving, i hope, i guess.
I ponder because my future as is a complete blank sheet, i am searching for it but right now i am totally clue-ness, not forgetting i need to take a lot of things into consideration as the reality keeps reminding me passion come first, but before that money is the ultimate answer for everything,for my family, at least.

For people i might be wasting my holidays by doing nothing,but indeed i did a lot, more to self discovery,again?
as i gradually grow up i just realised i am that kinda person who like to think about life and balance up my characters with the nature.
and most of all the saddest tragic happen in this whole life process is i give up on a lot of things, expectations, hopes, faith, truth, justice, friends, relationship.
everything i mentioned above is just something potray to u in fairy tales, get back to beauty and the beast cinderella snow white, hey, i just realised it is all imaginative figure create by people, even my cousin sisters dont believe in it.
as for friends, the thing i give up about it is the failure to make new friends, or i am intentionally avoiding the chance to meet new friends because i know it takes time to build up a a new friendship. maybe i just plainly know if you are true enough and sincere to be my friends, the friendship will blossom through times rather than keep hoping the friendship will last till the end of the life in the way you want.

or maybe sometimes you are hoping and you didnt know you are doing it and suddenly a 100kg hammer bang hard on my head and wake up from my drowsy sleep, realising i am building castle in the air again.
sigh. dum spiro, spero.
i only wont hope if i dont breathe,
but its impossible for that to happen.
ok,enough of emo-ing here, should think of something happy.

for example : my new school bag. @_@
(i like to called it 'school bag' rather than 'college bag' because it got those back to school feel!
a tiny whiny miny hope of mine : a better semester ahead!
i learn to cherish every moment in my college life, because i only got 1 and half year to go if i dont fail any subject larh, so fast! time flies *cough cough like old man remembering old time look*

Holiday Getaway, the scandalous part.

2009-07-14T13:53:00.010+08:00

So.....the most exciting part of my holiday getaway.
the scandolous part.we are always being scandalous btw,trying to rape people especially each other wtf -_-ll
and also some of the pictures from the trip and onggie's b day celebration.
i am just plain lazy to update,holiday is sooooo boring,and it doesnt mean in a negative way.
i loveeeeeeee boring holidays!
because i can just have am empty brain forthe whole day and do whatever i wanna do in my house.
it is good because everything you do is everything what you think,and there's no time constraint and stuff.
my favourite doings in the moment: lying on the bed like dead body, cleaning my wardrobe again and again to make it spacious HAHA,cleaning the house etc etc.

due to my shopping spree i have prohibited myself from going out too much cause i cant control my spending!
i just have to spend on at least something,or even a box of plaster will makes me feel not so empty.
god,i am insane T_T
ok,ok.lets go to the holiday time a week before. (i go out from monday till friday for the whole week).
gaaaaa....money flowing out like waterfall,not water ok,is waterfall T_T

penjodoh bilangan for this food : satu wok ice sila mari.

night view of kl

my uncle's service apartment,didnt cook anything at the end ler...

yum zai have a good time staying at my uncle's apartment also,hanging in the kitchen..

the toilet of the apartment is totally...transparent.lol.we are so happy because we can peep each other when we bath swt.

poser 1

poser 2

the most scandolous part: onggie is fainted cause lcy give her the sleepy pill,and she is preparing for the 'night'

strawberry parfait from sushi zanmai!!finally i can eat it!!!!!love~

the Taman Pertanian bimbo trip,rent the wrong type of bicycle,wear the wrong type of clothing,then people thought we are bimbo what the...

splendid expression.lol

onggie ham sap. @_@

a snapshot of lcy,she looks happy here.random and happy.or 3 8.

onggie's b day celebration at BBQ plaza, BTS. she is eating,but she act as if she is cleaning the house dot dot

actresses of the year

ah nia always look at the camera at the right time with the right expression.ish..... =p

beaniez & CM reunion. =)

holiday getaway...

2009-07-02T21:06:00.006+08:00

People always say college life is busier.and this is the first time i have a holiday that is bu-busier than college. monday till friday i am going out.meeting up,conversations,shopping with popo,b day celebration. my lai yi said i am busier than a businesswoman with my little black book diary full of appointments.hahahaha.

tomorrow will be my holiday getaway,and i can say i am certainly looking forward to it although it is just.......so nearby swt.
my Redang is cancelled, Penang plan 2 also jeopardized, so last minute i come out with a trip to----------->Taman Pertanian Shah Alam for the four season thingy.
sorry for those i promised, i will sure go with you all for the second time =p

in a way let me be the white rat to try the place dulu lorh and tell you all the wonderful experience. (p/s: i have brought mosquitoes repellent just in case got i go there and feed them with my blood.)
hope it will be a nice wn lorh. no time to update on onggie's b day celebration cause pc lagging. just a picture before i off to pack my baggies.

onggie sakit kepala when 6 of us reunited,loudest,most disturbing table.again.it has become a norm. ^-^

oh ya.where am i staying? my uncle's service apartment.
yadah.thrilled. *a bit of sarcasm* poolside yam cha at night!!~ and the bath tub is back in the right place.the toilet is the jing dian of all.stay tune stay tune!happy hols people. =)

Stupidity

2009-07-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

I write a lot just now.
and then i just press Alt A.
Ponder.
.
.
Delete.

Yeap, the whole thing i have written whole heartedly is gone.
I dont want to hurt those i cherish unintentionally.
That this, this is the last straw and get your ass f off my territory.
sheer stupidity.

I am now in super low tolerance level.
Dont ever provoke me unless you wanting to commit suicide in a creative way,which is to provoke me.dot.

Anyway,lets talk about the happy part.
meet my pet brother for these two days and have a good time catching up with each other life.it is weird.when two individuals from different world come together and have a chat and find similarities.but at the same time i have that feeling again.
that.
a feeling tickle from the bottom of my heart.
when words coming out of my mouth,the way i walk,how i am confident,perhaps too confident with myself,and most suprisingly,i am comfort by having casual conversation and all the self conscious just gone with the wind.wao,i must say,in my heart i am delighted, tickles my heart and telling me the changes in me is in a good direction.

anyway back to the topic, the similarities between me and my pet bro is the sarcasm that we both shared.
omfg i love it to the bits.swt.it is a kind of understanding in a certain joke and i supposed when dealing with real jokes, instead of laughing you will just put on a quick smile which can be driven away easily, but left a mark in the memories.this makes me think of Shahid's joke.cool.swift.and sarcastic.I really enjoy the companion and the conversations we have.It is random to see myself talking in such a relaxing mode too.i have been closing myself up too long.till the extend when i open up my heart all the emotions have left, life has been putting much pressure me, resisting me from believing but i guess it is not a bad thing also,it makes me think and yet.i said this verse again, "in a way",i sense there's something missing.

Something.

anti social is a sign of maturity?

2009-06-29T12:37:00.010+08:00

I know the title seems weird,but it is something keep running on my mind when i am having conversation with my net friend about my current anti social mode.
Started my holidays one week ago and unexpectedly i am kinda enjoying my holiday....for the first time.
human are strange i can say.
in my previous holidays, i always yearn to go back to college when i am in my holidays because i am too boring to be at home; and then college starts assignments pouring in and then i keep looking at those highligted date hoping it to come closer to me so that i can do nothing.
at lest, now i am appeciating the nothing-ness i can do in the holidays, slacking, sleeping, stalking, shopping, bla....stuff.
oh,oh.btw did anyone realise the pink-ish layout and the different fonts!!
i always change my blog setting stuff just to make it seems fresher.haha.
and why pink insted of the pure-ish white.ya,i am bored of being white, there's nothing as innocence in he reality, at least i am opting for pink, a colour with a sprinkle of bubbly-ness and happiness. =) =) =)
can everybody feel the aura of positive-ness floating in my blog *meditating pose*

sometimes i really feel like apologizing.(it seems to be my hobby to apologize)
but somwtimes i really do not know what i have to write in my blog.
the more i went through, the more i am keeping things to myself, and in a way being anti social which i not really fond of social interaction.
i feel that deep within me.that my social circle is shrinking and i dont have the intention of stepping out and meet new friends with my ever so famous friendly smile which ended up marking a sarcasm on my face.
have planned to close this blog once nd for all,but then i hold back for the reason i know somehow somewhere sometime, people will drop by and read my blog, although it seems like a deserted area and blog post that are too random with a lack of personality in it.
as i read blogs from stranger and ran to their archieves, in a way i am getting to know them in person.as for my blog, it is life-less when i only reveal a part of me instead of myself as a whole.anyway, now is my semester break and i guess i have more time to update my bloggy.
and pics la of cause. =p

the first part of my holidays.

TGIF dessert. RM3.90 for one!

supposedly put it in my car,but i change my mind and give it to my dad as Father's Day present

HSL: Happy Father's Day Daddy!!! I bought....a sin chan for you!!!!

Dad: ...

i called this. the pathethic fried wanton.satu biji sahaja satu plate.in a way the wanton seems so lonely =( ....and ended up in some babi stomach.

Trip to Melaka makan makan again, detour to Port Dickson, meet Yao Bao Bei and she needs a haircut again sigh-ness. Can only show one picture of the trip because my camera is filled with camwhore picture of babi(not me la of cause), so.......(hope someone wont kill me if see this ~)

His name is Eriko, Pei Hwa called him Ebiko, I called him Tamago.

my baby holiday is waiting for me woohoo!~

so much li li lai lai things to do, coming up is my next beach trip with girlfriends. =)

你听得到

2009-06-10T19:42:00.005+08:00

突然听这首歌，好怀旧的感觉。

在一间店看过那可爱的木马旋转着，
喜欢他以前的歌，听起来比较有味道，
也有牵动感觉的力量。

团团转，我的快乐员

How to Release Stres During Assignment-ing..

2009-05-31T19:58:00.002+08:00

I think i am quite proud of myself because after facing this 100% assignment course for a year, i am still surviving and successfully develop a set of release stress mechanism which seems SH and in a way useful =p

HSL version of releasing stress woohoo~

do housework, mop floor a bit, go vacumm a bit, siram bunga blabla.
I tunes playlist is set to Kenny G, Richard Clayderman, Bach, Bethoven, if got akon, lady Gaga, jay chou song sure GG oledi. cant concentrate =s
go to the kitchen a few times just to open the fridge for nothing -_-ll (i think it can refresh my mind a bit)
go to fashion show a bit, take out clothes in wardrobe and mix and match again.
ear waxing help me release stress also what the.
the crave for cooking sure come kao kao, will got the mood to cut fruits, place nice nice, bancuh milo, and then enjoy looking at the food for a while before eating.
snacks and fats omg
kacau popo, hide behind the wall and say 'hi' to her when she is watching tv.
violin-ing
standing outside the garden and find all the big gui gui and talk to them.

erm, after typing this out,i think i am kinda insane swt.

ok, back to makan mood first, making ham egg sandwichy~

gambate people!!!

Us Against The World - Christina Miller

2009-05-27T18:57:00.002+08:00

Us Against The World - Christina Milian

ok lorh..my i tune keep playing the same song again.
go download or get it from me =p

"I like to call it a love anthem cause I believe the lyrics speak a million words for people all over the world. I am taking a chance by putting out my first ballad it’s very exciting. I think our country specifically needs a record like this. It’s about passion, true love and sticking by someone through thick and thin. Life and love can be a battle and I would like to inspire people with love."

Christina Miller

A song that is not so juicy and sensual compare to those Flo Rida-ish, Akon-ish song.
was attracted to this song when i was driving home, a bit stunt though,feel the power in the song.
heard it in a restaurant, curiosity strucks, friend's help, and tadah~

a song that talk about love.
is it true? or just another commercialism stuff in the entertaiment industry?
i do not care much about that.
but am enlightened by the lyrics.
for once i am thinking of love again.
what it is,how can it be, and why people are always falling in love, although knowing the pain they will endure in the future.
i doubt the existence of true love,
when the world is full of mistrust, betrayal, pain, and seduction.

but listening to this song somehow it gives people the courage to believe, to trust, to have faith.
rather than having somoene like in jian dan ai (song by jay chou)
i think it is better to have a person be by your side without giving up on you till the end of world.

olala~
i am falling in love....

with this song =p

There's no answer for future.

2009-05-26T23:27:00.003+08:00

I always wanted a happy ending... Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity.

Gilda Radner (1946 - 1989)

happy ending is a lie, and we learn through pain, and survive, be strong with the support of friends.
sometimes i am so scared that i will lost contact with my loves one,my dearly beaniez cm,
and life seems so wonderful, but at the same time our road are diverging and heading towards different direction,different dreams.
its impossible to walk back to the old times, neither we wnated to do that too.
but despite the hecticness, we still can find time to be together,although sometimes flare up case might happen.
everytime when the world give up on me, dissapoint me,
i have you to stand beside me and never do i feel lonely because of distance, the less contact.

i wont deny the fear i have, the nightmares, sleepless night when i think i cant lose you in my life,
when i need you to support me, be by my side, and be a part of me.

but after all,
i know those who are really true,
will stand till the very last minute and never go away.
i know i am the trouble maker, and yet i still see hope, or wake up in time before i fall into another trap of human evil nature.
just bear with me, i am helpless too.
am i really that good in communicating?
when sometimes what i really care about cant be expreseed, and dealing it with the wrong way.

maybe we dont have enough time to spend with each other,
but i believe, and i have faith in keeping this relationship till the end of my life.
a promise.
for me.
to my family and mostly,
beaniez cm.

love,
hsl

Finally!! all the pictures and hsl-ness.

2009-05-13T00:28:00.018+08:00

Sighness.i know i am famous for my m.i.a.
ya,i am a self confessed nerd and sometimes i find it hard to express myself through words.
my god, i know some of the people who read this sure want to slap me,cause sometimes i talk too much until people want to shut my mouth T_T
okok.
so this is a part of what happen during my m.i.a session.

finish Princess Hour. SOB. they look so sweet together. if they were ony prince and princess in this world, which is so impossible *daydreaming again*

8tv Field Trip "One in a Million", first time in live show....syok!!!

Media Prima Trip, Sue May Ban Zhang and dou dengs secondary school field trip feel swt.

FOOD FOOD.omg FOOD. this is the BEST duck i ever taste. really,come Serdang people, and i will bring you makan =p

HSL aunty hair

POB class, as usual punya productive,as in take picture and being selekeh in class

erm,due to my clumsy-ness, i hit my leg on my car (i also duno why my leg wil suddenly hit d lo), then gt this thing for a whole week. T_T

cha siew B Day~

the world class photographer,taking picture by lying down together with the tripod -_-ll

IDM production,i like this pic la,show my leg so nice,heels so nice~~~ *bimbo-ing*

syok sendiri meditation and relaxation at home. home made scramble egg is d best hoho

pool side party~~ certainly UNFORGETABBLE.haha.caramel bailey.i remember you forever.

papa john!!!

look at the cheese omg. pizza hut, close shop la you,sooner or later.

my small boyfriend who love me so much nowadays *shy*

like this pic a lot!!!! first time take photo with popo and zhang wei together *so touching omg i feel like crying*

May Babies B day celebration and gathering. sam pat-ness still the same =p

i think this pic is plain funny and stupiak,i dunno what gui ling gou is doing,lying flat and waiting for people to rape him punya feel swt.

WOOT. my newest investment in fashion. =p =p =p happy tersangat!

the last pic, love from hsl <3

i think thats for the hsl-ness for now.
till next time!

Inspired.

2009-04-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

Personally I have struggled massively with the dilemma of talent vs desire. Choosing desire may not always be the easiest thing to do. It may seem a waste to leave those natural talents behind and strike out in a new direction. But at least you’ll feel alive.

Meri Williams, Talent vs Desire, 05-29-06

Life is cuteness..

2009-04-20T23:13:00.006+08:00

i also duno wth is my topic about swt.
just venting again.the last minute POB clas cancellation dont make me happy.
maybe because i still mind the grde for my assignment.

bah~~~~
call me a nerd larh, call me kiasu people, call me damn *itch damn freako girl who study so much and haha get this kinda grade la.
i am really feeling down again.
and for once i get fed up and feel like running away.
never do i feel like running away is such a great solution, leaving everything behind.
but this is just not me.however, i wont stand up like before again.
the self pride is killing me.i know.this is something i get from my family.and i am adjusting it bit by bit.
change my attitude towards my work.
and do my best regardless of the result.

wao,say until like i am such a noble person huh.
well, i havent reach until that extend la.
i am a goddamn nerd that care a lot, indeed study is my first priority when i will kill everybody when they get into my way swt.
chill.chill.i am using hyperbole.
but frankly speaking, is not that i want to be a nerd and disregard all the fun in life, the problem is, i do not know how to enjoy life, as in....
my life is in my hand and i am fighting for it.
i am using rm60k for education and it is hell hard earn money, and i am not wasting it by enjoying my life la of cause.
well, in another perspective, everybody have their own life and here we know how people act and response differently towards the art of life.
at least for now,i am contentted to the current situation and sibeh-ness just come for a few seconds.ngekngek

the same old expectation.
the same old damn shit dissapointment.

sighness....all the cute-ness in my life.
however, feel happy balik when i feel that there's other thing that i am capable of besides being a nerdy zai.
and quite suprised to meet new friends from a steamboat session with lcy's frens.
or more like love rivals pulak swt.

life is so in cute-ness.
maybe when things come less expected is the best, a bliss or a disaster.you name it.

p/s: my blog lack of picture la omg...got so many things i want to show but lazy to take camera. T_T
till next time~~

Sribble

2009-04-16T23:56:00.005+08:00

Ya, for the first time i feel like writing.again.
with my blunt english *bah.....~*
but i really beh tahan liao.like volcano gonna explode.
*cough*cough* is some thoughts ok, i am not the old HSL that flared up easily luu. =p
as time goes by,i live with more and more uncertainties.
i need to think about my assignments datelines, my substance, my grades, my future..blabla..
and the word 'substance' keep running on and on in my head.
is growing up a fear?
affirmative i can say.

I am confused with my future.
when my passion contradicts with my natural chrateristic.
i love communication,i love sociology, physchology.
i love the way knowledge is building up bit by bit like a pyramid, and i am gaining something that i never imagine of,
self satisfaction through life appreciation.

arts play an important role in my life now.
i cant live without music,it express better than verb,noun,adjective stuff.
i can just count on it and i never feel better after successfuly play a music piece.

I love to talk,i am talkative, sometimes i am even crazy.
but sometimes for now, i love spending time with myself.all alone.
it gives me the tranquility, the serenity.
and the best companion when i am alone: a book.
i dig in and i explore the world of abstract.
i know myself more.i know sometimes people scare to be alone.
paiseh larh, walk alone like no friend blabla.
but now i know, true friends live in hearts, not with physical existence.
and ya,i learn how to go with the flow.

neither am i thinking or expecting too much for things to happen in my way.
its ok if things come out the other way round, and it i weird how things come back to you when you less expected.

and last but not least,
i miss my beaniez and cm.
a lot.
for a long time, i have been living in my own world and grow up.
but how little i know it will be meaningless without you all.

dear life,
it is weird i am born as a human instead of any other things in this world.
it is a gift and a curse.
something that cheer me up,

Yesterday is history, Future is a mystery.
and today is a present.

that's why it is named as "present"

from KungFu Panda, isn't communication magnificient?

In love......dillemma.

2009-04-16T17:38:00.003+08:00

sigh.so frustrated about assignments right now.
but the brain cant stop thinking about guys also T_T
keep floating in my head omg, both of them are too cute to be resist.
and so different at the same time.
for those who watch this Korean Drama, who you think is better le?

Shin Goon, the cool guy that alwats tease ChaiJing and make her feel bad, and then curi curi guan xin her at the back

or.......

Yul Goon, omg this is the first guy with dye hair that i soooo likey.really yang guang feel @_@...his smile melts people and the care he gives....

so who should i choose le
ok,stop daydreaming la omg!!!!!
i should be dreaming of Barack Obama and his economic stimulus package.
and my "beloved" miss Yoges.
(seems so cam oledi,all my daydream become bubbles)

hmmm,i wonder there's really such guy in this world.
and everytime i stress i watch this drama my brain will go TOOT again.
singing the song,swinging the chair like sor poh T_T

now in episode 7......shin goon went to ChaiJing house and laughing my ass off, so sweet and gan cheong looking at them,and how love comes in quietly between them. not forgeting all Chai Jing super clumsy act omg.waiting for this scene above le @_@ .......

stupid Goong.make me got this kinda drama love sick-ness again.

concentrate.concentrate -meditation pose-(while watching Goong T_T )

*slapping self*

Thought-less

2009-04-09T10:34:00.003+08:00

Trying to type.
but i lost my word.
shattering thoughts.that i dont want to explain.
neither i want to reveal.
changes keep occuring,and i am in fear.
stress-nya.

Assignments linig up until the end of April.
everyday busy until at night, and then sleep like pig.

p/s: dear robber, if you want to rob me can rob me when i sleep,cause i sure wont wake up, or bother to wake up to catch you because of the tired-ness.

Renaissance

2009-04-02T10:02:00.004+08:00

i know i am a lame-mo person. not saying i have no life, but i love the feeling of being a famous stalker.
(people famous blogger, i famous stalker pulak wtf)

ya, going back to the story of stalking, i stalk sweatlee, fourfeetnine and the latest will be pinkpau.
get particular emo-ed by pink pau latest post.
(all with link wan ok,in case apa cakap i curi content blablabla,it is so trend in the internet world for plagarism besides than our assignments haha)

I think i never really have an official annoucement for my erm....a year ago break up.
i just totally shut down my previous blog and ran into a new life,fitting in as soon as possible.
but after a year,i guess now i am ready enough to talk about this.
to the world, or maybe some sort of having an explaination rather than people keep guessing and discussing my problem behind my back when yam cha session.

Yup, so the breakup of me and wormy (last time i used to call him this name, lame lame,i know)
Back at that time i am still a girl who are enjoying her first love although all signs signals of this disastereous case happen.
Until today,i still cant imagine why this decision will come out...from him.
The reason is because we are tired, and there's no more love within that we can hold on to.
Ya,i keep thinking why oh why, the very person who give me hopes, shed me love, pouring me with sweetness and making me believe in fairy tale,
is the same person who destroy my life in a few second.

Sorry,i know i am still not mature enough back at that time.

I was thinking, if you hang on longer and bare with my immaturity, we can archieve eternity.
You didnt, and i let go.
and after a year, now i see things clearly, and i glad he made the decision that i never dare to make and set us free.

Sometimes,
breakup is the end of a chapter, and lets continue to the next path way of life.

I am more mature right now, and i am standing on my own without relying on anyone.
I learn to be happy by myself without falling head over heels a person regardless of how much burden he can bae despite the busy-ness of the course.
and the most i get from this,
i have indeed love my family and my friends more.

I never regret loving him and he is indeed a realy good boyfriend back then, that allow me to be myself, and always be there for me, being the one and only tree for me to prevent me from getting hurt.
I love you. I love-d you.
wtf i havent said this word for a year already omg.

and yup, if this ex boyfriend of mine is reading this le (dunno will read anot la, but imagine la ok =p ) , thanks for the memories, and i know we can be friends, maybe good friends who can check my english work for me HAHA, in the coming days =)

As for my current life,
.
.
.

i am looking forward to finish all my assignments wtf. -_-ll
write until so much in my blog and while the stupid IDM word document is eagerly waiting for me to finish up.

FICM Good Old Times~

2009-03-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday class is kinda nostalgic,when it is back to the FICM time whereby only 3 sampat guys in the class.
It is about 2 years ago when all of us come into Taylor's College with those dou deng naive naive,stupid stupid look and now all of us really change hell lot.
(after looking at the picture on the ADV attendance lists HAHA)

I am kinda happy with our class because all of us are sampat.
haha.
sampat people are fun to be with and i wont feel stress with them.
and the 3 malay,indian,chinese guy who is in our class make them seems more 'precious'.
*puking* hope they dont read our blog =p

of cause not forgetting through all the semester how we try to 'manja' with those lecturer and ask them give tips larh (especially Mr Boon from economic class), getting those event done, the first time present in front of the class, getting the bring-it-on spirit when in CRR class.
and then meet new friends in degree programme,mafia and all,
more sampat-ness in the class that make us so popular with noisy-ness.

oh my,i do grow up a lot.
and i started to like the way i live my life,
and how i am fated to be in here.
(or not i supposedly will be UCSI wn swt)

ok~
sudah happy express my thoughts to the world~
back to assignment time~~
YOSH!!~ gambate!

Lazy Bum

2009-03-22T11:27:00.003+08:00

Call me a lazy bum or anti social freak,or maybe facebook jakun -_-l

When i got the sudden syok-ness mode oli will update my blog.
and errr....a few days ago i only realise we can do chatting on facebook omg!!!
its like i just saw a magic but actually the whole world know about it earlier.(reali swt).

anyway,m.i.a again.
and currently i am addicted to plurk!!

look at the right side of the bar then you will see it.

deng deng deng --->

(if anyone interested in knowing my current status la,in case i got admirer HAHA *daydreaming as if it will b real =p *)

it is the second year of my degree and assignments are coming,and
i guess everyone know that we have to be more hardworking and add more substance in terms of writing our assignments.
ya,writing again,damn shit.that's why a bit sot sot right now.
write for a year,and then now start writing again T_T

in a way it is good larh,as in the brain juice will terpercik faster compare to last time when comes to writing =p.

ok,going back to assignment mode.
jia you people!
aza aza!!~~
will go slaugther the assignment asap and i am eagerly waiting for my $$ to shop HAHA.

my boots.
winter wear.
gloves.
sundressy.
*blink*

(slapping self from thinking and focus on assignment dulu!!)

Ah Sam Hou-Stress-Ah Day Out

2009-03-09T15:57:00.011+08:00

I got myself a new hair cut!!!!!!
Ya,i keep xing fen-ing with people and now i am still looking at the mirror 23123213 times a day and figure out how dou deng i am if i ever wear T shirt jeans and go out swt.
Went to Damansara The Curve and had a really good time there.
sam pat ness in uptown,yup,something new =p
Winter Warmer Release Stress Day,plus 3 jakunS
ya now we have grown up and turn out to be 3 bimbo(with brain and intelligence wn ok,not that kind of real bimbo) walking and as usual try all the clothes annoy people and yup,a new MNG bag..AHAHAHA

in Winter Warmer,nice place for afternoon tea,ya,and this is the daydream-of-prince-charming-look

two 'princes' of mine wtf

drama acting time.

NG when we try to pretend the royal palace scene. =p =p

good take ^0^

shopping girls (ya,we evolve from lala shopping bag to bodyshop and MNG)

sorry for the ss-ness,am happy for the bag i bought =D

ngo mei shan sifu

senior ngo mei shan dai zi

dou deng ngo mei shan dai zi

the lcy who always prepare to pose with whatever things that are reachable!!( will make a video next time. ahahahah)

me and the miss m.i.a,plus the rm25.90 platter that make us want to puke with so much of cheese and potatoes -_-ll

my beloved beaniez. *love*

end this post with an unkown aunty posing in front of Nike,and following unkown stranger again swt.

MoMo the emo

2009-03-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

this is momo the emo,my new family tree member,he makes me smile with his big mouth,and my mogi still alive ok! (for those who miss mogi hehe)

I love to crap, but sometimes when i open this browser,my mind is busy and multitasking until i forget what to blog,ended up closing this again and again.

I think i did this a few times??
but guess that my blog really dying because of my lazy ass-ness.

sorry people,i am feeling emo on the first day of college.
..
.
.
dotty.
cause uncle simon is not here already T_T

my sandwiches for 2 years T_T
the uncle who always have a friendly smile and make me feel at home,secure although i am in a college that seems so close yet so unfimiliar sometimes for me.
i remember a lot of things that he taught me,really.
about life,reality.
when i was so naive,and he is somehow there for me to listen to my whining,providing me free fruits and make me paiseh.
and the carnival stall thingy.
sigh,there goes the memories.

3months,
and everything in college changes so fast.
no more fimiliar faces,
i guess really kemelesetan ekonomi,
earn a living is hard,yeap.

me myself,
i also can see the changes,
and i am kinda shocked too,
however,
i think people keep changing but we are not realising it somehow.

what i can say is,things keep happening.
good or bad things,
at least now i am handling it carefully without pouring too much of emotion in it,
suddenly think of the song sings by Pussycat Dolls “When I Grow Up”
(aiyo can they dont sing this song so sexily anot,make it emo a bit marh!!blaming their sexiness pulak swt).

Mr Zulkiflee(i hope i spell it right gua..) talk about the introduction thingy,and i just make it a KISS.real KISS.
and it reminds me of my introduction back to FICM.
really omg, i change a lot, in terms of myself, and the way i think,my maturity.
i was a little girl back then.

but now i dont think i am.
for 3 months i have been meditating and hibernating.
although i miss the chance to gain experience in working,
but i guess what i gain is better than what i gain from work,
i am walking up to the life monarchy whereby self realization takes place

so,
as a result,the 3 months meditation works well when my temper is not that bad anymore.
no more ganster hsl,no more hsl the bully,no more hsl the girl who always fan toi.
i remember the poem i read last time named "If"
and the verse that keeps running in my mind.
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,"

When i can think for myself when the world doubt me,
and i can stand clearly for what i want,what i dream of,what i aim for.
We must know how to love ourselves before we want to love others,
care for ourselves before we start caring for others,
and things come around goes around,
fair and square.

this poem gives me a different meaning when i am in 20,and i hope those who read it will feel it too.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

-by Rudyard Kipling-

The last minute productive holidays

2009-02-22T11:34:00.009+08:00

Yalorh,now i only started to feel that holidays is going to be more productive (after such a long holidays eh...)
will post some of the pictures after all the meditation at home.
In a way,i dont think it is meditation le,cause instead of getting inner peace, i am bcoming MORE SYOK-NESS swt.
because of the upgrade level of xing fen-ness,i jump around more, and talking non stop making people feeling to kill me and somebody kesian betul kena pinch by me.
i even sprank my nerve,tendon,i dont know what ever larh, when i laugh too hard twice T_T

I really cant help it larh.
Finally, i know who is the culprit behind all this --> my yi kau fu.

Some action that he did and i dont think some of your uncles will NORMALLY do:
1. Play hide and seek with the son in Bollywood style
Example: "Ah wei,come catch me larh,ahahahahaha" (then you will see a 50+ uncle runnig around happily in the garden *big eyes rolling,shake head*

2. Cooking with the son,make some cupcakes and syok-nya create his own receipes ended up the cupcakes can use and baling dog

3. Blaming me,and making up stories about me.especially ME ONLY OMG.some examples of my daily life kena blame kao kao,although it is just for a joke,but super lame wan.

Example A: wear nice clothes cause i am going out marh, then here he goes again. "ah ma!!!(means hir mother,my popo), ah ling go pak tor, zhangwei, go follow ah ling to meet her boyfriend!!!....ah ling boyfriend hoh......blabla*a lot more to go,he is too good with telling stories*

Example B: learning to cook in the kitchen. "OH NO,FO ZOK FO ZOK(cantonese,in real gan cheung voice summore), the kitchen is in fire,ah ling is there killing our dinner,you are so cruel ah ling"

Example C: once there were some unidentifiedshit in the garden, and then that fellow go and accuse me :"ah ling lorh,shit on the garden" .
(what the.....and my biao di keep saying i shit on the garden as if it is real. T_T )

although it is sakit kepala,but i think it keeps everyone happy also, i can sacrifice myself for that OMG( or terpaksa sacrificed by him)

oh.oh.i just bought another new pet--->gui gui reborn!!!hohoho
baby guigui name is GUI LING GOU.!!!
ya,he is cute.
i though i want to buy a pair but only the one and only terry(before his name gui ling gou his name is terry =p),maybe is fate HAHA.

okok,now some pictures to show that i am PRODUCTIVE recently.

visited yi po,her house is just beside ALICE SMITH omg,oh,and the doggy is cute and chubby.

then is my Mic,getting bigger and horn'ier' -_-ll

i think this picture tells the whole world how i celebrated my V Day with this bunch of siao people,erm....or we more like kacau-ing the romantic atmosphere around the restaurant with our 3 8-ness.

my relatives(i dunno how to call them larh,sibeh complicated wn), i think i got the obsession for small kids la omg,maybe i take child physchology next time =)

oh,this is gui ling gou =)

this is his home,with beautiful rocks and a pot of greeny plant.(because its the cow year so we must have more green things in house what the)

in the toilet (dunno gui ling gou can tahan the smell anot)

my uncle name this "anjing suka cupcake"....anjing suka kerana keras sangat sehingga boleh hentam kepala anjing sehingga pengsan

Happy Belated V Day!!!

2009-02-16T00:38:00.003+08:00

ok,even myself got belated V day wn omg...!!!
i really eager to update but suddenly lost the interest and syok-ness larh after spend time exploring photoshop for the first time
(and i am totally lost in the photoshop omg)

but two of this photo is original wn ok!!
sorry people,my usual high-ness gone.
its 12.44am.
i am good girl and i am sleeping soon.
btw,i pok kai today and got back ache T_T
yoko yoko to the rescue !! *walking like old woman with tongkat*

bean photoshoot 1

bean photoshoot 2

i think i like the second picture more,gives me the FEEL.
you know,my usual FEEL.
coffee bean has an addictive aromatic smell,with a sprinkle of vanilla.
i think it is some kinda related how i want to write about life.
those emo post long long using coffee,bean,coffee bean,whatever to describe my life.
but,
now my eyes reali closing and zhou gong punya son melambai-lambai tangan calling me already. T_T

nitey people!

拜天空

2009-02-10T19:12:00.015+08:00

Ya, i know i said i will update soon but i take a week swt...

Gomenasai~ cause i am busy eating from morning till night.
CNY,fat cow year.
i am still eating CNY cookies although CNY has over....

so for bai tian kong,it is some sort of chinese culture whereby the Hokkien people give thanks to the Sky God(direct translation) for saving them from some sort of war stuff.
On the 9th day of CNY, my popo prepared whole day for the food and dont be shock looking at the food.
i wonder the Sky God eat so much will be a bit too full anot le.
I am Hakka so i dont bai tian kong,however after years of looking at popo bai tian kong,i think it will be something interested to blog about,since now i am waiting for my dinner also OMG.

Cameral roll!~
Pictures please pose~

Ang Ku Kuih, in different shapes, round shape is normal Ang Ku Kuih that we eat,the longy wan represents gold bar which only have on the 9th day of CNY.

Piggy Ang Ku Kuih, actually i am more eager to see a cow Ang Ku Kuih hoho

Kuey Chap (if not mistaken swt)

Fruits..

more fruits...ok,i know the caption seems so sei and obviously larh this is fruits or not leh!!!i think next picture of fruits will be more interesting that showing grapes,apple,orangey,mandarin bla.,...

Ya,i know peach is seducing you...hahahahaha.I usually drink peach drinks but i never tasted a real peach, this time i tasted one woohoo! the China peach is a seasonal fruits that only come on CNY,super nice and juicy.who want to try...?

need to wait until next year CNY muahahahahahaha.

Ong Lai~ Means money mari mari. =p

some traditional chinese paus stuff.the pink coloured taste like plain mantau but in the shape of peach(of cause the real peach taste better larh swt), and the yellow coloured wn is ji dan gao.oh,this wn really taste good i tell you,i eat a lot and ended up finishing bout quarter omg.

Fishy

Piggy.haha,i know i like to add the -y behind to make the words cuter.^^ the red ang pau,i forget the meaning of putting it already,i guess it is CNY gua,so everything need to be in RED.

chicken poser.i think the chicken really perasan lorh,even got pose punya.

for longevity

is a MUST to put sugar cane,because it reminds the Hokkiens how they were safe by hiding within the sugar canes which they believes is the God who helped them.

this i really tak tau,but it looks like some taoist thingy....

the fatest geong si(chinese vampire) you ever see in this world.

Flowers.

flowers delivery by hsl.

p/s: i am laughing that time,because it is so the heavy and stress to carry such a big vase when i am so small size -_-ll

the full view..i think that the sky god really eat a lot

i dunno what this is called,but these things needed to be burnt on 12am(really 12am, 00 minute 00 second)

this is gold,paper gold larh of cause,if i got so many gold i am filthy rich liao lo!

the usual starting

burning time!!!!me and my biao mei enjoy our time tossing the paper gold,it is even better if we burn mashmallow that time!!!

after burning all those,it is time to EAT!!..and then some syok-ness father son come with this look,really swt.

anyway,this is bai tian kong....

something my popo do every year.

i think it is a good practice though cause it brings us together with family. =)

Backy! Happy "Niu" Year (although is the 9th day of CNY omg)

2009-02-03T14:24:00.009+08:00

Dai ga hou, san nin fai lok!!!! (all in cantonese)

... really m.i.a cause i get into sick phase 1 and sick phase 2 until i phobia i get sick next time >_<>

(yes,really half a month,two weeks,14 days,and i lie there like a sick cow)

For your information, hamster has virus Ok!!

dont go to Pudu Street and just buy 2 Rm7 hamsters and ended up make the whole family get the Lymphocytic Choriomeningtis Virus.

the docotor even laugh at me when i tell him i got the sickness from hamster

i am so gonna give him the hamsters and see how he laugh at me when he got the virus too,humph..

before CNY and go lalala xing fen,jumping around and kacau people around.

camwhore with Mogi

my doggy manja look when i bring him for a stroll in my car,he is super big size now *eyes tearing and the proudness of a mummy*

and then here come sick phase 2.
Sick Phase 2, after recover i eat a lot of stuff,especially cookies.
The cookies lorh,seduce me,so here comes sore throat.sigh.
i support natural treatment so i dont go for the doctor
(partly i merajuk cause he laugh at me when i talk about hamster virus also)
and i just let it heal by itself.

sigh,so there goes my 3 weeks being a sick cow(is cow year,so we must use the noun 'cow' more often)
... in the past weeks really miserable,porridge, bread,milo everyday.
and people go eat CNY cookies, ba gua,i go makan fruits pulak swt....
so to cheer myself up i went and watch the Korean drama "Coffee Prince"
omg,really omg,i in love with the drama so much,especially Han Kyul and Eun Chan!!
in drama love sick mode (now still gt a little bit cause i am hearing "WHite Love Story" again and again)

guys who make coffee really attractive,of cause the body build up also must like Han Kyul only ok larh

Go Go Eun Chan! (sometimes i wish i am a guy.like her)

i think only Korea drama got the power to make everybody chen zui in the drama whereby i got those "in love look" even though i am drinking plain white water and my biao mei drinking fizzy drinks in front of me.
(she purposely seduce me sei ye)

oh.oh...and my B Day. erm,that time i still sick T_T seems so miserable,when i sore throat and i am 20 years old B Day.
luckily God still sayang me and give me big suprise on my B day.
I thought it will be a lonely one,but it is another way round. =)
go for some B day Shopping(yala,i am a total shopaholic)..
with the sick cow look and caps on i even got the energy go to Parkson and sao huo and a cute low heels omg,going shop for another one soon^^

this is called sick cow happiness

and then my big family also gives me a big suprise,throwing me a party with big feast.
since is CNY, so all the lou sang,and my uncle even order some sumtous food from his restaurant for me.

my yummy fresh cream cake that i requested for,thanks daddy and mummy^^

ya,since i can only eat one or two dishes,but i am happy everyone is there for my B day.
a lot of wishes, unexpected smses, phone calls.
thanks, really suprised and happy to hear from all of youS.
ya,i guess i am really lucky and hang fuk.
(with double ang pau also of cause HAHA =p )

my CNY is rreally a blast,
sick cow is sick cow,
but my CNY stil very colourful and vibrant.
Gamble larh,fire crackers and stuff. and i like the part when i receive ang pau the most =p maybe it seems that i am easily get happy by small things,but aren't that is the best?

before i go into sick phase 2,stil ss-ing cause too excited after gamble.

FOOD!!!!really nice larh,who want to go to my uncle's restaurant have a try can give me a call,mari makan~

lou sang

fire crackerS,more in the store room,ya,my uncle is buying fire cracker as if he is the seller.

the new generation of edison scandal look

poser

Happy Chinese New Year everyone~
dont be a sick cow, be a hardworking cow,and wear more green colour stuff this year beacause cow like green grass.
I keep telling people this over and over again..hehe.

*will be updating the bai tian kong post soon*

erm...

2009-01-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

ok..me also speechless here.
suspected to get dengue or chikungunya fever or Lymphocytic Choriomeningtis Virus from hamster T_T

now is good that college start late or not i need to buy tons of long sleeve shirt,stocking,boots whatever to cover my raches...sigh.

going to do blood test tomorrow and hope everything will be ok. =(

(Aunty Talk Post) ...Table Cloth, Potato & Steak

2009-01-14T00:12:00.005+08:00

Oh,it has been a week since my last post.
Luckily this time my sibeh mood just maintained for half a day then go *poof*
seems that I have success in my meditation *eyes tearing*
I guess i just want my 2009 to be a happy and enjoyable year with the newest anti FIL action woohoo!

as for the table cloth,potato and steak aunty talk-the hottest topic in the aunty 8 world....

not that i am going for fine dining.
neither am i going to work as a waitress swt.
or am i hungry....

is just something me and lcy talk about the last time we cook porridge on the phone.
she started it first and we talked for....erm...3 and the half hours?
so much of steaks and potatos.
hahaha...

and how i was brought back to those old imagination when we are kids,primary school kids, or secondary school kids.
when our mind still floating in the sky and imagining the impossible things and some.
woot..!!!!!
it really come true....
but oh well,for some part,but NOT all the part ngam mou lcy.

have fun talkin,talkin, and keep talkin with the topic and lets spread the beaniez-ism towards the world *meditation pose*
sorry for my hyper-ness,i really dunno whats going wrong with my neuron,neuron transmiter,medula oblangata ( it just comes into my mind of what i learnt last time in my biology class).

oh,and less update because its

SPRING CLEANING TIME!!!!!

redocorating, and re-allocating my new coffee meditation assignment place at popo home.
re-paint,renew my home furniture for home.
ahhh~~~~~
all the fresh-ness for 2009.

For the first time i am so eagerly looking forward for my days in 2009.
especially the start of something new part. *hearts*

I hope everybody have the same feeling as mine too =)

Not Happy....

2009-01-07T21:16:00.003+08:00

Results are out...
and in sibeh mood again(for me sibeh means in a sei mood)..
sigh.
i am losing my battling spirit.

I always put efforts in my work.
but the result is not what i am looking for.
i am putting effort,but am i doing it in the wrong way,or apa?
tolong larh saya.
well, i am slacken in my second semester i guess.
the same on semester 1.

i never though of New Year Resolution,but i think i got one now,

its time to stop drama acting and dreaming and get my ass back into studies like i never did it before.

I SWEAR I TELL YOU.
OVER MY DEAD BODY.

P. Ramlee likes to eat Satay Kambing..

2009-01-02T18:07:00.013+08:00

Havent been updating because my baby camera was sent to the Sony Centre to be repaired.
and now it is back,my whole new baby!
Feel fresh using it for my goody new 2009. =)

and i think next time my blog will be more to posting pictures and less on talking.
i know i talk too much sometimes.sobsobsob.

As for the reason why i know P. Ramlee like to eat satay kambing.
because beaniez sang k on the last day of 2008, and we suddenly have the idea of singing P. Ramlee song---> Satay.
is a nice song ok!you can try it when next time karaoke session.

Things happen on the day of countdown.

Wong Kok Car Can Teng for dinner.nice view.but the food really ng dim.a lot of seafood.

outside of Pavillion.we though of running into LV if any crowd outrage happened.hahaha

and beaniez again.thanks to their friend ah pek the photographer.

10:30pm--inside of Coffee Ban cafe to wait for fireworks strategic view.erm.....we are stalking some turquoise T shirt guy cause he and his gang rampas strategic place to watch fireworks.

meanwhile,some Bean time together =p. Onggie

HSL

LCY,another m.i.a. person reappear.

we were playing "migration" in Coffee Bean.from inside,to outside, and the most strategic place.deng deng deng~~~ in front of the KLCC view,the first row ok.woho

some unknown guy suddenly pose for me and give me some flirtatous look, really LOL for the last day of 2008

one minute before 2008 ended

last minute ss-ness before i am 20

and there goes the celebration with balloons...

....fireworks.....

and girlfriends =)

another significant number.the time i went back to onggie house.first time.damn scared larh.like small kid did wrong things punya feel swt.

it is me and my beaniez first time to celebrate New Year with a bunch of crowd.
i guess it is a special experience for three of us the ah sam to go there.
life is filled with sweet bitterness.
but it worth living when it comes with appreciation.

once again Happy Moo Moo Cow Year everybody!!!!!
for those that i didnt send sms to, must be i lost your number swt.
byebye sibeh 2008 & hello 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) =)
..............as for the new year wishes I wish for under all the fireworks and Coffee Bean Cafe, its a secret.

I hope it will come true.
Qi Dai-ing~

Pictures

2008-12-21T22:17:00.018+08:00

Lalala~~
first and foremost, Happy Dong Zhi!!!!
i think everyone now is eating a bowl of tang yuan and having a great time with family.... =D =D =D

some pictures from the past,and the present.
Ya,i admit i am vain from the inside,sometimes.
Woho!all clothes that i am wearing is from my previous shopping spree.
yeah me.finally i have the feel to be perasan again.
omg i so miss that HSL la wei. =p =p

thinking whether is it right to be perasan

me and my violin @_@ (i wish i am a guy,then i can kill all the girls with my yeng-ness.muahahahahha)

omgomg.i like this shot.so not me in a way -_-ll

ok,i dunno why my sudden obsession in this kinda style.

omg.this is hot and i forget i live in Malaysia pulak

my newly bought cap!!.yeepee.denim colour again^^

yup,i from all girl school...but we rocks larh ok, we do what guys should be doing for 5 years =)...take that.HAH

when we represent school for Drama, everybody is so united and sacrifice their time for Drama practice, although we do not shine in fornt of the judge...

Dba Sayangku, long time didnt meet her =(

Guess who is this siao ka behind the tigger fan.omg.i miss my tigger fan when our school always dont have electricity -_-ll

erm...the usual acting kerja amal for Moral Project,but wei!!!we really do it ok. *angelic student look*

guess who again..i miss the mushroom head =p

miss selekeh but she is super good in add math(look at the way she put her glasses),i sued to her selekeh-ness during secondary school.

what is this lerh.....moo moo cow punya eyes~~~~ wohohohohohoho..i actuali dissected once, and who want to be my white mouse next...muahahahahahahhaha

6 of us....how we spend our time studying,face PMR,SPM, competition,this, that,our favourite canteen time, and also the way we act as "good student" in Biology class.erm.i mean..all the class.

CYA......we visited HIV patients, feel how they feel.and how we sing "Top of the World" on the first day...super swt..

merentas desa,and hp advertisement. i miss Payang too.my Malay partner sit beside me and always talk to me,play with me and she sleep in class, while Lai Lai is there watching her and ngam ngam cam cam.

I think this is one of the best random snapshop i took.cause,this is happiness.

soo hui hamster look..hahahhahhahaha...d animal lover.and also cold joker.still the same until now omg.

when times we enjoy each other companion and be crazy(ok larh, i know my look is so crazy that time.....T_T T_T T_T )

and we are always there to play around, to make each other life more meaningful because got this kinda lame-mo friend in my life.( jz fa jue lcy long time dont ss oledi.)

ahahahahahhaha...ernie..our ah head in the class.( sorry ernie, i serach very long liao but i dont have your che4 mian4 punya pic...paiseh...)

the biggest gathering ever.....and i remembered i went to supermarket like ahsam with onggie to buy fruits pulak, and chased lcy all over for some food

we celebrate Chritsmas together,and we all wear pink together without realising....again.i remember i got serious sore throat, crawl to MV, and still wanted to talk non stop -_-ll

beaniez again..cheong k...WE LONG TIME DONT CHEONG K LARH.....i wn to jump on the sofa.ish.ish.

the beaniez and cm after a year of graduation from Princess High School.from the picture,we can see a different us.everyone has faced hardship, but we still have a smile on face,because of each other. =)

-The End-

Life is fun,crazy, absolutely out of my mind

2008-12-17T12:45:00.008+08:00

After AGES of staying home and be a maid.
I am going crazy....really mad i tell you.

for those who like me,you will be happy cause i am going to update my blog frequently....WOOHOO!!!!
because i am plain bored in the house.
after days of being follow-the-rules-orders-wash-the-clothes-take-this-take-that maid mode.

I am not a homey person i guess....staying for a few days its ok.
for a week at home!?!?!?!
omg...i just wish i cn get the car key,sneak out and go "zoom zoom" somewhere that i likey to grab a cup of coffee.
pure relaxation.
sigh.

erm,weird for the sudden ss-ness?
there's a reason behind.
thanks to the blogger sweatlee, her blog rocks.

i laugh and have a good time looking at her blog and how life can be tough and fun,depending on how you treat life as it is.
It is also amazing she can still find Prince Charming in this world, with love at first sight.
and four years of relationship.
this is plain amazing. =)

i am not obsessed or desperate for love.
but who doesn't want a prince charming be there for you whenever you need him?
oh well,let it flow barh~
at least now i am super clear what i want.
and elated to found out that miracle happens in the simplest way ever.

thanks for the sweatlee-ness. =p
read her blog people,it is sothedamnfunny.
the "suet" rocks.(including me also....wohohohohohohoh) =p

after so much of meditation,i just realised i am closing myself in a small area,to heal.
i am taking my life too seriously, because i dont want the same situation to happen again till i miss the fun out of it.
it is good to have your own path to walk on and enjoy life as how it is..

Dou deng violin beginner

2008-12-16T11:30:00.016+08:00

I just had my second class on last saturday and everything is going smooth sailing.....
of cause not forgetting to add a lot of spices in my life.

The normal conversaion going on when i practise violin:

"aHAhahahAHAhahA"
(roars and laughter because of the violin creepy sound,and they said i suck at it -_-ll)

"ah ling, lei gui shu ar?"
(translation:ah ling,are you chopping off the tree?)

"ah ling,lei tong zhu ar?"
(translation: ah ling, are you killing a pig)

"ah ling, lei tong gai ar"
(translation: ah ling, are you killing a chicken)

"ah ling ar....."
(action movie is going on when my biao mei and biao mei rush to me and want to try out my violin, ended up i takng the violin running the whole house........again......-_-ll )

yup.life in my popo house is always in this way and i dunno how long will this be.
i am just at the beginning when i am still learning open string and bowing technique swt.
love the feeling of violin btw.

what i like about it is: feel.
feel the violin and how you match your body movement with it.
now i know why violinist close their eyes when they play instruments.

hope i am not too old to catch up with music ^0^

It is cold outside......

2008-12-09T00:24:00.009+08:00

It keeps raining this few days and the weather is extremely cold,a hot milo will be the most xing fu things for me right now =p
After looking at all the comments(although only two or three), but really appreciated it a lot a lot. =)
I dont need a lot of friends,or maybe some stranger ABC to be my friend when they just want me to fill in their friend list, but friends who willing to listen, to bear, and understand, respect you as who you are.
great lesson for me.yup.

No more words today and all will be pictures.

me and my beloved doggy--> Mickey!!!
recent update of him: love biting, manja betul, going for another injection soon,eat oatmeal and egg for breakfast swt.

naughty look of Mickey^^

the cockroach case in my house...damn funny,how me and my bro try to catch this flying cockcroach ended up both of us running away screaming like hell, erm....and scare away the cockcroach. -_-ll

the ss and ultimate naughty xiao di di as usual that 'brigten' my holidays

...................steal my pressie and i have to chase him all over the house......

hahahahahahaha....the shopping part also.i am so happy that i have reach another level whereby i can go broke in a single day. =)
Forever 21 is my new love.sweater tops,knt tops,vest,turtle neck,belts,hats....crazily in love with western winter style.~
and the best part will be the jacket i bought from Forever 21,adore the details inside the jacket =p......(ok,no more shoping.sigh)

celebrate lai yi B Day at Tony Roma Restaurant...woohoo~~~ makan time~ the starter

some sandwiches(i forget the name larh..)

more sandwichey......(me order this,but this taste okok only)

expensive dish.cost RM30+...but the 3 sisters of Tiang(my mum,my lai yi,my yi ma) complained that the prawn is rubbery and miss manager terpaksa come and listen to their whining, and oh,they got 2 vouchers for free dessert.

really indeed salute them for their o-ba-sa ness.

save the best for the last =)... beef ribs and the quater chicken is certainly the best of the day.finger lickin'

making TAKO at home......small size TAKO...we can open stall sooner or later..hehehe.

erm....destroyer as usual..

=) my violin class started last Saturday.

one thing to say for my first class: prepare yoko yoko cause you will ended up neck pain,wrist pain,finger pain,joint pain =s. learning comes with a price.and i am willing to take it.

and a picture of me who ever who miss me =p.
because will be m.i.a again.
going to have a so called vacation in SJMC.
coi.touchwood.am ok.not me who admited to hosp.lol.

Early note: dont read because another long wordy post.

2008-12-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

I am back in front of the computer screen.blogger screen.typing.and stop.
3 months holidays, and it is a whole summer vacation for Australia.
for me.i keep saying i am busy with life.
but am i busy with my life?or am i filling my life with things and stuff to stop me from thinking crap.
or giving me the space to inhale.to breathe in.to mediatate?

I have the sudden urge to write after looking at lcy's blog after her blog officially close down for so long.
i mean WAY LONG.nearly lost contact her.
but i know she is doing good.the best i can say.

hereby, i really want to express my jealousy.
really lcy.
i am so jealous of you.
for the life you have right now.the environment.your studies.

but at the same time.i am glad that you are doing good.
no nid hsl to naggy u again.

as for myself.
i am really confused by myself.
sometimes i even blame myself for my childish-ness.or naive-ness.
too easy to believe, trust and give in.
ended up hurting myself so much that i am totally lost.

and i really mean it.
lost.
the society seems so horrible.
its all about using each other.until you have nothing left, and they just left you there alone, while you still hoping they will turn their head to you, give you a hand and ................
that is just my imagination.

is it media industry a more complicated industry compare to other industry?
you need to be firm.tough.and oh well.cold blooded.
but for now.i am scared.
since the 'incident', i have no more feeling anymore.
after the flared up case, i am totally immune.
i dont have a damn hope on anyone.
anyone seems to be just.....human.nothing more.
i cant even put any feeling to them.

my words turns out harsh.
my feeling is so numb.
and my acting skill is nearly perfect,
when i can smile and talk to you in this second
but when i turn my back,i can just be emotionless.

now i am adjusting my life, and living in my comfort zone that is now more strictly for those who are in my zone.
for others,i deal with them as if i am dealing with clients.
if i am so vulnerable,i scare i am not suitable for this course.

bout for mass communication.i really have my passion towards it.
deep passion.that make me want to go deeper to explore, to be a part of it.
now i understand why people choose their passion in their life rather than finding a job with fix income.
with passion,we can go further.we wont give up.and we want more of it with enthusiasm.

what am i talking?
omg.i just type without thinking,and yup, i like talking, but writing and talking to myself seems comfortable too.
right now i wonder in my college,what my friends think about me?
am i a girl who just smile and look so fake to you?
or am i so un-approachable.or maybe i look like a dumb ass when my social skill so the cha beh.
a nerd is a good description for me too when comes to assignment,my serious-ness usually scares people away.haha.
a bit kiddy sometimes and like dou deng ? -_-ll

i am not sure.but it should be others and how they perceive me as.
and now i dont even have the intention to change how others think about me.
at the mean time, i also so dissapointed and stop asking people to change to become better.
i know it wont work.i mean it wont work at all.
really.ended up hurting yourself.
and they dont even appreciate the heart, the effort you put in just because you want them to have the best in life as friend.
and oh well,not forgetting even et scolded, or pissed off by people when you did that.
i know i cannot blame anyone.no one.not even one.it is me who doing this kinda thing to change hoping the best for people.for friend.
what you have done,is seems so natural.
natural until the extend i am turning my head away,completely.

sigh.why suddenly i seems so emo and all this kinda feeling flowing out.
no more anger,its over.it is more to dissapointement.

back to the simplest solution,i guess be yourself is the best right?
what my gor commented on me is so the accurate,i am still a kiddy in heart, 19 years old still go manja on the phone swt.
but this kiddy is back with full of energy,being herself, and yup, welcoming the ugly society with a smile on the face.

lalala~
so much of crap today.
if anyone of you have read and follow my lines until here, really,i am happy.contented.
that means you,the person who is reading,i know you care about me, or at least want to know what is happening in my life.
i am open to find friends who come in any good circumstances =)
sigh.life ah life......
(seems so ah po)

siginig off.
and promise.no more long post,will be cheerful post next time =p

Hate you Internet Connection

2008-11-24T11:37:00.009+08:00

Serdang brilliant internet connection virus is coming again.
making me huo bao and need to press the word 'refresh' a dozen times to load a page.
sigh.

My C Box is not working.
so anyone who leave message there(omg,i hope i am not perasan larh~).
i cant see.sorry >_<

having a good holidays until now.

and violin test class coming on friday.

dancing class cancel cause costly T_T

and i just get myself a good companion. =)

he will be a good friend of mine.

a loyal one,sincere,ke ai,leng zai,guai guai one.

haha~

1 month baby mickey. =)
we call it mickey because the doggy is so cute, that have the combination of both of my cousin sisters characteristic
--------------like to sleep like a pig and got depression feel (ke ai BETUL!)

so~ since their name both start with the initial "M", the name "Mickey" is born!!!!wohohohohohohohohohoho.

paiseh paiseh..too ss already @_@
no pictures because digi cam is nt at my side.

just saw bloggies and found out that a lot of people emo-ing.
i dunno the real reason.
but some kinda get the meaming behind of all this kinda stuff.
i guess whats different shape us between human and animal is...feeling and relationship.

well,no more elaboration on this topic.
for those who are in doubts,can find me and talk.
free to call and yam cha-ing.
that's what friends about ngam mou.

beaniez and cm,
this year really feel that life is a shit for 6 of us.
never mind.
we are getting through this together.

LCY,gayao in your studies,but you must jaga diri also ok dokie,dont sini ask people go drink wter,sendiri tak ada jaga diri.
OMY, omg....i always see this sei ye already,nvm, but nid to naggy her also.dont go busy wih people stuff, take sometimes to look at your future and stuff also.
Ah nia, CM ah tao, also another wn busy with hoemwork and stuff and less updates...will call you soon and update.also need to talk bout genting plan.wait for my lovey call o~~
Catty, catty lao gong,another cold blooded people that always tell me cold jokes and make me laugh while i have those kinda shit, lovey you, although you are the pain on the neck =p.
Ernie, save the best for the last, this people.say me sha po le ah.really long time dont update with you already, sobby, dunno what happen to you, but gayao,all of us are here.

GaYao!

p/s: will less update because i am lazy to type.next post will post picture of Mickey. *blinkblinkblink*

Happy Holidays~

2008-11-19T13:25:00.005+08:00

Happy holidayss people~
Just gonna blog because i am so the phobia about blogging after finish the IPD blog,posting 10 post in a row for 2 days @_@

anyway,life goes on and here comes my 3 months holiday.
dont have any feel for holidy mood when you get busy in the next moment because life is a shit in 2008.
this and that.blabla.
i hate it.but i am lovin' it too.
because the damnest thing in this world makes you grow up.
and let you realise who will be the one who stand besides you till the end of time.

i guess this is the end of semester 2.
changes.
this is the word i think of for this semester.
everything happens so fast.until i cant keep track of it.
lost my way.confuse of who i am.what am i doing.what should i do.
however,after being busy and thinking for a few days.
no more thinking.and this is how things remain.

and next year will be a fresh start for me and how i should handle my own life and studies

=)

i miss all my friends larh.those that i long time dont contact.
from princess high school, minda ceria, family tree members and some close internet friends.

i guess when you gone through some biggy things, you are forced to think.
to accept.to live with it.to overcome it.
and the hardest thing in the world is.
be happy with it.

but now.
am really happy with what i have.
although i am nw dealingwith a pool of shit.
well,
as if i care.
i am living my own life now,
and eagerly looking forward for my future in the world of comm.

before ending this post,
i just added a song to everybody listen^^
"Just Wanna Be With You" by HSM3.

well,some people will start snerling and laughing at my kiddy-ness.
as if you acting like an adult and keep putting yourself in a pessimistic thinking,your damn selfish act will help you be happy in your life.
(oops,my chiily paddy-ness still here)
but for me, the song really give me the strength to move on in this sibeh complicated world.

dont give up to this harsh world when you face obstacles in life.
i am still keeping my hope and expectation towards this world.
not to change.
but to influence.

Here's a message to the new borns, waiting to breathe: if you believe then you can achieve. Just look at me, against all odds 'though life is hard, we carry on, livin' in the projects, broke with no lights on. To all the seeds that follow me- protect your essence, born with less, but you still precious.

-Tupac Shakur, Smile-

=)

2008-11-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

Never do i feel so........hmm...i dont know how to describe this feeling.
a sprinkle of happiness, a sense of contentment, and a bit of self satisfaction.

I was lost.
but i have found the ray of sunlight in my life.

More to gain in the future.
a better hsl.
but same ss-ness.
a little difference.
but still trying to spread her tiny hope towards the world.

Not expecting too much for the world to change.
But i will try to make it a better day for those who are besides me.

Special thanks to my family,
to let me re-gain the simplicity that i have lost few days ago.

简单就是幸福。

Dear Life,

2008-11-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

-post censored-

Love,
HSL

Listen Up Yo Princess High School People

2008-11-02T11:12:00.004+08:00

Ok.
i know i shouldnt be blogging.

but this is an exception cause somebody call me in the middle of the night and make me scream out of xing fen-ness.

khemkhem *clearing throat*

Dearly people who are from Princess High School,

SYAFEEKA is back in action!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calling me in the middle of the night and i just got her new number and stuff

people who want to contact her just sms me to get her number ok dokie.

big plan coming up in December.
HSL organiser will be back in action after i finish my assignments. =)
(i am gonna enjoy my assignments SO MUCH.^^)
omg. i suddenly miss all those memories when i was in high school.

and i couldnt believe i cakap non stop malay yesterday swt.
truly communication student.
and syafeeka, if you see this post.
leave comment to show me your existence ya~
and jangan jealous of my cantik-ness. HAHA

CYA Memories

Puan Nalla's wedding. The Spirit of Perak =p

erm..HSL perasan picture will be back.because syafeeka jealous tengok moyang yang sexy gorgeous with admirers yang banyak sekali sehingga keterhinggaan =p

Everlasting friendship.

signed, sealed by Princess High School students from 5 Tanjung 2006

Omgoody, my so not the updated cob webby everywhere blog -_-ll

2008-11-01T15:43:00.003+08:00

sorry for the cob web on my bloggy. T_T
nowadays really kinda busy,or more or less lost the interest to blog as assignments piling up.
however,
will like to left a footprint here before i finish my 2 weeks of hibernating nerd mode as 3 of the major assignments are coming up.

i cant believe i am finishing semester 2.oh my...my degree programme going to end in 2 years time.
2008 is a year that change my life.
yes,indeed it is.
360 degree change.
and how i am forced to be mature.to be sensible.to control my emotion.to continue with my life when i feel all upside down inside my heart.
oh well,
life goes on right?

i am still alive here.
and i hardly believe i can even smile and have fun,
appreciating the time i had with my popo shopping, play curling hair with my biao jie, talk with fatty junny and zat him, manja with little zhang wei etc.

hereby a post.to show my appreciation to the world. =)

i love you popo.
for kicking my ass early in the morninn, korek me and paksa me fetch u to GIANT =p

i love you cha siew.
to curl my hair until i like.......erm.........lioness -_-ll

i not so the love you but kinda like you junny.
for giving me orange juice, promoting me the cornflakes and THANK YOU for not letting me eat , plus the japanese wine that you give me, and of cause,making me FAT like you. ^0^

i love you zhang wei sei ye.
my cutie little biao di who do silly face and refuse to huggy me =(

i love you beaniez.
well.you two know it.this has once more strengten our frienship.perhaps letting me believe in what is called "ordinary miracle".
Lao poS that i will stick with them till the end of my life.

i feel i am so the lucky when i got so many people always be there for me.
and this is why i can stay strong as who i am.
to be me while i living in a sibeh complicated world.

and making me realise i have more courage in me to face the world with you all. =)

.
.
.
.
.
and someone i would like to special thanks.
for all the advices and siao-ness to cheer me up.

i am very the ok the dokie already.
woohoohooo~~
3 more major assignments to do.
and a future is waiting for me to to fight for...

and lai yi.please stay strong.

cause all of us here are with you to face this hardship.

i dont belong to any religion.

but please.

if there's really God in this world,

i pray sincerely.

she will be ok.

Late Night IPD Work with Cadbury, Neslo, Sticky Sesame Black Nose Thingy

2008-10-11T22:30:00.008+08:00

Online and blog for a while since now i cant do anything.
by keeping this dungu-look-with-aunty-hairband-and-blacknose-thingy.

Write IPD stuff until i go crazy until i decided to pamper myself.
bancuh myself a cup of Neslo (still need improvement,not really nice T_T)
do some facial srubby.
eating ZIP cadbury. (my favourite..yeepee!)
rapping some poor mickey zai tat i kidnapped home yesterday.
online blogging.
and no msn to prevent tangan gatal T_T.

aihs.
life goes on with so many homeworks.
now i just hope i can finish the IPD essay fast.
*praypraypraypraypraypraypray* .hard

oh ya!
one more thing before go into my short term aunty hibernation mode.

MEDIA CARNIVAL!!!!

woohoo people~~ (trying to seduce people)
.
.
.
sorry that i dont have the time to describe more about the event.
cause i am plain frustrated and stress for my IPD.

so.
in conclusion.

you people out there who see this post,
go to my media carnival if you LOVE ME!

simple.nice.straightforward.
so i hope i see fimiliar faces on that da for my media carnival.
ok dokie?
*blinkblinkblink*
(sorry people, intellectual way of persuasion is reserved for assignments, so bimbo tactic is used.LOL)

click here for the link MediaCarnival08

brief details about Taylor's college Media Carnival for the Year

Venue : Leisure Commerce Square, TCPJ

Date : 18/10/2008, Saturday

Time: 10am - 6pm

a lot to be expected in this media carnival..
and yes.
a lot to be done for me.

gayao everyone!
believe in yourself that you can strive, and shine.
not going to give up.

Bring it On!

In Super Tension Mode

2008-10-08T17:00:00.004+08:00

i dunno why am i blogging about this.
but semester 2 is killing me bit by bit.

maybe this is a good remind to be stayed in my bloggy.

I am not going to lost my inner peace cause of stress-ness.

no huo bao hsl.
no suddenly fire up hsl.
no sui bian DL people hsl.
no planning to put-gurney-sack-on-lecturer-and-hit-the-damn-fellow-this-kind-of-thinking hsl.
no.no.no

only homework in the mind...
hmmmmm~~~~
meditation on.

a lot more to go. =(

i wont give up on this course for any circumstances.
YOSH!!!!!!
aza aza!!

My Hols sama dengan TAK DE hols

2008-10-05T16:11:00.005+08:00

Now i at somehere some place in this whole wide world,
lying there with air cond and korek-ing the comforter and hiding inside,
facing the damn laptop.

It seems that my holidy is going to finish in a few more hours.

sad-nya.
will be going into a more nerdy mode as asignments coming up.

so this bloggy will be abandon for a while T_T
will update if i suddenly got the syok sendiri mode. =p
a picture to brighten up the day before going back to college and face more assignments, lecturers, carnival, shit, and stuff...

smile people,lets face damn DL semester 2 together!!!

Bukit Tinggi trip post will be super the belated -_-ll.....stay tuney~

Love is in the air??? Nah~ tak de la~

2008-09-18T22:11:00.003+08:00

love is NOT in the air larh,in the taggy only.
taggy by ernie zai.
i miss my beaniez and cm.
sob.sob.

dearly beaniez and cm,
i am having holiday after this week!!
meet me barh~~
although got assignments i stil wil fly out to see you all.
miss....miss.....

and onggie,be strong.i di sini.
all of us are here.

-Taggy START-

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
erm, screw him and make him into cha siew pau?? never think of it =p

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i just want all my love oneS in my life be happy,of cause, me inside the picture also larh~

3. Whose lips would you like to bite?
none.LOL

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
shopping =D =D =D

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
agree with ah nia answer, who knows what will happen in the future.but wont tink more bout it.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i prefer mutual.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i really dont know about this.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
be happy for him i guess

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
my gfS =)

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
muahahahahhahahha. (is this an answer..?)

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
OMG.i will b named aunty HSL.and is shorty aunty i guess -_-ll
of cause.will be a cute,pretty,successful aunty with friends,family,laogong,babies,cars,house....woohoo~ i am in dreamland~~

12. What's your fear?
Lost of my love oneS.being hurt until got the super sibeh look again =s

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
ernie zai is so busy with life liao.so long dont update with her..(this is what in my mind only..)
T_T T_T

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i rather be myself

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
use my leggy to korek the pillow until shuang shuang =p

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
80% is d max.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i am not lobak heart de

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i guess time cures.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
its complicated..HAHA

20. List 6 people to tag
-huahua
-muimui
-joanne
-chern lin
-kms
-eva
-siapa saje

For the first time i ate two bowls of rice

2008-09-15T21:48:00.005+08:00

MuahahaHahahAhaha

P/s : if you are hungry, please dont like at this bloggy post to prevent yourself from eating up the pc =p

everytime there's a festival celebration i will sure update my bloggy because of all the FOOD i makan.
and for sure, everytime after talking about food, the guilt comes in and will scream when i stand on the weighing scale.

oh.oh.lets focus on the food part,and not the weight increases part =s

muakakkakakaka..prawnny!!!my favourite dish @_@

ah mei curu makan dulu (she snatches a lot of mushroomy)

guigui also hungry and come to the patio and find popo again

dinner served!

more prawns! with asparagus!!!!

walarh~i am so lucky damn it.love you popo!

ice kacang session for dessert

my uncle retired job will be Ica Kacang Lou with fat Tummy

HSL home made ice kacang (i miss the kao kao gula melaka compare to this wan...hitting melaka and buy it soon.yesh!)

sigh.

i am such a typical Malaysian.

food plays a major part in my life ^^

No More Stress-nya~~

2008-09-13T22:53:00.010+08:00

OK!!
finally in the weekend i am sitting in front of the pc blogging and not looking at the damn IPD and GS that screw me.

updates bout me for last week.
well, its all about academic stuff and i dont think people will have the interest listening to that.
have some emo moment as i trying to balance my life.
sorry for people who i made them worry. >_<

my life is full of joy although last week is so damn busy.
the existence of a small cutie doggy make me happy and yupyup.
i am going to love her for the rest of my life. =)
my dearly YAO YAO!!!

ke ai betul lerh~ dont jealous ya people~ will take more pictures of her next time. ^0^

and i think she looks like my doogi, that makes me keep caressing doogi when i drive back home everytime.

oh....and a picture of my busy look when doing IPD and GS.some sei ye kacau me. LOL

steve steve help us take care of YAO YAO when we are busy with assignment.

wait for mummy to finish work YAO YAO.will come back to you soon ^^

p/s: dont know why,it is a special feeling when you once commited to a small little cutie creature.

i am glad to have her.and yup.i feel the burden,the commitment..but i willing to take it.

and i feel i got the responsibility of a mother or what so over that make me want to protect her and cant wait to see her grow up.

i dont want the gui gui situation to happen to you yaoyao,and i will try my best to take care of you together with them.

omg.i am becoming a dog lover -_-ll

oh.oh.lets not forget to mention my latest shopping spree---> lingerie from Young Hearts!!!
xing fen betul.
cause look so cutie and dreamy feel.
ter"spend" 100 bucks on lingerie WTH.
haiz.seems like tighten belt days are coming.
eating sandwich everyday T_T

more updates tomorrow!! tomorrow will be a feast..

woohoo~~ ME love family gathering.

of cause i like the makan session more larh.

just hope that i can learn some and cook for all my dearly friends to eat when go Bkt Tinggi. muahahAahahaAaaa
( i will prepare medicine for you all..dont worry ^0^)

and i miss the four poster bed i slept in Colmar Tropicana(French Village) last year

wishing hard the room got bath tub also.
*pray*pray*
cant wait for my next trip!!!!

p/s: sorry people, hyper today after drinking my home made honey milk. AWESOME!!!

* i am high......* ss punya high*

One more post before i go into nerd mode.

2008-08-31T10:29:00.003+08:00

Assignments are piling up and i havent reactivated my nerd mode. =s

have a lot of fun nowadays although sometimes sibeh-ness slip in and make me such an emo person.
but oh well, there are friends who cheer me up.
bring me go kia kia perhaps influence me to become si lepak =p....

will be in control next time.
(this is for somone to read also =p )

but still looking forward for the new plan for quality time spending =)
some pictures for updates what happen in my life in previous week.

p/s: when i look at all the pictures my mind just go "WAO"....omg.it is just within 7 days and time really flies when you had fun. ^0^

doogi first trip to melaka, and how he being atached to the stering -_-ll

chicken rice ball!!and meet Geoffrey in Melaka.really such an coincidence

late night kia kia~

satay celup!!makan!! i miss the mushroomy

cendol!!!! cravin' for more kao kao black sugar cendol *blink*

sing K~~~ or more to Shout K

love is in the air for the guys

witness the power of a true,passionate kisser @_@

late night working for IPD ended up camwhore version

HSL is certainly cuter and some people not as cute as HSL and DL look version ^0^

yeng pose (3 out of 4 is wearing slipper.LOL)

and a bookmark, that marks our journey of love & friendship.

gambate for assignments!
am happy to have such true feeling in college life.

the bean, the flower& the king Melaka trip

2008-08-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

WOOHOO....
it is a good way to start a blog post when today GS class is cancelled when i feel like i dragging myself to college after my Melaka trip.

have a suprise and super the last minute visit to Klang.
and then on friday will be our trip to Melaka!!
we have such a great time in Melaka.
in car talk a lot,indeed crapping for the whole journey.
singing in the car like nobody business and all the night viewing and kia kia~~

eat a lot of food in Melaka
(i just check the weighing scale,phew,i am not getting fat le!!!!miracle!!)
satay celup larh, cha siew fan larh, chicken rice larh, cendol larh, duck mee and stuff.
.
..
...
....

i dont know why,i am excited and fanatic.
but i dont feel like blogging about it.

cause what matter the most will be the memories in our mind i guess =)

I just realised.
how life differ in each other life.
and how three people come together and be such goody goody friend.

We are from 3 different background.
TOTALLY different background.
but i enjoy spending time with them,talking to them, care for them, and share all my stories, pour my heart out for them

and hello.
one of the 3 of us is a guy.
so what.
i dont think that makes a problem.

a lot of rumours so called politic and stuff.
i just smile and tell the whole world "no larh..no larh"
well, frankly speaking, i am tired of all these explaination.
here by for the last time-->

just think what you all wanna think

just talk at our back and gossip all you want.

just look at us with those eyes as if why blablabla.

i dont care.

i am not a desperado who need a boyfriend.

i am so the damn happy and contented and cant believe that i find such good friends,true friends in college, that has opened up my heart, and make me love them(as friend) so much.

cause what i care will be true friendship.

once you are in my list, you will be irreplacable.

just like my beaniez and cm.

no more sibeh because of this kinda social stress social norm social animal or what kinda shit.

i am just being me.

back to basic.

hsl.

of cause.with my love oneSss. =)

I still believe in pure friendship

2008-08-19T22:59:00.006+08:00

It might seems impossible.
It might seems stupid.
It might seems naive.

But i still believe in pure friendship.
Friends that give you their heart and words coming out from the bottom of their soul.

Thanks for giving me, and letting me,once again gain faith in what i strongly believe in.

For those who i just called,
thanks for lending me yourS earSss
i just grumble and talk and make all of you worry about me.
i am ok now. =)
Lub you all..

For someone that i called, unexpectedly, and cari dompet in Giant that one : arigato!!!

.....of Life & Expectation

2008-08-17T17:22:00.006+08:00

semester 2 is not as easy as i expected,
and is it considered as a disaster or a bliss?

everytime people comment on me and how mass communication is for low intelligence human being,
i get flared up,but i keep my silence.
cause i know what i want, what i desire for.

it is weird when i first get to know mass communication.
i remember when the time i am in foundation in mass communication
i was a dungu who know nothing,looking naive and believe in all the hopes and beauties in this world.
i study for a year, just doing some assignments, some projects, community works.
but i am not satisfied.
or shall i say,

i havent find the fire,the passion i have for this course.

follow up by my mum questioning session that hurt me deeply

"i dont know what the hell are you learning in this course?you are so free!!! look at your neighbour's daughter,she is studying law..blablabla..."

i doubt i choose the right course.
i thought i should be taking up lawyer, to be what my parents wanted me to be.

sometimes it is a miracle for me,
to re-discover my inner passion towards mass communication.
i am once again a newbie when i get into degree programme.
all over again..orientation and stuff.

it is way different compare to foundation.
i found my passion.
i found my dreams.
i found my aim in my life.

The first time that strucks my head will be a 1 minute presentation by Ms Natasha.
1 minute to think.and 1 minute to present.
my head went blank.i go nervous.
but i tell myself i can do it.
bring it on hsl.
so i just present whats on my head, and it come out unexpectedly better than i think.
when i walk back to my seat, my adrenalin still rushing and my breathe is so fast, that i feel thrilled!
thrilled to stand in front to present to everyone, showing the world what i have got inside that you never know.that you wrongly perceive me.
i am not just a baby face look girl with a baby attitude.

i have my own attitude.

Since then......................
When i am dealing with assignments, classes, and interesting topics,drama acting,
i am truly amazed by them.
It is weird i have such a deep passion towards communication and issues around the society. I am in love with rhetoric and how it evolves, reconstruct, and it is a whole new world out there. Nothing is stagnant, and we hold the power to change the world,set the trend and what i wanted the most, bring new hope to the world.

the inner passion has pushed me to work harder, to appreciate all the philosophy and theories.
Arts are mend to be appreciated and it is all about free styling.
i am a person who dont like boundaries,
i need freedom in my life.and i want to be who i am.

I feel the power when i presenting in front.
i wanted to do more.i wanted to improve,i wanted to be a good presenter.
although it has a lot of flaws.
i am not as bright as some of them,
but i have the sense of satisfaction when i look at my work.
i gain confidence as i progress in semester 1.

now i am in semester 2 and the work load is double, perhaps triple compare to semester 1.
nevertheless it is an interesting semester as it has media literacies to talk about media and its culture,global society that makes you understand the social construction of this world.

i am in love with readings that make you discover a lot of things that you never know.
of course, not all the reading.
and works that strike me to challenge me to do better in it.

my main concern is not the grade that i will get, but is all the knowledge i will be getting.

appreciating the beauty of this world as it changes so tremendously without human noticing.
and yes, make me realise life is full of expectation.

Although expectation might not come up to be what i have imagined, but i will still strongly believe in it.

sigh.
i think this is a kind of expression for a person who over stress here by assignment.

p/s: meeting my lao poS tomorrow =D ....(level stress reduced)

EDITED : suddenly flashback to some past experience, just want to tell all of you.
i wont overpower by my passion.
my love oneS are more important than my dream.
lub lub is all around ^0^ [6:20pm]

aiya....

2008-08-15T23:54:00.005+08:00

CAUTION: this is what i want to say from the bottom of my heart.

have a long talk with onggie and ended up with quite a happy mood.
but anyway,i wont forget about my sibeh post after looking at hua hua post.
(look at huahua's bloggy please people)

how to start lerh...
i really dunno.
just want to tell the whole wide world what it is in my heart:

i am just a 19 years old girl who just want to do well in her studies.

but now i am so under pressured,not because of studies damn it.

I do enjoy my college life with my friends.

and when you are close with me,

i will love you all as friends with all my heart.

because making friend is all about sincerity.

i still believe in true friends in college.
.....................but this will only come true when you do the same too.

anyway,i accept it as how it is.
well,life goes on.

p/s: before ending this post,some chilly paddy-ness as someone provoke me with their plain stupidity,perhaps the lack of knowledge about fundamental attribution error.

before you point at others and blablabla, please look at your own hand, one is pointing at the particular person,but four is pointing at yourself.
wake up and be mature.

i am a person who dont like to argue,and i am in my route to inner peace.

but at the same time i wont tolerate to unreasonable people.

bring it on larh.

i never shoot people before?

you must be kidding.

try me.

I just want to know the feeling of being a bimbo.

2008-08-13T23:27:00.005+08:00

LOL!
i lub my topic so much~
have been searching for GS assignment but ended up going somewhere else and my so-long-time-no-see shop ketagihan is coming back.

first and foremost, i am getting my baby heel this friday from MV...
wait for it for AGES!!!!
if my bimbotic genes attack me,you will be seeing me wearing it straight away from Vior as i have mix and match it with my this-friday-going-to-be-wearing-clothes.
A black tank top,pure white long sleeve,short pants.
That shall do the trick =p

not forgetting my eyes blinking and cant help myself but stalking at Ms Natasha high waist pant.
pair it with a simple black colour sleeveless T with a pair of wedges.
modern.nice.simple.
you say it.

SO!!!
my next target will be
-->
----->
--------->
high waist short pant!!!!

i cant wear long pant because i am a shortie.
and going to rush into MNG to buy a white singlet,
or i might grab a few colours to mix and match for my beach wear....

sigh.
life is so good when you are a bimbo.
all about fashion.

nabeh!!!
assignments coming up.
gayao!!

in the right way please,on studies, not like me.
ended up in fashion blog admiring people's fashion sense -_-ll

DoOogi~~~

2008-08-08T23:30:00.005+08:00

hehehehehehehehe...
a name for my doggy zai --> doogi =p
mogi punya heng dai.

today is a super the special day as it is 08.08.08.
and i am doing nothing.
watching tv for the glorious Olympic Open ceremony
and at the same time celebrate my dad and mum 20th wedding anniversary.
my dad and mum is not those romantic type of people.
so we just stay home and eat bak kut teh -_-ll
(sounds so wrong and no feel la...not even flower for my mum,typical dad of mine =p)

i just hope next time my hubby wont be like that..
but oh well,still a long way to find my lao gong zai.
now focus on my son dulu...my doogi.
sorry larh,i too dak han nothing to do.
my mum rampas tv with me T_T

well, i dont know,even myself feel tat i look like a kid larh. -_-ll

doogi being nerd

doogi has a head which is bigger than his body =p =p =p

and he merajuk when i took to many pic of him T_T

end of post. --

Simple Thoughts.Not So Simple Life.

2008-08-06T23:08:00.006+08:00

It is so damn freakin' true and i am glad that i give this title to my bloggy : Simple Thoughts, Not So Simple Life.

Life has never been easy.
or maybe i am viewing it with a toddler mind.
It is as simple as ABC in my mind,
But in reality, maybe i dont fit in the life of a young adult which is so damn sibeh complicated.

At home, i am so di-manja by my popo lai yi.
"Popo,i am home!"
"Lai yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,i am home!"
(run to them give them a hug and they will ask me how's my day.
and i will be like a primary school kid who eagerly tell the parents what happen in my college and give them a good laugh.)

Happily taking off my shoes and admire my shoe rack that full of heels, wedges, sandals, before i went into the biggy,comfort home.
Just flung my baggy to somewhere else and i will kacau my popo lai yi before i jump into the big sofa or Ogawa massage chair to give myself a good relaxation.
I never need to be worried about my meal as my popo will always cook nice meal to me..EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.
and yeah....people might feel weird why i must rush back to home before dinner, this is the world most powerful tactic i ever see -->use food as temptation to make sure HSL go back home on time for dinner =)
oh yeah,do some dish washing (sometimes i even skip this part as my popo like to do it silently and after you want to wash plates after some tv commercial break,everything is clean until kao kao)
take a bath and i will sit in front of the pc screen and surf the internet,clicking here and there without worrying about anything and oh yeah, lets not forget my family quality time spending by watching tong sam fong bou.

walah~ that is the me when i am at home.
secure.
warm.
happy.
contented.
indeed, i appreciate it a lot.
and yeap, no worries.

even the whole world falls, there are my lai yi and popo be there for me.

but is this the world i am going to face out there?
or am i too sheltered and give too much hope to the cruel reality who is waiting out there to crush my hope to pieces?

i am just a girl who want simplicity,
but it turns out the other way round.
with all the complication,
am i able to stand firm to the end to fight for what i hope for to see in the future,
or will i be forced to change into another form.

the answer inside my heart will be:

yo,i am hsl here.

perceive me who ever you want to view me as.

i wont give a damn.

cause i am just being me.

no more than that.

p/s : anyway,special thanks for those who be there for me. =)

We're Bringing Sexyback

2008-08-03T20:22:00.007+08:00

sorry for the slight sibeh-ness.
but now i am back in action after chat a while with my newest ji mui jz nw
(dont marah me ya calling you ji mui =p)
as like what my lai yi describe about me : too easy to be happy.
even is just a friend, i appreciate it a lot.
(ya,you can call me lou ye,i admit.)

okok..lets get to the happy part asap -->celebrating my girlsSs B Day!~
went to Pyramid to watch Mummy 3 with my gfS follow up with steamboat at night.
i really got hell lot to catch up with them, and we never fail to destroy or spoil the whole atmosphere by our evil laughter plus action..
muahahahahhaha....

beaniez and cm are too freakin close until each other have the same colour shirt for the day!!
all the beaniez are wearing white colour series while cm wear all black. .............and it is WITHOUT any compromising beforehand =p

stop the talking and let us start with all the pics glad that this time we are taking pics. no like usually we will talk and forget to have any snapshots T_T

we're bringin' sexyback.... =p

horror movie? i wont watch FOREVER...haha

and then went to TCPJ to wait for ernie to come to Setia Jaya KTM station

i dunno who is the pervert who take this pic.ham sap betul!

me and my dearly mogi

my catty lao gong =p

acting sexy with my car but failed (those sei yeS bising betul ask me to try different pose)

my doggy zai camwhore =p

the beaniez in real life.

we failed to take down Yuen's Steamboat because there are a whole big group of crowd standing there and waiting for seats.
how to wait le...so change to this place.
(sorry people,forget the name of this place)
but quite romantic la...with the rooftop steamboat and stuff.hehe

but we still need to wait for seats, and we are craving for food,desperadoS look

and then let the makan session starts!

because ah nia fail to dress as lady look,so she receives her punishment.....happily....

and that will be...

help everyone of us peel prawns!!!...all of us so gam dong.hoho

as i said,we will take down Yuen....
and we never fail to take down any restaurant,including tihs one =)
there are 4 'bagus' incidents happen.
pour water case 1 larh, drop things larh, pour water case 2 larh,drop money larh.
action that never fail to catch everybody's attention and people thought are we Looney Tunes from the TV T_T

the founder of "Bagus" incident, oh ya, i am one of the people who cause chaos too T.T..paiseh.

we eat until late at night 10 o'clock only going back home.

and my doggy zai kena robbed and his ears are tied.....and the robber is ONGGIE.bully MY DOG!

and yet we forget to take a beaniez & CM picture again =(
nvm..there will b a lot of next time.
love my girls =)

oh ya..college starting soon!
canot believe it is sooOoo fast.
am i ready for it?
hope so.
BRING IT ON!

KK,

2008-08-03T18:45:00.004+08:00

Happy B Day.

If i ever meet you,
i will smile and nod.
that is the best i can do for you.

If you ever see me crying,
please dont feel guilty or sorry for me.
I am just feeling happy for you.
and it is just some feeling i cant let go.
time is what i need.

Now i can see the you, who spread your wings and fly.
maybe,maybe, this is the best decision.
for you & me.

Hereby wish you the best in your future, your life.
Be happy ben dan.

Yours truly,
piggy- for the last time.

For Someone Special...

2008-08-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

(This is a B Day post for someone special)

Dearly Miss B Day of the day of 1st August,

Wao!!somebody dah pat-cheung oledi!!
someone has always complained i never write a blog post about her.
so here it goes........

It is amazing, perhaps unbelievable that our friendship last until today.
omg, its about 9 years, damn whole 9 years i face her and she has been the best ever gift the God has sent me, a true best friend.
I still remember how we know each other by you asing me whether i want some wrapping paper.
and there's how we start.

Since primary school, we sit together and always play games underneath the study desk until He Lao Shi ask both of us to stop.
and oh well, you and onggie also blame me as the culprit to evolve two of you from guai guai luiS become miss terror =p

Secondary school is the best memories i had.
I remember every single details, more for those funny moments that we share.
the time when we are so 'brave' and show Encik Kamarudin our DL look when he ask us Sejarah question and we manage to answer.........
the time when go to KH lab and cook and someone cut her palm with the Planta tin and you scream and cry when holding my thumb!
( i still figuring out why you hold my thumb ar..)
the time when perhimpunan and how we buli pengawas....
the time when Pn Fatimah( or we called her bikini-ren..keke) tot we are lesbian and ask us whether we are kissing under Pokok Ru -_-ll

the time when i am still dai ka jie and be you and onggie punya akar tunjang shoot people away.
the time when we got slight misunderstanding but make our friendship stay stronger than ever.
the time when CYA project is on and our semangat membara...
....
.......
............
and a lot more activities,competitions that let us know how important friendship is.

Time flies and we are part when you and onggie decided to go for A levels.
and as for me i follow my dream and passion,went to TCPJ to pursue FICM.
but we never lost contact.
long phone calling and msn-ing is the best way for us to continue ss-ing and update with each other life.

Well of cause,i wont forget how you and onggie support me till the end when 'tragedy' happen to me.
Sorry that i have so much of stupid thinking in my mind,
letting you dan xin bout me while all these years i am the ah tou beaniez.
You always there for me when i break down.
My suffer,my pain,my misery is all over the place and i let you lost faith and hope in love.

I really stop crying and whining and thinking of that kinda shit when i saw the paper you draw..
Luckily, the lost of this people have helped me realised how important friends are in our life.
you make me look back at my life and what i have become cause of a particular person
you told me :

" Life is meaningless if it only revolves around a person and not you and something else."

i recovering slowly and she is the one who keep be there for me and give me the support i need.
even when she has gastric,she still listen to my long phone calls.
during the holiday to prevent my sibeh-ness,
she ajak me for trips,going RFL, community works,hanging out,
more Yam ChaS session, at night emo time,sibeh-ness kao kao, DL and stuff.
thanks for accompany me getting through this hard time.

who is this sha po that make me write such long post le.
this is a special post for this special lao po of mine, LCY.---->

Happy 18th Birthday!!!
dai go lui lorh~ dont let nanny nag you again.
no matter what happen.no matter how the damn world change.
and no matter how i change.
i am still the HSL here for you.
until the last day of my life.

i choose not to call you cause i know i cant keluar all this kinda so called geli words.

khem*khem* (clear throat)
i do feel touched when receive your sandy bottle from Redang and the little note you write to me but deep down i really want to tell you this

I love you too.
as my friend.
truly i do.

Happy Birthday again...
(now you know why i perasan go tell you no phone call larh. =p)

Love,
HSL

Shopping is never enough for girls!

2008-08-01T21:16:00.006+08:00

Today is a superduperabsolutelydamnit good day for me to have a small tiny little shopping date with my lai yi =)

go to MV early in the morning so that we wont have some shopping traffic jam with aunties

(although we are one of them...hoho)

I break the record once,

and now i break the record twice =D =D

due to my addiction towards shopping and how the tag 50% and 70% seduce me.

i just manage to grap a cutie jeans from Chic Avenue and a sport long pant from Goggle

the happiest part will be me going to get my dearly baby heel from 1 U Dior.

freshly imported from there to MV..

woohoo!!!

people, lets take a look of my baby heel.

yeap, i am getting you baby heel.soon~

oh ya.not forgetting how i am in love with lingerie.

erm.....
(i think if got any guy readers you all can tutup mata and dont see this part,girls section here )

i am so in love right now!!!!!!
..........................towards lingerie. -_-ll
dont mistaken me as some sex maniac, i am not that kinda people.lol.
just that i went to jusco while queing up,i saw too much of cutie lingerie!!

Slogi's lingerie are more to mature and sexy type with laces and stuff but make it in a dreamy way.
Pierre Cardin have lotsa nice lingerie with patterns and a lot of styles that make girls crave for them!
there's a round neck bra that i love so so much, but it is too expensive.sigh*
a new brand named Young Heart's.i think i saw that brand for the first time in City Square before.

omg!!!it is so cute and look really young on you once you wear it!!!
the lingerie dont have those kinda aunty lace that make you think of the night only,*khem*khem* but it has fully displayed the youngs inside our heart as teenagers or young adults!

sometimes i dont know why bra and panties need to be so cute and you are wearing it INSIDE, not OUTSIDE...
however, i cant help myself but staring at it until some lao ah beh looking at me >_< too bad i dont have a boyfriend right now, or not he is in luck =p

jkjk.
hope no one nose bleed after this...kekeke.....

a special post will be posted soon

wait until 11.59am barh~

cant wait for tomorrow to meet my girlfriends!!

or shall i call them ladies? =)

KLCC secret mission with lotsa paper shopping...

2008-07-30T22:27:00.007+08:00

Going to another secret mission with onggie girlfriend and this time KLCC will be the nicest destination~

mumble her for the whole lunch session about future career thingy and had a great time talking to her about my college life,and her college life.

life is strange.perhaps a sprinkle of luck in my life to have such good buddies. we are in different colleges, but ended up even the friends we are mixing is about the same!

and btw people,I have my WHOLE DAY shopping PAPER larh.
someone know what am i talking about lorh.....
we went to Kinokuniya for 3 times and onggie still go and look for paper,paper and more paper.

orang yang gila ini even so syok sendiri when she found out a shop which is full of art thingy -_-ll

look at her ss look when she shop for colour paper.(and then i there sien until take pic of her and half DL-ing)

and because onggie warned me not to put her SSS look pic,or not sure jing dian. muahahahahahaha

have a good day with her larh..long time dont see this sei yao already.
shopping with her and all the chatting stuff.
and the midnight chat just now about apa advance level,beginner level and etc.etc.
every single beaniez in some kinda deep shit pool and we are saving each other by clawing each other soon =)

and some more pictures of genting and it is so funny that i cant stop laughing.....

p/s: be ready people, got a lot of HSL siao pic

i rampas with small kid...yeah

cotton candy!!

me and huahua again~

well, i guess those who go genting sure see this wan...muahahahaha...muimui and me can go audition for performing arts oledi.

and note to beaniez and cm,

on Saturday Catty& LCY B Day celebration,prepare to go lady look!

looking forward to see you all that day before we take down Yuen's Steamboat!

wohohohohoho

Hibernation Phase 2

2008-07-25T22:43:00.020+08:00

wohohohoho~~~

i know sure got a lot of people miss me and lets not forget the must-to-be-updated genting trip that i lub lub so muchie.

sorry for not updating after the sibeh singapore trip.

i guess God is fair, and indeed love me more than i expected.

He took something that is so important to me and make me suffer so much, but i am getting back things which is twice, or even triple the thing that i have lost.

well, lets make this a cheerful blog post,and not an emo one. =)

updates for what i have been doing for this holiday.

for the first time my holiday is even busier than my schooling day until i need to schedule my holiday.

woohohoho~~

these will be the things happened in my holiday,sorry people,i really lost count of the date >_<

Cheerleading Competition

go with lcy to see her sister and wai loon xiao di to perform.

i can feel the high spirit and i am going to the cheerleading competition next year too!!

and oh ya,lets not forget i took photo with hottie MC Soo Kui Jien!!

too bad he is married.sigh*

Cookies Day~

i think i am addicted to spend time with lcy.

is about every week i will see her once!

and oh well, as usual onggie ffk again. LOL

the cookies and muffin turn out not so well compare to last time =(

however, both of us enjoy the midnight talk with the lil cocktail we got.

too sweet that can make you have diabetes straight away T_T

Fruit Season!!

fruit season is back to back!!!

yearn to eat buah buahan and even plan to go to Kent's or orchard in Pahang.

but due to time constraint so tak jadi....

luckily my uncle's orchard also got a few mangosteen and durians.!!!

i eat a lot and ended up have a slight sore throat and fever. T_T

little zhang wei go crazy with fruits and he will be the next fruit king =D

Meng Hui's Mini Farewell

this is by far the shortest farewell i have attend.

everybody is so busy and we can only meet for lunch.sob..

have a yummylicious lunch in Kim Gary with ah nia,meng hui and zui kok.

talk a bit and we can see that everbdoy is growin up.

even though we are fall apart, friendship still remains =)

good luck in Melbourne Meng Hui xiao di!

Family Socializing Work

i call it socializing work cause in my housing area got a lot of those rich people who dont have other things to do.

and out of desperation they had opened a restaurant and everytime got makan-ing gathering.

i beh song them really,but what to do, dinner nothing to eat terpaksa eat with them.

for two nights entertaining those lao ah beh lao ah sam.

but the food cheers me up a bit.hoho.

have a total of three differet kind of lamb dishes that make you want to puke for eating too much,but it tastes nice!

lok lok car for some ah sam B Day, the BBQ section is superb!

Shopping Spree with LCY & Gay-ish Zion

hahahahahahahahahaha.

ok.i am so insane in these two days.to be precise, it will be today and yesterday =)

shop with him in Sunway Pyramid and MV

both of us are crazy on the first day by walking the whole pyramid and syok sendiri buy a lot of things.

lets not forget he as a JB dude fetch me this KL dude back to MY home cause my zha beh driving skill T_T

oh ya, i scream as if i kena rape in the car by shouting "NO!!!!!!!...!?!?!" so many times when he drive as if he is driving Initial D car.

how he god damn park my car in Pyramid,only about 5cm OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!k larh,know his driving skill reali dim

and then today with the precense of lcy we even get crazier and laugh out lung out in MV, going into every shop and mess up the shop...woohoo~~
enjoy my day out with this half pet bro half pet sis and thanks for all the treats =p

oh ya,i bought nothing much.

just that i got myself one skirt,one sexy black singlet,black T,pink polo T, formal wear jacket style,pure white P&Co blouse and long sleeve white upper T =)

we ACT serious although we have just destroyed a few shops with our evil critisicm and laughter =)

p/s: i feel so guilty larh write until he so good.one word if you this sei yao see this post -> "Mother..."..and sell the baby phone to me!!!!

.......and hope you like your turtle boxer^^

of cause, the best will save for the last.my dearly genting trip!!!!^^

Genting Trip

for the first time i have my own class trip!

everybody seems so kong after the trip and become dead bodies one by one.

but everyone enjoy the trip right?

some memories to share with everybody.

jason become the live luggage

so guai sei expensive punya hao mei restaurant.

HSL Kopitiam =p

the first joke in Genting

pei-ing the two sick catSss

two days of Old Town Coffee-ing

and if you look at the picture, only two perasan ppl look a the the digi cam when i tou pai

me and hua hua~

this is a MUST take pic for trips with friends~

not forgetting the mafia-ing and chilling outside Starbucky

playing heart attack and the late night poker game

in the bus going home,i slp like DEAD pig in the bus T_T...sorry dennisy ( my new black spec that make me look nerdy..muaha)

lets not forget i got a new friend from genting --> MOGI, the blue-ish cutie paw~~

everybody is in sibeh condition when going back because of the tiredness and lack of sleep.
have a lot of fun with my college buddies and we are all becoming crazy.
hehehe...all the mafia-ing, starbuck-ing, screaming when sitting roller coaster,aiming muimui when sitting bumper car,emo-ing sms after the trip etc etc.

a lot more to be updated about Genting Trips, till next time people.a lot of jing dianS =)
more class trip and more people next time!!!
yeepee~~

conclusion : hey, i enjoy my holiday A LOT!!!!!

p/s : other pictures with be updated to my facebook.**

(Not so) Sibeh Singapore Trip

2008-07-14T21:55:00.023+08:00

ALOHA everybody!!!!!

finally i am back from my longggGggg hibernation, and i indeed enjoy and addicted to my hibernate mood until i lazy to update my blog =s
have abandoned my bloggy for a few days and it is time to write about the long waited SS trip
(not syok sendiri this time, is sibeh Singapore trip)

p/s : OVERLOAD picture.so be patient people.

this will be briefly,its just BRIEF version of what happened in the few days.

only pictures can express the feeling of the trip cause it is natural photography.

no take two. ^0^
(cut a lot of sibeh and also at the same time ss part =p)

Day 1 SS Trip

First day we went to Singapore and take HELL LOT of time to get through the immigration and stuff.

LCY si beh-ing cause her sickness a bit serious,so dont have the mood to take pictures =s

and not forgetting we walk until like dead bodies from Singapore immigration till Malaysia immigration.

say us geng barh~

Day 2 SS Trip

today we stay at JB and LCY's friend bring us to cari makan.

the food is really nice although my leg can patah and like what onggie said, train muscle for the leg -_-ll

JB famous de Roti Tampar-really nice,no joke.

and then we shop at City Square.
have a nice time shopping with Zion and syok sendiri with the jacket =p

thanks for the tako and menghasut LCY to eat tako. -_-ll
Dinner at some Korean Restaurant.
BEST-nya~~

wohohohoho~~~ whole table of FOOD!!!!!

Chao Nian Gao - quite nice lerh,but its too spicy for HSL level T_T

water please!!!!!!

Bim Bim Bak (hope i dont spell wrong) - this is really nice, compare to those i eat in KL.and its not spicy.yeah!

the dumpling,must dip the sauce only tasted nice ^0^

Ok,you can start drooling now =p -- Ginseng Chicken Soup!!!!!!!

of cause~
as beaniez we never miss a time without having a drama in any place anywhere and make people remember us forever.
below will be what happen to us beaniez when we go to places.
HSL was busy taking picture so she wa not involved this time =p

onggie ss when know that i am aiming her oledi

here where the drama begin between DL Onggie & SS LCY

LCY : mari lah makan~ i feed you (onggie DL and beh tahan look )

LCY : i dont care!! you mesti makan!!! (onggie ignore her as usual)

look at onggie expression,dipaksa look

not yet end of LCY ss-ness to wei people cause she is crazy lim (her new nick.keke)

onggie super DL look and going to KNS her oledi(omg,beaniez bad words are getting better and better =p)

lets not forget how i spend a horrible night with this sei zhai bao and i need to apologize to torte to avoid lcy switch off my toilet light -_-ll

Day 3 SS Trip
go to Singapore again and this time the journey is so much more smoother =)
went to Bugis, Newton, City Hall and all of us are HAPPY.
REALLY happy i mean. ^0^

Sinapore Mc D, some Mr.Wolf go eat Mc D Happy Meal omg.

well, lets not forget that i meet my Prince Charming in Bugis *blink*blink*
he is so DAMN IT FREAKING CUTE!!!!!
he is the type that i like,as in physical look
simple look,black hair,blinking eyes,dan chun look *dreaming again*
it should be,SHOULD be a good memory.
but got 2 8 po and 1 going to be 8 po who wish to join our beaniez 8 po club ruin everything!!!
for the first time i feel so piaseh in front of a guy.
first time HSL is speechless and dont want to look him into his eyes.
haiz....and they even name him Bugis Boy.
and IGNORE me when i talk about him T_T

go here and eat next time~ *shy look*

tofu cheese cake-- exquiste & the strawberry sauce rockz!

me and onggie order this for our tea time, mochi dessert!

we even find our way to the esplanade from City Hall!! we walk ok!without asking direction from anyone.woohoo~~~

beaniez conquer esplanade!

Day 4 SS Trip
going back home today and everybody seems so relieve.after some sibeh thingy.
and here is the look of two dead bodies before they go back to dearly KL

HSL sibeh & tired look after be ah ma for the beaniez for this trip (behold the sei torte and how onggie shoot it kao kao on the head)

LCY DL look when we reach Senai airport

HAHAHA...when i see this i will laugh.here comes Mr Wolf lavender boy and how the waiter show his love to him *urgh...vomiting*

although a lot of si beh ness happen for this trip,but hey, i enjoy it. =)

beaniez forever!.....and our not so sibeh singapore trip!! =D

Erm...singapore here i come?

2008-07-07T20:36:00.012+08:00

actually dont have the intention to blog.
but since ah hua got her special way to paksa me online today,just crap a bit to release the tension within me.
OK, tomorow i am going to singapore but i dont have the usual ss-ness that i got.
partly because.........

some KNS CB DL case happen and i really hope i can kill myself before i attempt to kill the person myself of this person punya dumba ass-ness
i got my god damn PMS,first day summore T_T, means more short fius lol.
lcy gt quite a serious infection and ah ma HSL go nagging again
just look at my CCS result and it is just ok-ok.

sigh.such a happy and should be syok sendiri trip with my partner in crime lcy but ended up like this.

ish..ish..ishh....
must be HAPPY la wei.
you are going to a trip HSL and not a funeral!!!!!
*slapping sendiri* -_-ll

things that can brighten up this gloomy day:
-i still got my dearly new converse to brigten up my day.
--and also a day long shopping spree with my lai yi
---nice meal at Amuleto *yummy*
----my new SONY ear phone
-----mega sale and bought undies with different colours(up to 8.MUAHA)
------lets not forget popo dak dang cook me a nice meal before i go to singapore.

phew.feel better now.WOHO!

just a short post here cause i am supposedly upload songs to my I Poddy.

wont be here for about a week lerh.
i know sure got people miss me..
muahahahahahahahahaha.

and here is a picture of my FACE in case anyone miss me too much...wohohohoho

canot rotate it cause of the ^#$%^#$%# pc. >_<

oops.i can see the symthom of PMS.

HSL name in ABC soup!

2008-07-05T23:18:00.007+08:00

I am back at my popo house!!!!
Kinda miss here as it hs been a week i did not hear the usual screaming from the kids and lets not forget tiang zhang wei and his naughty acts.

Btw, today is my bro birthday!!so party-ing again~
It is more to aunty talking today and i enjoy it.
When everybody share something about life, and also some crap jokes with my biao mei doing some booty dance to distract us =p

Although i am a bit DL about something someone that i wannt say whattheheck but suan la inner peace..*hmmmmm****
some pictures to lighten up my very own day.

ABC soup with HSL name. popo soup soup is d best ^0^

Apple Crumble!!!really nice for the dessert of the day

Of cause wont left out my ke ai the zhang wei larh~~
When i come back home, he dunno why merajuk and dont want to hiu me and merampas my popo.
suan already.some pictures of this little monster a.k.a si terror

take picture of me larh,throw things at you -_-ll

ban dungu look cause dont want to take picture.

peeping see whether i tou pai him =p

he bang me cause i am caught red handed

tired + feel a lil KNS,ZD,DL,CB + it has been a longggGgg day.
sorry people that i am really not in mood to make this a cheerful post and what so ever cause i am super-duper-the-pissed-off-and-i-dunno-how-to-get-rid-of-it.

p/s: hope popo can cook nice nice food tomorrow to make it a better day tomorrow!!!
*wishing hard*

M16 back in action

2008-07-02T21:59:00.006+08:00

OK, HSL the miss M16 is back in action as she sees the cyber war aka cat fight among Dawn Yang and Xiaxue

synopsis of XiaXue VS Dawn Yang:
Xia Xue beh tahan Dawn Yang and her bimbotic action, so out of the blue moon she decided to write a superduper long blog post about her and it sounds offensive
( hey,but i enjoy reading and admiring the way she shoot people, more walao than me!!)
....and then miss dawn yang beh tahan her and she threaten XiaXue with lawsuit and the blog post has been taken out, and asking her to apologize to Dawn Yang officially.

well, i am sitting on the fence but i got quite something to say, indeed, A LOT of things to say.will make it in to point form as it is easier for people to see.

It is an undeniable fact Dawn Yang is a bimbo,indeed there are a lot of BIMBO bloggersSSs around

look at her la wei.yes, she is beautiful,sexy,gorgeous.but read through her previous blog post.all are pictures of her clubbing,showing and flaunting her assets. I know people like to see girls, but if all of the pictures or blog post is about you,yourself and more you, what's the point ?

Indeed, not only her, a lot of bloggers do a lot of camwhore picture.i can accept if it is once at a time when life goes boring. BUT not every post also got your look la alamak.its the same ok.girls, ladies out there who camwhore too much, live with integrity,we got a lot more to show to the world besides the face,boobs, and your body to attract readers and show that you are a popular blogger

Fake is the new black

yeap.fake is the new black.it seems that people like to fake themselves and make themselves seems so i-look-good-and-friendly-i-wont-bite-you-give-me-a-hug-look. For Dawn Yang case, i really cant stand looking at her attitude. Yes, Xiaxue is a bit too over when critisize her till that extend, but she can accept critism openly.

ok larh, u said the things that are said about you is not true,you can deny it through your blog, but why you sue XiaXue? it only make Dawn Yang seems more suspicious and she is hiding something, or maybe the truth?Dawn Yang ask her manager to sue XiaXue

As a "professional" manager, Noel acting professionally by saying some childish word and though that the world will not know about it

on the other hand Dawn Yang write about how pathetic and how good how angelic how innocent is she and how NOBLE that she want peace.
(hello, if you really want peace,you wont sue people at the fist place perhaps?)

even a lot of blogger have this new trend that i feel so sick sometimes,
or maybe i enjoy looking at it as if i am watching ANTM.
thanks to Nuff Nang for all the parties and fun,
people are getting is used to party-ing.
i am OK with party-ing, but not so ok with all the faking around.
How can you pose with someone you dont know by hugging them,showing your asset, and oh ya, acting you are very close with each other? its that all in your life?

freedom of expression

as a mass communication student, i truly concern about freedom of expression
(in case anything happen only, this is my statement, no blaming around please)
we cannot voice our opinion on the street, we look at mainstream newspaper which is controlled by the ruling party, we re looking at TV that is controlled by the government too.
Thanks to Raja Petra the super rocking blogger,we get the truth, and NOT twisted truth.

if Dawn Yang can do that, wht is the point of blogging?
we blog because we can speak out what is in our heart, and not from other's mouth.
this is freedom of expression people!
ok larh, you can delete XiaXue blog post, but there comes what DumboDawn blog,delete again,mana tau will be another blog showing XiaXue's post that was forced to be deleted?
we are human,not cave man,we are not that stupid.
we will find the truth sooner or later.
ok larh, it is not the truth about Dawn Yang and XiaXue is a liar.
you can just ignore and it wont hurt you right?
its her freedom of expression, and she can accept your untrue statement about her.
why cant you do so?

phew.so much of critising, voicing out my opinion for today.
and i feel so.................relieved.
M16 bullet is all out,maybe kena some people.
if i am still the old me who still dont know what mass communication is, i will apologize and be polite.
but.....
after looking at XiaXue and salute her kick ass action towards the damn manager.
i am hereby telling everybody.
what is said will not be taken back.
you might feel this post is offensive, but that is my state of mind,nothing wrong right?
its my opinion,its my point of view, maybe some of you dont agree with me,
so just bring it on.

p/s : i am not that fierce one la ok =p
but just get heated up a bit bit
can yamcha with me and talk bout this more!!
chilly paddy in action =p

when i already starting to get FAT in the first week of holiday

2008-06-29T23:03:00.009+08:00

holiday is being a bit unproductive for me although it has been a week.
but oh well, it is suprisingly i am not sien until si beh ness come again and i enjoy watching my tvb drama for about 12 hours a day

there goes a week of mine doing nothing,spending my so called 'qualiy time' with my family, admiring my Mr. Hong Kong which i think he is kinda-cute-when-he-is-so-freakin-tall-with -a-little-bit-of-sexyness-with-his-tan-coloured-skin-tone,online doing my usual chit chatting, and oh ya,my newest hobby - cari makan!!!!!

quite obssesed with food nowadays and i am going to continue with my cari makan plan.
so i kick start my cari makan journey with my parents.
as a daddy's girl, my dad promise to bring me to Pudu and try the herbal fish.
sounds weird, but it taste so damn nice and i feel super hot after eating
(the herbal is real wan ok,not ciplak wn)
enjoy my meal a lot although all the tables around us are those lao ah beh and lao ah sam.

herbal fish, RM20 ++ with biggy fish head. REAL big head

next meal will be the western food i eat in michaelangelo to celebrate onggie's birthday.
before i start cursing,just want to tell you all, before you step into the michaelangelo restaurant in pavillion, make sure you have SUFFICIENT cash or perhaps credit card that GLOWS making their eyes blind and a hell lot of PATIENCE.

as the people there have some sort of class discrimination and i am not going to further elaboarate as i am finding my inner peace yo
*breathe in.........breathe out.......*
will kick their ass once my inner peace mood is on.humph.

ok larh, but we admit that the food is superb despite the so damn 'good' service

the rolio olio with chicken.lcy proud that she ordered this

we thought this will be a big pizza, but turn out to be a big karipap.hoho.the sauce is nice =)

and then we eat at a Chinese restaurant for dinner.
the food is so-so,but my stomach tell me it feels better to have such big portion in a reasonable price compare to michaelangelo which we dont think the two main course are enough for 4 of us
( no pictures, so i dont think people interested in reading my whole post about imaginary food.hehe)

for today.all in the family is AMUSED by the eating habit of ours.
people have encore for concert.
we have ENCORE for dinner!!
we eat twice as much compare to before in one of the PJ restaurant, famous for ducky
(i have marked down where izit, planning to go here sooner or later with huahua and college friends =p)

the pile up plates are JUST food, EXCLUDED our rice and stuf -_-ll

well, that's all for a WEEK!
i think i shall start jogging more to prevent myself transform to a pig T_T
hulla hooping,jogging and more gym-ing!

holiday is getting great,cant wait for my Singapore trip!
thinking of buying sunny look dress for my singapore trip,but the cutie yellowish bubbly dress i tried in Forever 21 cost rm145.

KNS d price,adore the dress.sob.look a bit pregnant here. L size. WAKAKA

p/s: lcy, please get well soon before the singapore trip or no cocktail for you. *ban stern look*

oh ya,before ending the post of my cari makan week and my camwhore look, i think everybody will be delighted to see onggie's B Day present ---> SI!!!!!!!!

duno why, i think of all the food i eat in will become like tis ina few days time...HAHA!

Rotting at Home like ionk ionk..(^00^)

2008-06-26T21:18:00.005+08:00

i am rotting at home and this is what am i doing everyday.
the normal eat,shit,sleep.
oh ya,and go for some exercise to build up my body,you tube-ing ANTM( the girls are freakin' fake and i still watch it even i beh tahan)
never mind,activities coming soon and i am going to rock my holiday.
woohoo!!~~

get tagged by Deborah
p/s : i first time kena tagged and i admit i am super jakun -_-ll

TAG No. 1
List eight (8) random facts about yourself. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names. Let them know they have been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

1. I like to camwhore (is this random.HAHA)
2. I nearly died twice in the swimming pool -_-ll
3. I was FAT.
4. I was an introvert person when i am in primary school.
5. I can sleep anywhere, and it is within a minute..woohoo!
6. I will have fever if i supress my feeling
7. I like to manja with my love oneS (erm,this is not so random i guess)
8. I adore myself.and i am a TB.oh yeah ^_^v

TAG No. 2
8 things I am passionate about:

1. ss-ing =p
2. talking on the phone, msn, face to face , stranger ABc ( over communication pulak -_-ll)
3. internet-ing (all those internet stuff lorh~)
4. cari makan (yeah!!!)
5. photography
6. my soon-to-be piano-ing ^^
7. rotting like a pig
8. last but not least, shopping and girlfriend time!! ^0^

8 things I say too often:
1.wohoo!!~
2. KANASAi =p
3. ohmygoody
4. i dont want friend you oledi
5. i sad
6. i am so hurt
7. hi friend!!!!! ( perasan wn )
8. you jealous izit ^^

8 books I’ve read recently:
1. CRR book
2. CCS book
3. PR book
(i am budak rajin. ^_^v)
4. photography book
5. erm,i think after i go library borrow only tell you all la -_-ll)

8 songs I could listen to over and over again FOR THE MOMENT
1. Because of You - Ne Yo
2. Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
3. For the Record - Mariah Carey
4. I Stay in Love - Mariah Carey
5. 4 Minutes - Madonna feat. Justin Timberlake
6. The Way I Are - timbaland
7. Give it to Me - Timbaland ft. Nelly Furtado
8. Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado feat Timbaland

TAG No.3
Would you go out with you? State the reasons why you would, and why you wouldn't, and then come to a conclusion at the end.

super duper d swt.ignore this people

the people i am going to taggy
-lcy
-ah hua
- ernie
- catty
-onggie
- chern lin tong xue
-chien hing
-who ever yang syok sendiri hendak di-tagged larh~

p/s : happy holidays people!

Pak Tor aka Secret Mission day with LCY

2008-06-23T23:41:00.009+08:00

Today is a Pak Tor aka Secret Mission day with LCY~~

it has been such a long time i didnt see her

(or is it i perasan and i miss her too much^^)

for so many years, we have never changed and going out with her is the most comfortable shopping i ever do.

She knows what i want.I know what she wants.

and we can continue each other sentences without having any early planning.

oh well, dont forget how aunty we can get when it comes to shopping and doing secret mission.hohoho.

Went to Sushi Groove to have a nice lunch with her.

and that 8 po dont let me drink cocktail cause SHE is sick not me.

have some nice chat, or maybe added in some emo-ness.
talk about life,friends,and how things change so drastically within a year.

and there are a lot of siao things we do again(we never miss it!!) in Sushi Groove.
one of the joke we get into today.

she merajuk

she syok sendiri

the reason behind will be......

her ice cream(on the left) is less than mine (on the right).yeah!i am cute! :P

there are a lot of shopping and talking and crazy-ing in the middle.
that part is for my and her memories. =)
its good to have friend,girlfriend,lao po like her.
dont know how life will be when she goes to Yih Yih.
thanks for always be there for me when i am talking crap and stuff.
i dont know who i am without you and onggie.
perhaps sleeping in the grave oledi *TOUCHWOOD*
omgoody,get so emo today T_T
is holiday HSL,slap you if you dont be happy!
(ok,i am talking to myself now -_-ll)

p/s: dearest onggie,dont merajuk o~~

will go pak tor with you soon also.

a lot of yam chaS session!

3 in 1 updates in 2 days time.

2008-06-21T23:25:00.012+08:00

3 in 1 updates with photosSssssSsssssss

my semester 1 has officially end,and i am sad about it although i am glad that the busy-ness is finally over.

I miss miss natasha classes and she is really the best'est', cool'est' lecturer i have ever seen.

she really help me to think out of the box and let me realise how big the world is and how many tihngs i need to learn.

and the most important thing is : she let me know who i am,deep down

(10 million zillion thanks and appreciation,and yes, i totally in love with mass communication too.!!)

...so back to the topic of last day of semester,

i had a good day in the morning,

bad day in the afternoon,

super duper good mood in the evening and at night. ^0^

dont talk about sad things, lets just focus on happy thingy~~

first and so the foremost, cant imagine we are camwhoring in the media hub until super-duper-the-syok-sendiri-yang-keterhinggaan. -_-ll

it all starts with 3 siao girls go camwhore with built in webcam in the laptop.

....and then add one HSL

...........and add two more man camwhore(or half guy..HAHA)

so here goes the pictures of.....insanity.

(vomit if you can,oh yeah.)

weird look pic

we dominated the webcam,mui mui edmund & sharon merajuk

plus one more jason the cam whore king inside.all acting cute *blink*

this pic is to answer huahua: the hand belongs to MUI MUI!!

and then the perfect one~

(from upper left clockwise : mui mui, sharon, mun suet, jason, pei hwa, HSL)

(picture credited to huahua as that is HER laptop, for more pictures go to her bloggy people~)

and then went to pyramid although it is raining like $%#$%#.

the rain is so KAO KAO until we need to run into Pyramid and grab new T before we are sick

ended up 4 sibeh dead bodies found in front of the Yuen's steamboat restaurant.

it is the last day for Sharon to be in Taylor's =(

hope she comes back in next semester!

although sibeh cause the rain that make us soaked like $$%^%$^, the food still manage to keep us awake!

mui mui left this kinda message in dennisy's car -_-ll

steamboat time!!

act as husband and wife until syok =p

enjoy my day with them a lot =)

really, for the first time i feel so happy eating without worrying and laugh like nobody business.
not mentioning i am the ice cream girl of the day..woho!!
and then fly back home in half an hour
( i know someone going to marah when see this again,plus the cabut lari case..hehe)

i am so late for the family gathering, but since everybody is eating so happily,
....i just sit and.................look at the food T_T
too full after the steamboat.
so...............

red wines accompany through out the night.and some pictures for memories.

little guy giving me thumbs up..!

my uncle's restaurant is his second home

family picture!

cousins together~

*khem*...steal my hp to play snake again.

and then today.tai yi and james went back to Tasmania.

suprise present for James from all of us

and it happens to be a cool T and a boxer. WOOHOO~~~!

cousins picture again.everyone look so happy!^^

last group picture before they went back to Australia =(

nearly cry, but i dont.
i just keep my silence until back home.
supper time.
sumptuous feast.FAT. T_T

-The End-

wao.have been so busy these weeks.
holiday finally comes!
but it will be a busy holiday too~
some of the things-to-do list before i end this post:
shopping OF CAUSE, working,gym-ing,swimming,cari makan-ing,genting-ing, yam cha-ing, family-ing, driving-ing,beaniez-ing,...........list goes on.oh yeah.

happy holidays everyone.!!!

p/s: get well soon dennisy, and take care of my snoopy
p/s p/s: monday meeting lcy! cant wait cant wait.a lot to 8,to talk, to siao, and yes, a lot of shop waiting for us to be destroyed =p

love is all around when you know how to appreciate.
Friends&Family, how can i live without you all.
Lub you all!!!

TOUCH DOWN!!! 5.17am

2008-06-16T05:10:00.005+08:00

viewing the world, with colours

WOOHOO~~~~~~~

first time i feel so damn relief after finish PR assignment..

AT LAST......plus one more KANASAI
sorry people, the word 'kanasai' is my daily nourishment nowadays :P

so many things happen in between when i try to get this assignment done.

first and foremost,
my dad's tyre puncit in the middle of pudu.
sometimes life is so funny,so contradictory, so unpredictable.
people that you cannot imagine, lala zaiS who looks-like-they-gonna-kill-you-if-you-dont-buy-their-VCD actually help my dad out,some uncles, and even indians
.....how bout those who wearing white colar or blue colar people?
....they dont even help,or care.
is it the higher education you have, the ego will take control over you?
and i give my dad a definite answer:

Yes, i am going to serve Malaysia.i want to bring changes to Malaysia.
even though its not much,but i will do my best to make it a better place to live.

and then,
si beh ness come kao kao.
not me la.for D.
tak tau.
i imagine things will happen.

DUT (censored part)

well,last but not least,
and how i ss with catty,
nowadays cold joke is the new black.
WOOHOO~~

getting ss in the middle of the night...what the.....
life goes on.
................................with a lot of things happening.

CRR to go,my last assignment for semester 1.phew.

I am going INSANE.....soon

2008-06-14T12:18:00.005+08:00

Only two days left,i mean, one and the half days left before handing in the PR limited time assignment. T_T
why we can goyang kaki in the beginning of the semester, and now we are busy like hell with all the assignments fall flat on our face and ask us to digest it, and muntah balik in a few days.

Some chi xin thoughts in my mind right now to finish the PR assignment.

ask people to gao dim for me ( impossible la....)
go find PR boyfriend (quoted from Chern Lin..hoho)
go menggoda Ben Ben ( this is so not ok and freakin' abnormal)
kill myself (cannot la, i love myself lerh...)
DO it now la.still blogging!?!?!

it seems that the last idea is the best -_-ll
a picture of me being desperado.

drink shampoo to kill myself??

(in such a coincidence,i dunno why i will take this kinda picture.ahehehe)

aza aza Uni SA people!

edited [5:40pm] :
E=mc2 has become my daily bread.

why am i telling everyone this btw?
whatthedut,i took nap and now need to continue with the first question T_T
wish me luck OR kill me

I was bluecandy before....

2008-06-12T06:10:00.008+08:00

" what's your icq name last time?" r_u_hapi ask me macam tu.

even he will suddenly ss with us about last time when we icq-ing

-_-ll

ohmygoody.how the memories run back into my mind like a tape.

so long i didnt weat my pinafore, pin my hair....what the heck of tebu style hair.

and how beaniez&cm rock the school, like gangster although in front of the teachers we are angel *blinking eyes*

....and the time when through julia we know about zion,and the fuey chao, julian coming on.

it is weird when you can be friend with them and the friendship last until now.

not forgetting how i cheat them and want them to help us raise fund for the CYA project thingy..

hehehehe...

arh~~~~~ back at those times.

for once,i remembered one person ask me not to look back.

well, ended up that people change until i dunno siapa dia lagi.

and now.

i am still me.

the old HSL,

blended with the new HSL.

isnt that better?

i never forget about who i am,and why i am happy to be me.

i fear that i will change.

but together with beaniez & cm, there's no way i gonna change into another person as me and lcy have mutual agreement that we will slap each other KAO KAO if we change.

i am going to stay as who i am.

it's funny when some people can stay strong and keep their principle,and some are so easily sway away by things in this world.

sigh..

si beh in the morning???and it is 6am some more.

alamak.

i am still dan chun.yeah. ^_^v

i was once bluecandy

she was once iceflower,and yesterday night si beh a bit together

......and this wan...........she is still catty :P but want ot thank her for her animal instinct.go ferret!!!woohoo~

its time for college.

its 6am.why am i blogging????

Dad, I sibeh again

2008-06-10T19:13:00.011+08:00

big P/S : dont ask me,question me when people who dont know what is happening

So.................out of the si beh ness and some problems in my mind.
I called my dad yesterday but failed to get him as he got QiGong stuff.
and the other day, i mean today larh~
call him again.....
...........and it is such a coincidence,my phone is ringing and it is my dad.

HSL : i si beh again...
Dad: huh...again ar...haha

dunno why.

It is a haha because my si beh ness again
and
It is a haha because i finally call him
and
It is a haha because...my dad misses me

sorry that i dont call home for so long

Dad : wait until you come back and we go yam cha

people yam cha with friend,i yam cha with dad =)

these days a lot of things happen,
well THAT particular thing.
it is hard for me to accept so many things in a sudden.
but wao.its a month already.
but oh well, somehow God still be kind to me.
there are people who care for me and i never really thanks them.
i think for a long time before i write this, will i si beh again, will i .........
...................... but i guess i am ready for this.

first and foremost,

my family.
what can i say?
my dad be there for me 24-7 through phone, talk to me on the phone and be prepared for me always, my mum cry silently for me, my brothers, keep silent and never mention a word.

my big family.
laiyi 24-7 physically be with me,popo cook nice food for me to cheer me up, yi kau fu for the first time tell me something unexpected, others keep silent and never mention.
(that is the best.thank you)

my beaniez & CM
beaniez,sing k with me,slap me,call me,pei me through the whole process.even......with me.for CM,sorry that i dont tell you all properly.i really not a human back then.i know,you all are my true best friend in the whole wide world.

college mates
dont mention bout that case.and ask me to move on.sometimes slap me a bit.and make me feel i am still worthwhile.ah hua who also runaway with me like prison break -_-ll
thanks a lot...although there are still a lot for me to know about you all.but i really appreciate the friendship =)

gorS,close friends, net friends
hey,i dont need to say more.Alex gor,i called him and just cry my lung out.everytime.until he phobia -_-ll
julian gor,letting me to face the reality,be there for me,give me useful piece of advice,will knock me if.......
and the newest pet bro of mine (Mr. D,not to be exposed) sing k with me,shout all the things,although things turn out in another way, but i still appreicate it a lot.for all the advices.and all the slapping.
close friends,net friends.tell me to be strong.

phew.until here.

no worries people.i am recovering in a great speed.
with ss-ness along =D
i just want to say a big THANK YOU...and yeap..no tao bi-ing.
i dunno i can make it anot,but i know a lot of people will be there for me.
i am a lucky girl.

.........and i am.
daddy's girl,mummy's girl, lai yi's kai lui, popo's guai xun, lcy's ji, onggie's Ho Suet Ling(she always call my full name), ah hua's driver, everybody's nerdy ling....and the lists go on.

oh ya...i cut my hair again.a bit regret ler.sudenly so short.
a bit si beh nowadays,not becaosue of that.but assignments =s

special post, for my special oneS

Gui Gui likes to eat bread ONLY

2008-06-08T14:07:00.013+08:00

got 4 biggy turtles in my house.
and this is the oldest,biggest
and the one and only male gui gui in our house.
and this cutie thing come inside the patio of our house and find my popo for food!
......and..and...this gui gui even run to my popo -_-ll
witness this in my own eyes, one word : unbelievable.

even turtle has feeling for people who take good care of them.
reminds me of my little gui gui that dies a years before. =(

small guigui,

i shall think that your death is blessing in disguise.
i dont want you to face this reality with me.

but i will stay strong

Distress = Annoy People (Yeah!!)

2008-06-05T00:29:00.008+08:00

....................................................................superduperthefreakinshitdamnit stress right here.
i am not a night cat but i am not taking my beauty sleep
(normally this time i has transformed into a big fat pig and dreaming already)
i dont know why am i so hyper when i feel so stress or apa ni.

is it the roti canai and the nice teh tarik ice that keeps me awake.
or the evening session talk that makes me feel so i dontknowwhat theheckam ifeeling
or is it the stress i am facing as all the assignments are pushing me to the edge.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
so to distress,i need to annoy a person that can tahan my ss-ness.
so my target will be --> the cold blooded gor ( i know he doesnt like me calling him this.hoho)
why he is my target le.
lets see.
cause this people always
..........................................ignore my ss-ness, always "okok lo" me, let me ss summore,without stopping me, and pei me thorugh this kinda stress but hyper time.

let's see how HSL version of annoying people with her so call joke when she is stress

Version 1 (got cut a bit cause too long)

HSL says:
n u imagine la..me go for those exam.n then meet those 4 ar 5 years old xiao mei mei.
n then i wil tok to them : "eh,ur jie jie here nervous la, i duno how to play bla bla black sheep "
(silence)
HSL says:
u dun laugh wn.like i ss
~JuLiAn~ says:
huh?
HSL says:
..omy goody.u dun get it.suan le ba.*cold wind blows*
~JuLiAn~ says:
tell me la
HSL says:
i mean d joke i jz tel u la......bout d imagination i hv if i go for the exam....n my going-to-be conversation wif xiao mei mei
~JuLiAn~ says:
oooooo i though what
~JuLiAn~ says:
the up to u one is refering to u as in wanting to get grade and all lo
(this is TOTALLY out of topic)
HSL says:
..............HAIYER!suan liao..not cold wind blowing me......is tornado taking me away oledi
~JuLiAn~ says:
-_-''' fine lo
HSL says:
i tink i shall post a blog regarding tis cold joke...1st time in my life la.someone dun get my joke
~JuLiAn~ says:
i got the joke la ...just that is not funny le

Conclusion : yuan lai he get it,but totally ignore me for the whole conversation)

Version 2

SL says:
i tel u another joke.
HSL says:
tis fren of mine even more cold than u
HSL says:
she go n msn my fren la.say she gt serious prob.
HSL says:
n then apparently her serious prob refer to her ulcers.
HSL says:
tadah!
~JuLiAn~ says:
-_-'''

Conclusion : ignore me again

Version 3

SL says:
swt betul u punya abang ni
HSL says:
tak boleh
~JuLiAn~ says:
huh???
HSL says:
....saya guna bahasa melayu boleh tak
HSL says:
drink teh ais dan makan roti canai until tak boleh tidur plus stress
~JuLiAn~ says:
lol
~JuLiAn~ says:
boleh boleh
~JuLiAn~ says:
then find something to do lo

Conlcusion : cakap BM dgn I

Version 4

HSL says:
sien ma.so mz ss a bit to build up momentum
HSL says:
*nt bad ar me* muaha
~JuLiAn~ says:
okok lo

Conclusion : always "okok lo" me

Version 5

HSL says:
u wn to eat lamp chop anot.
HSL says:
i give u a sheep
HSL says: (the MSN picture of the sheep)
~JuLiAn~ says:
-_-'''

Conclusion : beginning to sot..i mean me.

Version 6

HSL says:
i shall send u to gurun sahara to heat u up
~JuLiAn~ says:
huh?
HSL says:
cz u r so cold......
HSL says:
coldcold.
~JuLiAn~ says:
-_-'''

Conclusion : i dunno i wil still remeber this joke anot tomorrow -_-ll

last but not least, ok la.
know that you pei me. =)

thanks gor!

my very last joke of the day :(use microscope and look at the smallest font word above...hoho)

although stress but ss look of HSL =p

(who want to take tutorial from me its ok!wakakaka)

(hyper-ness tersangat keterhinggaan) -_-ll

I can sleep wherever i want...woohoo!

2008-06-01T22:51:00.010+08:00

Relay For Life KL 2008

OK!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just came back from RFL and i am so excited to post this bloggy up!
for the first time i volunteer myself for something that brings me no benefit.
but anyway, how can you define benefits?

people tell me about karma, and how doing good deeds can lead me a better life next time.
i dunno about it.but i feel so happy.
that everyone who are from different world, come together for one purpose
Fight Cancer, Celebrate Life, and Rock the Night!

well, we get super ss all day long...
the open ceremony is superb and there goes the walking,running or even cycling.
we start our first round and there goes round 2,3,4.........
got a lot of activities going on at night.

have fun looking at dancers dancing
(they look super sexygorgeousenergetic when dancing to the song "feedback" by Janet Jackson)
and then singing hero by mariah carey.
and me love the POCO POCO DANCE!!!!!
taking some strangers hand in hand and dance.
shake my booty,laugh together.
yeah,i am enjoying it 100% :P

I also buy a paper bag for the Luminara Ceremony.
I colour it with crayons,magic pens..and it feels like back to the age of 5 =D
well, the list of fun goes on and on.

.............i learn something from cancer patients.
appreciate your life and your love ones,
and face your life with courage.
smile people.

oh yeah,and shake your booty along with the POCO POCO dance~ ~
and let us start our paparazzi session!!
(...more pictures coming up, havent decided whether to put in this blog or my photo blog,stay tune!!)

HSL praying??

start with the survivors' lap

for you, with hope

BARNEY!!!!i heart you!

its getting late,but the spirit still on!

the dancers heat up the spirit, shake your body!!~

me & ah hua, going to light up the candles soon

Luminaria Ceremony, 3 minutes of silence

LCY start with her ss by fake-walking-poser-look

and then here comes HSL ban-sexy-but-look-so-swt-look

and both of them ss together
(ok,i look a bit too ss here -_-ll)

一起加油，明天会更好。 -别放弃-

btw. just look into kennysia blog and i laugh like mad when look at the way to link to kenny sia
(more poser than me,maybe i shall try this pose soon :P)

anyone want to win a trip to Bangkok with kennysia?
i am those who dont like to go with the flow.
but i cant help but feel that he rocks the most,as a blogger.

wao,such a long post today.
-rest in peace- *TOUCHWOOD*

What the DUT---~~~~~

2008-05-31T11:14:00.008+08:00

It has been a busy week for Uni SA students as it is the end of our semester 1.
(wao, isnt that fast?)
a lot of assignments,presentations, discussions to be done and oh well,
.....we enjoyed each other accompanies.
And this time the H4 team is doing good in their group work =D
for the what the DUT video censorship thingy.
some of the pictures for this week.

Wednesday --> Last Tutorial for POJ

Thursday --> .......Darren, the guy who is going to merompak mamak stall (cause food crisis...HAHA)

Thursday --> in PR class (ben ben is in front summore -_-ll)

Thursday --> the 3 guys in our class teaching ah leng to take drugs !??!?!

Friday --> before CRR presentation (nervous-ing)

Friday --> YASMIN AHMAD! she rocks.seriously. *retain your innocence*

well, like lcy said, it is a bit si beh nowadays.
and i know this kinda emo shit is coming in and out like nobody business.
but hellya i am going through it.
BRING IT ON!

p/s : going to the RFL thingy in a few more hours..!!dont know how the situation will be tonight^^

Wasabi or Ice Cream?

2008-05-27T00:39:00.007+08:00

sushi groove-ing with ah hua today.
and took some interesting pictures.
which one will be wasabi and which will be the heavenly yummy green tea ice cream?

sure all of you can different shape it larh~
but what if the cherries is not there and there is two scoop of greeny thing in your cup?

hehe.sorry people.too lazy to blog and wanna keep my bloggy active.
btw,listening to so many piano cover by mike fenty.
he rockz!!

listen to these.
Music Piece - Back At One Brian McKnight By Mike Fenty

*yawnnnnn*
more to updates after i gao dim all my assignments and probbies =D

P/s : this blog focus on one kiddo.lol.highly harzardous content =)

2008-05-25T02:15:00.014+08:00

Sorry for not updating for a few days.

First comes PR report that nearly kill us on Thursday.

Secondly there comes Tai Yi and James(prefably i call him Jamie again), to Malaysia!

this time he really act SLIGHTLY different compare to a few years back.

and oh well, let's talk about the interesting part which is :

ok-larh, he looks freakin'hot n got a pair of killing eye for his age of only 15 and yeap he is going to kill every girl hearts although i dont want to admit this.so ish-y.

(have a bit of disillusion for the first time i see him because his hair looks like wolwerine hairstyle.urgh)

a lot of activities happened a few days and i am too lazy to explain.

so here is a brief version of what we did today.

and basically the long version of the story will be how we have fun all day long and spend quality time with every family members =)

-hereby apologozie for having some problem with blogger and i cant damn it rotate some of the pictures,really am sorry =( -

my biao di who get even more ss when Jamie come back by throwing egg tart on me when i take pics of him -_-ll

Dinner again at my uncle's restaurant

went to Kuen Cheng High School's Carnival

p/s : for girls who have heart attack, dont continue reading this post especially the girl named LCY :P

as usual he will got this si beh look when he go out with us

i like this pic soOooo much! looks like a cool ad! HSL production,woohoo~

this is a random shot.really random shot,and the nicest of all.phew.

not forgetting my biao mei,and she loves candies!!!!her size explains all >_<

and then we visit the National Museum.

*reccomended* the museum has renovated and modernized!

that is for today,and everybody collaps and need to crawl back home.
i am reallytireduntilicansleeprightatthismoment.
but lcy ss-ness wake me up.
so i dedicated this picture specially for her to help her gayao in A level Exam.
aza aza fighting! (with full of hotchillipepperspicyness) :P

night night and sweet dreams people.
but no fantasizing here please.

(Background song : Sexyback - Jutin Timberlake)

p/s: please tell me how lucky am i to have two cutielicious cousins bro besides me.

Earthquake in Malaysia???

2008-05-20T20:19:00.008+08:00

this is freaking me out...
a slight earthquake yesterday when i was eating like a fat pig.
and i felt nothing about it -_-ll
Klang Valley felt the strongest vibration of all.
and it is not those kinda phone vibration on your leg
a detailed news reported by TheStar Online.

so there is a small meeting here.
siao us discuss bout the best place to hide.
and that will be
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
the store room!

because it gt food and strong pillars.
but how to fit in it when all of my cousin sisters in XXL size?
hmm...............

the world is changing.
and it is getting horrible >_< p/s: how am i going to survive when i am so insensitive?
......i think of buying Phua CHu Kang's helmet to protect my head.

Eating is a sin

2008-05-19T00:02:00.006+08:00

I cant help but feeling guilty after eating so much good food in a day and my previous post talked about Si Chuan's earthquake =s

Because we just nodded our head, we got our stomach exploded within an hour.

back to the topic.

My uncle and ten others ohbasaohjisa owned a seafood restaurant in Serdang.
so, we always get to eat nice seafood,of cause my uncle paid for us la :P

thanks for my uncle to treat us such a nice sumptous dinner.

so i gonna blog about it and help him to promote his restaurant lolrh~

not joking,but some of the dishes taste awesome!!!

(i am a good food critic..teeheeeeee.)

Direct translation from cantonese will be Dong Bo Yok
(Comment: the nicest of all the dishes, it is added with a little vinegar which makes the taste a bit suprisingly delicious! Dip with man tou..........*saliva dripping*)

And then we get to eat two totally different flavours of crabby!!!!
and it is not those skinny crab,i forget what is the name of the dish cause i am too busy eating T_T
but will try my best to explain it :P

Crab cook with pepper and some other ingredients. The taste of pepper is really too overwhelming and cover the original taste of the crab.and a bit spicy >_<

This is better =D It should be milk butter crab(direct translation again), a bit like salad sauce, but it tastes a whole lot more better than the previous style of cooking.

However, personally i prefer marmite crab more lerh..

Ikan bakar!....hoho.the original flavour of the fish,and what you need is just salt and charcoal =)

Man Heong Gai. smoked chicken with tea leaf. seems yucky, but when you eat it, you cant stop it. Smokinnnnnnnnnnnn'

so i am super satisfied with my dinner of the day,without paying a single cent.yeah!
look at the satisfaction on our faces

Zhang Wei is happily eating his ice cream.

...and HSL is happily trying to pose with her crabby.

p/s: sorry, i am highHhhhhh today.after drinking 3 glasses of red wine.
i HEART sweet wine!

Deepest Condolence for Earthquake's Victims

2008-05-17T22:04:00.011+08:00

Its strange,because i suddenly had tears in my eyes when i looked at the earthquake's news today.
(sorry larh, my feelings get into my way easily, improve-ing)

The rescuers saved a girl from the rubbles by pulling her out.
They even sang "happy birthday' song to her because it was her 20th birthday.
I cant imagine i spend my birthday under the dark, with fear and little hope that you will be saved and survive in this world.

when everybody is searching everywhere for their loves one.

when you hold on strong, no matter how small the chance will be

when they are so many dead bodies,collapsed building around you.

I can feel the unity between all the people around the world, especially China people, how they save the victims life.
Cheer for them when they save one more life.
That is the energy i want to find in my life.
and sometimes Malaysians,especially city people are lacking of this 'chi'

btw.i salute China because they have totally archieved trasnparency by letting the widest media coverage for natural disaster.
and through television, you can feel the power within,and how lucky we are having out butt on the comfort chair.
while on the other hand some SiChuan people dont dare to go back home and rather sleep in the garden,car, or even on the street.

i thought i am unlucky.but i am not.
what i can say is 2008 is not a good year for everybody.
and only jay can make me happy by singing me the song "yang guang zai nan"

be happy when you can,and appreciate it

(well, when i hear this song, i will still jump and scream like i am in his concert, btw he has donated 50k for this disaster. =) )